fear is the only thing that can define whatever i m feeling now .
like, right now
i’ve been having anxiety for the past few weeks and now , still currently suffering from it.
It’s winter solstice for the past few days and i’ve been hanging out with my grandmother the whole day, and i usually feel bored but now i actually feel i love hanging out with her.
i learnt a lot these 2 days, i learnt how to even make , the dough itself and the materialss.
i didnt take much pictures.
but my words can show how much i love it there.
but it’s proof i took tang yuan
that’s what they said on the radio.
I aim for 7 but eventually got chickened out and aimed for , 6.
so so ?
it’s all up to you
But i know where my standard is,
i know how much effort i’ve put in .
it’s up to god to give me what i should get in 12 hours time
i would be facing like one of life’s hardest times
every single 15 year old who’s taking PMR would have the same anxiety i m having
HOW MANY ARE THERE OUT THERE.
i m freaking out now .
tumblr, blogger, msn, twitter, facebook.
everyone’s talking bout it
but i really want to sleep early.
but i cant
i need something
to cool me down
and i dont knw wht the fuck it is
GOOD LUCK TO YOU IF U R
ps. i want 7a’s.