FEAR.

Yes,

fear is the only thing that can define whatever i m feeling now .

like, right now

i’ve been having anxiety for the past few weeks and now , still currently suffering from it.

It’s winter solstice for the past few days and i’ve been hanging out with my grandmother the whole day, and i usually feel bored but now i actually feel i love hanging out with her.

i learnt a lot these 2 days, i learnt how to even make , the dough itself and the materialss.

i didnt take much pictures.

but my words can show how much i love it there.

 

IT’S BLUR

but it’s proof i took tang yuan

:)

冬至吃汤圆，家人大团圆。

that’s what they said on the radio.

AND

TOMORROW

WILL

BE

JUDGEMENT DAY

OMG

OMG

I aim for 7 but eventually got chickened out and aimed for , 6.

6/8

good ?

bad?

so so ?

idk

it’s all up to you

But i know where my standard is,

i know how much effort i’ve put in .

so.

it’s up to god to give me what i should get in 12 hours time

i would be facing like one of life’s hardest times

every single 15 year old who’s taking PMR would have the same anxiety i m having

HOW MANY ARE THERE OUT THERE.

god

i m freaking out now .

like everywhere

tumblr, blogger, msn, twitter, facebook.

everyone’s talking bout it

.

but i really want to sleep early.

but i cant

i need something

to cool me down

and i dont knw wht the fuck it is

 

 

GOOD LUCK TO YOU IF U R

READING THIS!!!

:D

 

 

 

 

x.

 

 

 

ps. i want 7a’s.

imnotgreedy