FEB 30TH

do you believe in a parallel universe?

days change, hours past, there isn’t a second for us to even capture and grab hold of our destiny. perhaps, there’s a place where time can stop, everything seemingly perfect and it’s all in order, and perhaps even better than the world we live in. Do you believe that there is another you, in just another universe, with the same look as yours, but living in a total different life as yours
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Tired of your life, tired of everything that has been going around you, everything never falls in place, it just goes the other way round u wish it could be. Reality can be harsh, but , somehow in another parallel universe, the you there is living a happy life. A life without worries, a life, unlike, the life you are living now. Jonathan Swiss in Gulliver’s Travels or, even we could travel into Elfland, according to Norse Mythology, which one will finds himself ending up at a sacred of secret hideout nobody knows, where he had went on a dangerous venture and suddenly arrives at a land of unknown

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for me

I do, believe in a parallel universe.

Where, I could still be with the one I love, the both of us, could still be couples like before, but not couples in real life, just in that universe, not earth, maybe, somewhere where the flowers keep blooming and the stars will shine even brighter than it was here. Someplace where, no one judges, someplace where we can just be whoever we are. Do things without even caring what people might think of you.

While, back in Earth, people misunderstands you, people judge you, people will hesitate on making the right choices. But i guess the US in the parallel universe, we might be happy, happier than we are, here.

People can be rude and judgemental, when it comes to relationships, people will laugh at the hopeless romantic people, judging and waiting for them to break up, or waiting to see how weak that relationship was. To me, i used to be the one easily affected by what people might say, which isn’t really a good thing in my past.

The me in that parallel universe won’t be judged, the you , won’t be so hurt by my actions.

But I am glad the you in earth found someone you love dearly and, the me is alone, but I don’t feel lonely. I feel happy to still be able to breathe and work hard towards my goals, maybe I don’t have a boyfriend, but that doesn’t mean I had to be deeply depressed, since, there are so many things you can do, alone as well. Alone time with a cup of coffee and jamming to your favourite playlists nobody will judge, or even watching at your favourite movies, alone and thinking bout how life would be, if you found your other half.

My ideal relationship wouldn’t be about extravagant gifts, but more on everyday basis, where our relationship can be like best friends, a shoulder to lie on, and a listener where i can rant about my daily stuff or someone who can be as crazy as I am/// someone who will understand the decisions i took and support it// someone. that perhaps, will accept my flaws,and how i look without makeup someday, someone who can stand my tantrums and still fight and make up on the same day… who just, will , be there, forever/

We can’t possibly live for 100 years, but for sure, to find someone who can spend the rest of your lives, or for half of a century, should be enough, that person may not be the most handsome guy, but , i believe someday my knight in shining armour will come. and reach out to me, and tell me that everything will be okay, despite my past, and bring me on his horse, together, we ride towards the future.

The future might not be known, but at least, we know, that we have each other.

 

Perhaps, we don’t need to be in a parallel universe, but we just had to be strong in facing reality, and , be the best we can, every single day.

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somebody you used to know

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