tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20008664865221714792024-03-06T00:47:01.264+08:00illustrated by -venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.comBlogger355125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-73448603590256781882021-05-12T17:01:00.003+08:002021-05-12T17:01:14.464+08:00 INFATUATION- A short story<p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">It all started one night, when tears are rolling down
on her cheeks, she stared above the ceiling with thoughts lingering. “Where can
I go from here?” She questioned herself over and over again. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">“I had thought this through, yes, I can do it.” <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Finally, she sat up on her bed, wiping off the tear
streaks off with a determined look on her face. After taking a deep breath, she
has decided to pick up the phone and do something beneficial for herself.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">The phone screen lights up in the dark, lighting up
her senses, bringing herself more courage to finally send that text. Her
fingers, trembling. Trying to calm herself down, she slowly moves her fingers
to the screen and begin typing the very first line of the text message. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Moving her thumbs slowly towards the keys on the
screen, she knew there is no going back after sending the very text. Deep down
she knows it is for her own good, she knows, she will be better off without him
one day. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">With all great love stories, there will always be sacrifices.
Betty knows this all too well but how could someone even be rational when they
are in love? <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Love and infatuation are two very different things. One
universal problem faced by most of the women population- confused between the
two, going back and forth into thinking that everyone they meet are the one. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Truth is, I don’t believe in meeting – the one. Or
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I walked towards the light, I forgave myself. Now I see daylight, and it's golden. It's not in shades of grey and blue hues, but it's golden. </div>
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There were nights, where I doubted myself, there were nights, memories flooding and barging in. It was one of the most terrible months of my life. Been telling myself that this is my own fight, and no one will walk down this path with me, but myself. Soon, you'll get better. One day, you'll realise, that you can love someone so much and still, lose them without even realizing it. One day, you'll realise, that you deserve to put yourself first, and it's okay, to be selfish. </div>
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Who could stay in your life? Who is going to show up and leave after a while? The longing questions running in your head, "Can you stay forever?," "Can we be like this forever?" I doubt so.</div>
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Last night, I turned on Netflix and found a new movie called "The Half of It", where the movie started off by quoting 500 day(s) of Summer, by saying:</div>
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<b><u> "This is not a love story"</u></b>, that was when I know it might be something that might surprise me. And I wasn't wrong. It's about a coming of age movie about a small town where 3 teenagers, the central characters are interpreting their own, meaning of love. </div>
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What is love to you actually? Love, to me, is actually plain simple, you either love them, or you just don't. Love is selfless, love is always forgiving, love is also pain, sacrifices, and new beginnings. Love is also about knowing yourself and understanding that you deserved better. That was when it hit me, that never would I imagine a day that I can actually <i>feel, fine. </i></div>
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<i> I, feel happy and fine. </i>Yes, I've said it. I, Venetia Wong, couldn't be happier that I am walking out of it alive. If you must know, I wasn't in a very good place ever since February last year where I packed my bags, kept all my emotions into a deep space in my head, and chin up ready to face a whole new life in a city I once was familiar of. It was exciting, a new beginning that I must go through. I hated the silence, I hated the loneliness and quietness of living alone. The demons I feared came haunting me at night, and the shadows of anxiety were lurking in every corner of the room. Sooner I realised, I was drowning in a sea, a sea of thoughts, painful memories and there is nothing, and <i>no one was there</i> to pull me up the shore. </div>
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<i> </i>So, I guess that's what make love, so great. We ended up deceiving the person we love, and eventually the world but we know, turning ourselves into someone we don't know. Slowly becoming more of like your other <i>half, </i>or even, trying to be <i>someone that you're not.</i> It's not wrong in changing who you are, it's only wrong when you're not happy. One could always compromise, one could always be devoted to becoming a better person, a better father, a better son, a better friend, or still a better husband. If that change is what makes <i>you happy, why not?</i></div>
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I once told myself I crave a love so deep, that the ocean would be jealous. But where did I go from there? Where did I end up? Washed onto the shore, dripping wet, desperate to find somewhere I belong. Now, all I wanted, all I will ever want, is just a simple love, someone who will always be there whenever I needed them, a constant in my life, accepting me for who I am, or who I was, and knowing that we would have something stable in the future. </div>
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venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-21871793011093880522019-08-27T11:48:00.000+08:002019-08-27T11:48:06.321+08:00RecentlyCouldn't believe that time could ever pass by us so quickly.<div>
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venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-11307256072183948592014-10-29T14:50:00.001+08:002014-10-29T14:50:16.762+08:00FEB 30TH<blockquote> <p align="center"><font size="6">do you believe in a parallel universe?</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://33.media.tumblr.com/f3fb3dc445556d3509075aed36b076bc/tumblr_ne6aesXGs61qegyoeo1_500.gif"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">days change, hours past, there isn’t a second for us to even capture and grab hold of our destiny. perhaps, there’s a place where time can stop, everything seemingly perfect and it’s all in order, and perhaps even better than the world we live in. Do you believe that there is another you, in just another universe, with the same look as yours, but living in a total different life as yours<br>?<img src="https://33.media.tumblr.com/8b3007a7eaeeeb5feed3a9b1f11a3337/tumblr_ne6yhtbUdL1r0klrdo1_500.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/c1708f2e1140d615234a401cf3b5b3d1/tumblr_ne6tmecil31r9i2lwo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">Tired of your life, tired of everything that has been going around you, everything never falls in place, it just goes the other way round u wish it could be. Reality can be harsh, but , somehow in another parallel universe, the you there is living a happy life. A life without worries, a life, unlike, the life you are living now. Jonathan Swiss in Gulliver’s Travels or, even we could travel into Elfland, according to Norse Mythology, which one will finds himself ending up at a sacred of secret hideout nobody knows, where he had went on a dangerous venture and suddenly arrives at a land of unknown</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">&</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">for me</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">I do, believe in a parallel universe.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">Where, I could still be with the one I love, the both of us, could still be couples like before, but not couples in real life, just in that universe, not earth, maybe, somewhere where the flowers keep blooming and the stars will shine even brighter than it was here. Someplace where, no one judges, someplace where we can just be whoever we are. Do things without even caring what people might think of you.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://33.media.tumblr.com/fdb17f86bc8a9ab1caf884ae8813fa82/tumblr_ndz1rz3r2l1r5gmiko1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">While, back in Earth, people misunderstands you, people judge you, people will hesitate on making the right choices. But i guess the US in the parallel universe, we might be happy, happier than we are, here. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">People can be rude and judgemental, when it comes to relationships, people will laugh at the hopeless romantic people, judging and waiting for them to break up, or waiting to see how weak that relationship was. To me, i used to be the one easily affected by what people might say, which isn’t really a good thing in my past.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://38.media.tumblr.com/1ff8a5243f7eb6a2263c7e202023681a/tumblr_ndv53936xg1s5extzo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">The me in that parallel universe won’t be judged, the you , won’t be so hurt by my actions.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">But I am glad the you in earth found someone you love dearly and, the me is alone, but I don’t feel lonely. I feel happy to still be able to breathe and work hard towards my goals, maybe I don’t have a boyfriend, but that doesn’t mean I had to be deeply depressed, since, there are so many things you can do, alone as well. Alone time with a cup of coffee and jamming to your favourite playlists nobody will judge, or even watching at your favourite movies, alone and thinking bout how life would be, if you found your other half.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">My ideal relationship wouldn’t be about extravagant gifts, but more on everyday basis, where our relationship can be like best friends, a shoulder to lie on, and a listener where i can rant about my daily stuff or someone who can be as crazy as I am/// someone who will understand the decisions i took and support it// someone. that perhaps, will accept my flaws,and how i look without makeup someday, someone who can stand my tantrums and still fight and make up on the same day… who just, will , be there, forever/</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">We can’t possibly live for 100 years, but for sure, to find someone who can spend the rest of your lives, or for half of a century, should be enough, that person may not be the most handsome guy, but , i believe someday my knight in shining armour will come. and reach out to me, and tell me that everything will be okay, despite my past, and bring me on his horse, together, we ride towards the future. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">The future might not be known, but at least, we know, that we have each other.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6"> </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">Perhaps, we don’t need to be in a parallel universe, but we just had to be strong in facing reality, and , be the best we can, every single day.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6">X</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6"></font></p></blockquote> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-62990703006655817212014-10-12T18:02:00.001+08:002014-10-12T18:02:23.137+08:00somebody you used to know<p align="center"><img src="http://scontent-a.cdninstagram.com/hphotos-xfa1/t51.2885-15/10661009_729321277140227_321719377_n.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Will I ever achieve the dreams beyond my heart’s desire?</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Things like these don’</font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-21681600023730890662014-09-12T19:38:00.001+08:002014-09-12T19:38:23.364+08:00amazed<p align="center"><font size="5">song of the day- Shine by Shannon Noll</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://41.media.tumblr.com/7fc21f36017ec6a455f8b21151bd2edb/tumblr_mv6j9eEosP1rviae3o1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">so sorry for not updating my blog, which is been like a dessert. nothing but dust. *blows dust away*</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">doing a bit spring clean… by updating it, nope i am too laaaaazy to change the layout, and i think i even forgotten how to really change the layout.. oh well.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">If you are reading this, i am glad you do cus i dont reaally get any loyalty readers out there, which makes me wonder why should i be even posting this.. but i still wanted to write, things on my mind, which i thought i should share? Besides writing essays for my exams or any facebook statuses, i wanted to express more of it, besides just, you know, posting simple things. Writing makes me free. Free from the world, free from everything out there. I like spending days with coffee and writing about things i feel, however, lately my studies has been taking it’s toll on me. i never felt so stressed or pressurized in my life before, like ever, not SPM but, this i am dealing pretty much affects my future, like what Uni or what course i would want to pursue. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Just a bit of thought i am sharing…. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5"><font color="#000000">Music had been a big part of my life. I guess there isn’t anyone out there who doesn’t like music… I never stop listening to music, even if i am happy or sad, there will always be something for me to tune in. i don’t judge people’s music tastes because there are so many range of music out there to suit each and everyone… so i might as well share, what kind of music makes me, high? not that kind of high but what music makes me want to keep on listening listening and… replay. </font></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Well first of all, most of you will know that i love The Killers, with Brandon Flower’s voice pulling me closer.. and closer. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">But i too like Coldplay, Linkin Park, Maroon 5, Backstreet Boys, Blink 182, the 1975, Mcfly, The Script, The all american rejects… Green Day… those kind too.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">The very thing i look into a song, … is <strong><em><u>the rhythm behind</u></em></strong>, if the beat don’t suit me from the start, i would just skip it and stop listening, which is why i HATE. MOST OF THE SONGS IN HITZ.FM. I like songs starting with these low strums of guitar base… or a really good tune like Wake me up when september ends? Or some piano prelude that starts before they sing? Idk it’s just that one two seconds that decides… </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Dont judge. i listen to REDFM, the less, mainstream ones. I guess the underlying principle behind a GOOD SONG, is that, it doesn’t get outdated easily and withstands the sands of time. For example, ABBA , Mariah Carey’s Hero, or any song from Backstreet Boys, you just could listen to it at any time, not like some, EDM beats that people would simply forget it after they fall out from the Billboard. The billboard 100 keeps changing and yes Rude can me number 1 but it might not in another month.. it’s not that i am saying RUDE is not a good song it’s just, it’s not what i look into a song. Yes it might be catchy but i dont find catchy in my list of musics. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">The second will be the voice of the singer. It’s not i am judgemental alright…. but most of my fave singers are .. Male leads. Lol, i really like the rusty kind , or the heartbroken voices of males makes you really feel them, and you know how it feels to be in their shoes, for example, Brandon Flowers in </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"><strong>Mr.Brightside</strong> – you feel that how he is being jealous and suspicious and always insecure…</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">and <strong>1975’s Robbers</strong>- how the lead feels, about their love being like a robber and victim relationship how his girl robs his love, and tears him piece by piece…</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"><strong>Coldplay’s Yellow</strong>, how he relates his girl to stars…being yellow and bright,… it’s all so special and magical how songs can make you fly up in the sky..</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"><strong>James Blunt’s you’re beautiful</strong>- how he really thinks she’s the prettiest girl he has even seen. altho they don’t know each other…</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"><strong>Lonestar’s Amazed</strong>- That he felt so amazed about the girl and everytime he sees her he felt like his heart got choked out. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the third would definitely be.. the lyrics. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I hate. lyrics that are too….. overly stressing on sex, or anything dirty.. which is the main theme of club songs , which is the trend now,with really simple lyrics that made up with the catchy beats and .. really mindless composers thinking nothing about sex. i mean it’s okay to be … thinking of that but please. dont make it too, desperate asking for sex and looking at every damn hot girl or whatever booty … just. omg. I am sorry for those who likes these upbeats of songs but it’s not my cup of tea. which is why</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I find it so hard for people out there to share the same kinds of music tastes with me. I dont like MOST, edms……. the only edms i like are the ones with people singing inside. Lol like ARMIN’S- this is what it feels like, or DASH BERLIN’s Steal you away, and.. some from Calvin Harris, David guetta’s one of my faves, with SIA in Titanium and Usher in Without You….hmm lemme see and yes, Zedd with people singing…. (but not the one with that Hailey or what-) , Tiesto. Lol</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I want lyrics that are true. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Bottom line is, I don’t hate. songs in the radio now it’s just that those, won’t usually be in my playlist. Guess i am more of a sentimental person i prefer movies, dramas, books and even songs from the past, the longer the better, the less modernized it is and how not autotuned they are. it’s just RAW, raw music with no computer aid. I just want something historical but NOT TOO PREHISTORIC, just, i want good vibes and not, stupid meaningless .. songs. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">STAHP. </font></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-86865310258446456962014-08-20T01:02:00.001+08:002014-08-20T01:02:52.305+08:00then again, the late night thoughts<blockquote> <p align="center">Hello, nightcrawlers… </p> <p align="center">i cant find a way to tuck myself into bed at this moment, times like this make me ponder on life’s greatest questions and wonders. Then i will try to reflect it on myself, seeing whether am i the person i wanted to be, in the future or what</p> <p align="center">Like they say, growing up is a way of welcoming responsibilities and … knowing how harsh reality can be. And i am literally biting my fingers off to make myself feel calm when questions about the future came pounding on the door of my mind. Why should i be giving myself so much pressure?</p> <p align="center">But since we are still young, but i couldnt be sure whether if 19 is counted as young, cos look at all the young gymnasts out there already making their print in part of history. Am I sure i wanted to imprint myself on the world? Or should i just live life humbly like what Gandhi and Buddhism said, is to be humble and not too show-off. But, i think if everyone chose to live life in the simplest and safest way as possible, why will there be skyscrapers, why would there be so many indifferent and unique talents showcasing ? </p> <p align="center">What if, people limit themselves…. there is no reason why one should limit themselves. Speaking of which… why am i limiting myself?</p> <p align="center"><img src="http://38.media.tumblr.com/054d552174b0945eb1c93d364799bc89/tumblr_n4b6sqpubP1r922azo1_500.gif"></p> <p align="center">it’s like life is a 50 50 thing, it just matters on how much would u wanna fill up the chances of 50 50. If someone only invests 10 percent, they would only gain back the 10 percent, I am not a faith believer in luck or miracles, yes i might sound too realistic but it’s true . Since young i held a basis of thought that, only having full preparation for school exams, only then i can count myself as LUCKY because i had already built myself a foundation in order.. to reach the thing we all called LUCK.</p> <p align="center">Now I am only left with so little time to deal with studies and friends, and i feel so messed up and the hours in a day are not even enough. </p> <p align="center">What should i do?</p> <p align="center">TROUBLED, x</p> <p align="center"></p></blockquote> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-37317874399695930152014-06-14T01:30:00.001+08:002014-06-14T01:30:26.879+08:00sparks fly<p align="center"><font size="5">This post is dedicated to one of the greatest korean dramas that helped lighting my dark world whenever i am down . It made me as giddy as a school girl believing in love and fairytales, alongside my favourite disney movies, korean dramas do lift my spirits up. Feeling down</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">?? </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Dramaland can take you away into a magical dimension where dreams can come true in any possible way made by talented scriptwriters. I am pretty much more fascinated by the people behind the screen bringing us such guilty pleasures. Like how witty the script can be, and with the talented actors and actresses.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">My mom had always been a fan of korean dramas and I should actually thank her for exposing me to all these made believe modern day fairytales.. and i still can remember drama marathons with her, we could just sit in front of the couch with her the whole day just to catch the whole drama in a day or just finish it right in 2 days. I still too remember how we cried over dramas and idolizing the idols….</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Korean dramas to me isn’t just some drama with people catch but actually some memory i had with my mother, and it too accompanied me throughout my melo days… it gives me faith and somehow let me know whenever i am down there is always a place i can be comfortable in.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">In my little corner with my favourite moments in these dramas…. if i could recall but in fact i couldn’t… i can’t remember the first korean drama i watched but there are so much and so much i thank them for being part of my girly girl days. In a way it is relatable but in a way it makes me doubt on the men on earth. How can they not be another Do Min Joon or any Hyun Woo oppa or… my favourite Han Ki Joon sshi that are soooooo adorable and sweet. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Here are the dramas that guided me and , too brought enormous joy into my life.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">1. LOVERS IN PARIS</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/f9d426667874f8729c9e00cd6b7545a5/tumblr_mw3d3gywyV1qc5to0o1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img alt="image" src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/c9d9fa49c0db385aeaae4648f4990a26/tumblr_inline_mstdqsn9mM1qz4rgp.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5"><font color="#000000">It is just another modern day cinderella tale about a girl working as a maid in Paris, in the rich guy’s house and .. turns out the both had immediate chemistry between them after hurdles and hurdles, but that doesn’t</font> <font color="#000000">tear both of them apart. It has the most greatest moments if i can count in a drama. You wont have to wait till the last few episodes to see how they share great affection for each other , it is still touching to see how guy that had a divorce before and who doesnt know how to love someone… can love someone who has a different social status and taste or personality from him. Despite the difficulties they still chose to stay strong and MOST IMPORTANTLY , the girl , KANG TAEYOUNG is the strongest cinderella ever. she doesnt let people trample over her and she doesnt bow down easily on life altho she is poor. She is … just, my hero. </font></font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/f3d49be638758d1a168579e503391ce9/tumblr_mesoetuH7P1qj5ambo1_400.gif"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/523e7b51cf91bb551d4ed021c8a0b6ee/tumblr_mesoetuH7P1qj5ambo2_250.gif"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/e26a965b7b5ebec99357098af0164215/tumblr_mesoetuH7P1qj5ambo3_400.gif"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://38.media.tumblr.com/afd6290aa2cbd3a3194d524ccf543dfe/tumblr_mktukxDkUz1rpgjxqo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/219aedb7bb283c46d789195becc57dd8/tumblr_mj6k7iKg6G1r27hmfo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">here are my favourite scenes</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/8c6e551b612e8d3ef485ff93064d1965/tumblr_mgzmpoLaUe1qj5ambo8_250.gif"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/2ba4f2a57d1976be7ba60716509734ba/tumblr_n2q684Eii51r27hmfo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">han ki joo, the main character, had double egos, for example he is the president of Gm Motors of Korea and such a rich man he is, being so serious in his work. But in front of Taeyoung he is just another fool that is in love with a woman. That’s what i like about him. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="6">“There are not many people who can truly love. It’s because they meet the wrong person. But l’m sure you will find someone who will truly love you. Don’t make yourself miserable. - Ki Joo (Lovers in Paris)”</font> <p><font size="6">“Girls often dream about this. Where she feels like a withered flower surrounded by all these fabulous people. Then out of nowhere, this prince on a white horse calls her name, holds her shoulder, gently touches her hair and walks her home. But that is too perfect”</font> <p><font size="6">— <br>Tae-young</font> <p> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">it’s just so sweet to see them together</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://38.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltmxpkwZwV1r4c765o1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvn4ddA5Cf1r7dqebo1_400.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Park shin yang is such a talented actor and he rose to fame after this drama</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://38.media.tumblr.com/a0596341e8d5ac8753d6ea983bd7fe12/tumblr_mf5mqngtV31qj5ambo1_250.gif"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/179c4e8d58b6ae538c08d923e6e5c656/tumblr_mf5mqngtV31qj5ambo2_250.gif"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/4beb4a98f189bb97667e0727df565764/tumblr_mf5mqngtV31qj5ambo4_250.gif"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7lhh5QzQr1rbhs1eo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">so many cinderella scenes as the guy brings her to shopping in Paris</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m18t215UjP1qju2iuo1_250.gif"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m18t215UjP1qju2iuo3_250.gif"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">there are sooo many favourite scenes in this drama.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Guys there isn’t one episode is boring in fact it has the highest record of rating of korean drama history with the highest 50.7% at the final episode.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Favourite scenes such as he hires her in Paris to be his fake fiance and how they both bonded by eating cake. Taeyong too is fascinated by him because he too watch oldies classic movies with red wine. Too, when he worked overtime with Taeyong and how he holds her hand EVERYTIME and how he keeps express how he felt for Taeyong without being shy. it’s just.. ugh i dk </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">SOOOO SWEET</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I CANT STOP WRITING BUT EVENTUALLY I HAD TO STOP TO MOVE ON,</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">gosh gosh gosh.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">This drama make me cry and laugh just unstoppable times . it makes me excited and guessing what is next. there is sooo many unpredictable moments that i can say and i could say, definitely A MUST MUST MUST WATCH.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">SUPERB.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">LOVE CONQUERS ALL.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">REALLY .</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">IM SERIOUS</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Someday</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">someday</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">i will really meet that one person</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I know Park Shin Yang isnt the really candy boy you all wanted but his charm is just. idk , won over the hearts of all korean women who had watched this before will know the charm of Han Ki Joo { his character in drama} definitely was a gentleman and he still loves taeyong no matter what happens.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">GO WATCH NOW AT</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"><a href="http://www.dramaload.com">www.dramaload.com</a></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">2. save your last dance for me</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">It also starred by my another idol man crush besides JANG DONG GUN but in fact these are the top1top2 drama pairs i ship and hope they might be together in real life but they dont , just like how we wished leo and kate were together , just because of their chemistry….. okay </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">now .</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the posters.</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="image" src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvm51wj5lM1qkhbjb.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">It is by JISUNG and EUGENE. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I know . JISUNG from protect the boss</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I am so sad to say this… but in fact i would definitely choose old dramas over the new ones that are so out of substance and heavily populated by those sm or Jyp new idol stars that are trying to be in the acting field , okay but ,,, it doesnt work for me. it is just.. idk it doesnt give me sparks and the OST are terrible. but a few ones are okay. But LOVERS IN PARIS AND THIS DRAMA HAD THE BEST. THE BEST I TELL YOU</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">THE BEST OST OF ALL TIME.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://nxxncy.files.wordpress.com/2011/05/save-the-last-dance-for-me.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">okay for korean dramas ten years before , there are a few popular themes, </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">i] cancer/ leukemia </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">ii] cinderella </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">iii] amnesia, memory loss</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">now this is combination 3 and 2. cinderella… yes abit but this girl isnt the really RAG and poor girl as Kang Taeyong but this is definitely involving a series of memory loss. The movie circles around … i guess the word SOULMATE is the theme because just before the guy meets the girl he actually already had a girlfriend that he adores but mostly just feelings of a brother has for a sister. after he suffered from memory loss he spent a load of time with Eugene, the girl, at a countryside, he soon develops deep love with her… then all of a sudden he regains his memory and completely forgottenEugene and … totally resent her but for some reason, IN HIS HEART… he still had feelings for her and … it pulled them closer despite they are from different social classes… this guy is sweet but ,,, not as sweet as Park SHin Yang, and they fell in love again altho he can’t regain his memory back but eventually he did.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">The best part of this drama is that how people can meet people AND HAD THIS STRONG CHEMISTRY altho he forgets about her and how they both make sacrifices and let each other go, just because they love each other</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><img alt="save-the-last-dance-for-me portada 2" src="http://nxxncy.files.wordpress.com/2011/05/save-the-last-dance-for-me-portada-2.jpg?w=604"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the irony is….. both the main characters who had SOMUCHCHEMISTRY didnt end up together but JIsung actually fall for the other character, Lee Bo Young .. and married last year. Ugh</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://nxxncy.files.wordpress.com/2011/05/dibujo.jpg?w=604" width="540" height="418"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">but idontcare i still ship them</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y101/stldfm/engagement.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">i will always love you JISUNGGG ahhh.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">But recently his new dramas are just. ugh . disappointing , he is still as hot as ever but .. not the drama. it doesnt make me fall in love with his character.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">better luck next time.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">3. ALL ABOUT EVE</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">i had a hard time picking between 2 and 3 but eventually this has to be 3 because.. this involved a theme tht i did not like.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">RIVALRY between 2 girls and it usually involves a evil girl and an innocent one. I HATE IT TO SEE HOW THE EVIL BULLIES THE INNOCENT it is sooo frustrating and this involves DEATH too. It’s just so saddening to see the character you loved .. died all of a sudden. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://www.hancinema.net/photos/photo4366.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">it starred JANGDONGGUN omg omg omg he is so hot. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">This drama is like idk.. 10++ years before ???? The fashion is so old school but idc it still is awesome. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">The chemistry between Jang Dong gun and chae rim are okay but they are still sweet.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">This is not cinderella story and much MORE REALISTIC as the girl proved herself to be an elligible wife to be to the guy’s family that are so kind to her… unlike lovers in paris whereby the rich guy’s family are being such a prick.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">SO NO FAMILY OBSTRUCTIONS JUST PLAIN CAT FIGHT.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the evil girl in this drama is just so… unstoppable and despite being evil she just enjoys being evil.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://2g.pantip.com/cafe/chalermthai/topic/A8407828/A8407828-17.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRDmn9EvECEZhgvRWnx89fUW8HczZaZNvstXJfTZeIMY9vPjCSF" width="429" height="299"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">but the main theme of this drama is not love it is more on another in depth knowledge of broadcasting system and how good conquers evil… how being good will give you good karma and we should all be like Chae Rim { sun mi } in the movie and do good for others and having compassion to everyone including the evil girl {hye mi} .</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">One of my favourite scene will be when Jang Dong Gun knelt down to help Chae Rim wear her birthday present which is an anklet.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the pic isnt clear enough because.. yeah 10++ yrs ago</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/6100000/all-about-eve-korean-dramas-6146462-360-270.jpg" width="559" height="425"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">i know right</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v199/asianseries/AAE/wallaae2.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the last row of them KISSING</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">THEY ONLY KISSED ONCE IN THIS LONNG 20 EPISODE DRAMA WHICH IS THE FINAL EPISODE</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">HOW DISAPPOINTING</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the difference between american dramas or any other country’s drama from korean drama is that… they dont really kiss altho they are soo obviously deeply in love with each other. usually a kiss on the forehead or cheek is the limit they can have. and a few occasional limit of kissingg sigh.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://i1341.photobucket.com/albums/o756/kfangurl/All%20About%20Eve/AllAboutEve038_zps147ee6a2.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">how cute is he , smiling</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://i0.wp.com/i1341.photobucket.com/albums/o756/kfangurl/All%20About%20Eve/AllAboutEve026_zps5e6f1332.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">and i love LOVE when he smiles at the little things Chae Rim do and how he looks at her.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://uc.exteenblog.com/ella111/images/a309[1].jpg" width="669" height="465"><img src="http://uc.exteenblog.com/ella111/images/a044[1].jpg" width="692" height="481"></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">chae rim is super adorable in this drama</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">4. FULL HOUSE</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Manyy of you might be familiar with this. YES</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">RAIN is the leading actor with SONGHYEKYOO. my idol omg .</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">both of them undoubtly, gained fame as well as comedian.. no no not comedian as, debut actors and actresses in IDOL DRAMAS. Since the K-wave is not as high as now, this drama definitely brought the K-Wave and Hallyu fame to korea. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://www.hancinema.net/photos/photo3404.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the dynamic duo that doesn’t disappoint me. RAIN is sooo tall and songhyekyo is so cute and short, which gives them a HEIGHT DIFFERENCE which is soooo cuteee arghhh. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://tidbit.happyheartandmind.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/fullhouse.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the thai remake is also adorable and definitely a must watch if you are a fan of full house.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I read the manhwa as well, it doesn’t resemble much the drama but the theme and the famous full house is.. mentioned and it too involves a superstar that Rain is acting.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://38.media.tumblr.com/eda109d1cb49b59d92d9d4b1b5d4fa8e/tumblr_mzt93wMIbI1sxwzp5o3_250.gif"><img src="https://38.media.tumblr.com/4f7b8fe70a73514e4a905fe2e664fc12/tumblr_mzt93wMIbI1sxwzp5o1_250.gif"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/ca3cf71dcfbe9b00a0ca3576f703342c/tumblr_mltzbfO3yV1r2mc8ho1_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the story i believe a lot of you are already familiar. it is about a girl and a guy who fakes their marriage just to benefit each other.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Lol. I know right i like fake marriages story because they USUALLY fall for each other.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">There aren’t any specific favourite scenes as all of it are so enjoyable because they keep fighting at the simplest things. And how Rain give her nicknames like Bird, {cookoo} or, rice cooker</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/d4a7a4d07a723dccb804c2fe83c9c2d8/tumblr_n3o78n2Ajf1qaq7qwo2_r1_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">and how they write contracts or how Songhyekyo got angry and left notes at the refrigerator and sticky notes to communicate with Rain that drives him crazy.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">these are the tiny moments that made us laugh and how talented and witty the writers are. so so so good</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">you just have to choose an episode and never get bored with it.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/fae30628482c288a8341092edf7ebfdb/tumblr_n3o78n2Ajf1qaq7qwo1_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">LOL RAIN</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="image" src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/d29fb9051f5ea61444b1bcdc88340e4d/tumblr_inline_mqag44bEfa1qz4rgp.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">this is frustrating too. they only kissed twice. … sigh</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://38.media.tumblr.com/07a221807e37d4cf9722f0ac39362607/tumblr_mo76s2ot7c1r8yn2so2_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">i can relate to song hye kyo as she is a novelist online one, an amateur that tried to make a good story, and how Rain messes her computer. which DRIVES HER CRAZY.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/9d86f6e449812ed2b419139bba922ee3/tumblr_mo76s2ot7c1r8yn2so1_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">RAIN did not save the files and made her lost everything she wrote.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/64385271c80cb7242ce449a1425006ee/tumblr_mww0azMlJM1sr55l4o4_250.gif" width="672" height="520"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">AND HOW RAIN TRIES TO COMPENSATE BY DOING HOUSEWORK</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">LOLOLOL</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m56i7yyHps1r60j5bo3_250.jpg"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m56i7yyHps1r60j5bo6_250.jpg"><img src="https://38.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m56i7yyHps1r60j5bo9_250.jpg"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m56i7yyHps1r60j5bo10_250.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">90% of this drama is quarreling and jokes they made at each other. just so funny.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">For those who are finding some funny drama and at the same time with some eye candy… this is definitely the one.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">THANKYOU DRAMALAND.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">You had definitely brought joy into my life</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">who say happiness is not free</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">happiness is not difficult to find.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">X</font></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-58130847289344164872014-06-08T16:05:00.001+08:002014-06-08T16:05:48.733+08:00birthday lust<p align="center"><font size="5">Yayy guys this is the month</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-c-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpa1/t1.0-9/10411789_10152478071553501_2861053652407542881_n.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://scontent-b-kul.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/t1.0-9/10346227_10152480372178501_4023239681279715126_n.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">It’s my birthday month . Been so excited lately and… had this little dream that something special might happen, yet year after year i dont feel any sparkle yet on the sixteenth day of June. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">It makes me wonder over and over again what or how could I make my birthday memorable. definitely not by helding grandeur parties that would cost me a fortune or even … hmmmmm. I am not someone from the Kardashian or Jenners but still I need to find something special for my birthday to do. I searched the internet and found that there are some really charitable and philantrophic ways that people can actually do on their birthdays. Birthdays meant the celebration of our birth but conversely… it too signifies the pain and suffering of labor from our mothers… that had it all and suck up all the pain just for our arrival to this world… yet why do we keep lavishing on parties and presents whilst it’s actually the irony that birthdays….are actually something we shouldn’t really BE GREATLY celebrating. But let’s not be so passive but in other means… a year after year we had these birthdays in a way is to cherish life.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">Cherish that god made us alive for all these years and did not take away anything precious from us. God gave us healthy organs to live and we should be thankful that we are still alive. people who celebrate it with us, are the ones who love us and are thankful too that we are still around them to celebrate it with them</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I too had a past of birthday parties that once held and i get to invite my friends to be with me for my birthday…. and I can’t be thankful enough to have these people that known me for who I am and chose to stay beside me instead of some people that chose to leave my life. But this is the way life works, we can’t possibly satisfy every single person you meet.Everyone has their this little mental checklist on their mind that cancels out people that don’t make it on their list or … let’s say some people just dont “CLICK” with us well that’s why we have these groups of stereotypes that linger around in society/</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">I chose to be with people that can accept me for who I am and still make me comfortable and easy around them. I keep a good image when i am taking pictures or whenever i am on social media… or whenever i go out i make sure i look photo ready or … Dont look fugly whenever i bump into anyone. These hello or goodbyes meant a lot to me because I am someone who takes first impressions very seriously, I wouldn’t like anyone to see my flaws or let anyone see my weakest and vulnerable moments/ (who does want people to notice their flaws) so in a simple way i am someone who thinks IMAGE is very important. In the world now, social media is everywhere and anyone can just talk about someone openly in groups in public and… sometimes i wish i can just put a stop on how people think of me. I don’t like people judging me without knowing who i am deep down… so …. if i don’t really look like how i m in picctures whenever i am with you, YOU ARE SPECIAL</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">YOU ARE SO F*KING SPECIAL AND U MEANT ALOT TO ME. Boy i had so many courage and i kept my pride to show who i truly am in front of you</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">These are the people i chose to be with. PEOPLE WHO I CAN SHOW MY TRUE SELF.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">these are old pics and …. dedicated to my great friends that stayed by me no matter what</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://scontent-b-kul.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash2/t1.0-9/556843_3687946450423_1425922261_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/t1.0-9/389251_3687943570351_2133900516_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t31.0-8/s960x960/901336_537393482949988_989604917_o.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xaf1/t1.0-9/421959_4995205651086_1869912394_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-e-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xaf1/t1.0-9/546892_4995182090497_2019981447_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpf1/t31.0-8/s960x960/616095_4415159391133_182062504_o.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xaf1/t1.0-9/480285_10151031913418501_2145745620_n.jpg"><img src="https://scontent-a-kul.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/t1.0-9/602302_455889744435253_1568932367_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/t1.0-9/540491_4063961767406_1334828480_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/t1.0-9/182526_10150979118493501_1242752102_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-d-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpa1/t1.0-9/560175_3687935930160_964599814_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xaf1/t1.0-9/229849_3687931930060_228602289_n.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/t1.0-9/556083_3682559176311_790962098_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/t1.0-9/249191_3682551696124_2145241925_n.jpg"><img src="https://scontent-b-kul.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xfa1/t1.0-9/537719_3677823057911_2067492098_n.jpg"><img src="https://scontent-b-kul.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xfa1/t1.0-9/542974_382477805108224_1598862029_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/t31.0-8/s960x960/459325_10150739216928656_826832846_o.jpg"><img src="https://scontent-b-kul.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xfa1/t31.0-8/s960x960/475431_10150739218393656_1132063413_o.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/t31.0-8/s960x960/415838_10150739208878656_365593266_o.jpg"><img src="https://scontent-b-kul.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/t1.0-9/578287_10150739677723656_1807016176_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/t1.0-9/561969_10150739678533656_358769836_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/t1.0-9/580540_10150739676573656_1412887961_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-c-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xaf1/t1.0-9/531345_10150739675228656_291452788_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xap1/t1.0-9/549417_10150739674913656_1161960593_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/t1.0-9/575348_10150739668653656_1330172145_n.jpg"><img src="https://scontent-a-kul.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xfp1/t1.0-9/534546_10150739666838656_1159656696_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-h-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/t1.0-9/305820_1933202901885_1481527024_n.jpg"><img src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-d-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/t1.0-9/422407_10150567602783501_1441142346_n.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">the thing is … for now I guess I couldn’t be more thankful than ever to have friends from secondary friends to real friends and i hope… in the future we might still remain intact although most of us are now going to separate ways but in some way i guess we are still connected in the way we talk and the way we react to things= this is called friendship. I guess there won’t be a cheerful side of me if there weren’t you guys holding up and always there to mend my broken heart. I will be sure to stand by each and every one of you if you were to falter.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5">XO, venetia .</font></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-55841323550770142212014-05-04T14:44:00.001+08:002014-05-04T14:44:04.750+08:00Audrey Kathleen Ruston<p align="center"><font size="5" face="Book Antiqua">Happy birthday to one of the famous film and fashion icons in the world. Standing high and glowing during the golden age of Hollywood.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Book Antiqua">If you didn’t know the name but you must certainly be familiar with her face. Her peculiar yet stunning heart shaped face.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://rachaelleestroud.files.wordpress.com/2012/11/audrey-hepburn1.jpg" width="389" height="529"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Book Antiqua">yes , this was taken from the famous movie of a book from Truman, Breakfast At Tifanny’s. which clearly…. her outfit and her hair and make up had become a symbol and too a lot of adaptations by celebrities, including Angelababy for her baby cafe franchises in hongkong and Taiwan. Imagine how, iconic she is when people not only the west, but east too knows her well.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Book Antiqua">Well tbh i didn’t even watched the movie, or even….. finish her Roman Holiday because i feel that black and white movies can be boring in times of their lines and , there are no subtitles or proper website that stream HQ movies of that era…</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">The "</font><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Givenchy_dress_of_Audrey_Hepburn"><font size="5">little black dress</font></a><font size="5">" from <i>Breakfast at Tiffany's</i>, designed by Givenchy, was sold at a </font><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christie%27s"><font size="5">Christie's</font></a><font size="5"> auction on 5 December 2006 for £467,200, almost seven times its £70,000 pre-sale estimate. This was the highest price paid for a dress from a film, until it was surpassed by the $4.6 million paid in June 2011 for the </font><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marilyn_Monroe"><font size="5">Marilyn Monroe</font></a><font size="5"> "subway dress" from <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Seven_Year_Itch">The Seven Year Itch</a></i></font></p> <p align="center"><em><font size="5"></font></em> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Italian shoe designer </font><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salvatore_Ferragamo"><font size="5">Salvatore Ferragamo</font></a><font size="5"> created a shoe for her and made her ambassador of his fashion house while honouring her in a 1999 exhibition dedicated to the actress titled Audrey Hepburn, a woman, the style. She exercised fashion in her lifetime and continues to influence fashion. Fashion experts affirmed that Hepburn's longevity as a style icon results from her sticking with a look that suited her: "clean lines, simple yet bold accessories, minimalist palette</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5">"I never really became an actress - in the sense that when people ask me how I did it, my only answer is ‘I wouldn’t know’. I just walked on the set knowing my lines and took it from there." <strong>Audrey Hepburn</strong></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/57776a41193016d4395b8ed6901efd88/tumblr_n50hm1Spix1qa70eyo2_r1_500.gif"></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Book Antiqua"><font color="#000000">but indeed, the look in the eyes and how she dressed herself…. makes me captivated to her.</font></font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/99b92d3fd7ed808e3ce49cc67fcf4bc6/tumblr_n4vsenJbFO1r96uqyo6_250.gif"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/98280c45ae2725f0d63f21baec31fc88/tumblr_n4vsenJbFO1r96uqyo4_250.gif"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/849793240b94a54f6a53abdde67f5492/tumblr_n4vsenJbFO1r96uqyo5_250.gif"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/135785e896fb1f4ebe4e794ae69e2c60/tumblr_n4vsenJbFO1r96uqyo8_r1_250.gif"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/14fa72ef566b1606cd130944861ba1ff/tumblr_n4uzz0ib1n1qbilh4o7_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5" face="Book Antiqua">in her biography, she wasn’t only just an actress but a humanitarian as well, i mean seriously.. just how many actresses do we see out there not only devoted in making movies and too making miracles??? Besides Angie or Mother Theresa, we have Audrey too.</font></p> <blockquote> <p><strong><em>Audrey Hepburn <small>May 4, 1929 - Jan 20, 1993</small></em></strong> <p><em>"I came out of the war thankful to be alive, aware that human relationships are the most important thing of all—far more than wealth, food, luxury, careers, or anything you can mention." - </em><strong>Audrey Hepburn</strong></p></blockquote> <p><em>"She had her own personal style. She was not created by a studio. She didn’t need to be created. She simply was." -</em><strong>Linda McEwen</strong> <p>“<em>She had a quality no other actress had: a curious combination of lady and pixie. She was a joy to work with—enormous talent and no ego.</em>" - <strong>Sidney Sheldon</strong> <p>“<em>What is needed in order to really become a star is an extra element which God gives you or doesn’t give you. You’re born with it. You cannot learn it. <strong><big>God kissed Audrey Hepburn on the cheek and there she was</big></strong>.</em>" - <strong>Billy Wilder</strong> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/35e15a4e26551f83f3611cb1cea7bcb2/tumblr_n4uzz0ib1n1qbilh4o9_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/9ccc30677a86cea118bd452c2871bdd2/tumblr_n4tva8DHnC1r96uqyo3_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5" face="Book Antiqua">Happy 85th birthday Audrey.</font></p> <p align="center">“<em>Audrey gave more than she ever got. The whole world is going to miss her.</em>” <strong>― Steven Spielberg</strong></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/6f70bb6c296e227ae2f3d61dc1fe73ad/tumblr_n5129953MU1qbsbnoo3_500.png"></p> <p>“<em>She shared her joy with friends, but kept her unhappy moments to herself.</em>”<strong>―Hubert de Givenchy</strong> <p><img style="float: none; margin-left: auto; display: block; margin-right: auto" src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/b5d7fa70c7c97462b707f88f77fcfc0f/tumblr_n4wvh6h5Xr1sno1suo3_250.gif"> <p><img style="float: none; margin-left: auto; display: block; margin-right: auto" src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/3df584f7e186b9f97442a2832585b210/tumblr_n4wvh6h5Xr1sno1suo4_250.gif"><img style="float: none; margin-left: auto; display: block; margin-right: auto" src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/aed49ef0321ab3cd3ad8dfed39e28eb5/tumblr_n4wvh6h5Xr1sno1suo5_250.gif"> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/aa83f3a0c92ca2ecce40a330038a0f29/tumblr_n5129953MU1qbsbnoo1_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5" face="Book Antiqua"></font> </p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/3bd72cbf5bb6de09007c0ee3b62abbac/tumblr_n50z49w1Sa1s37nz6o4_500.jpg" width="858" height="470"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5" face="Book Antiqua">over the years, Google had really contributed a search engine with her face on it.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5" face="Book Antiqua"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5" face="Book Antiqua"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="5" face="Book Antiqua"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-60352834550842847092014-04-26T16:55:00.001+08:002014-04-26T16:55:38.116+08:00taking chances<p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lmsf9p0T871qiggm3o1_500.gif"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Batang">I used to be a fun person</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Batang">someone that is always ahead.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Batang">lately there had been so many issues and suddenly i have realized the bitter cruelty of life. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Batang">How uncertain i am at the brink of falling apart.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Batang">I may look okay on the outside, just like any other 19 year old girl out there, taking selfies and stuff but deep down i am not okay.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Batang">Who can save me?</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Batang"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-69235730864797208192014-04-12T02:18:00.001+08:002014-04-12T02:18:20.742+08:00THE PERFECT WORD<p align="center"><font size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">What is the word that you think signifies the word, perfect??<font color="#000000"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/be00f1127fce94de8aff80f3e4709018/tumblr_mnz7vmGKc21rjfolzo1_500.jpg"></font></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">well. i had completely no idea what word i would think suit closely or closely resembling the word, perfect.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">#NOWPLAYING- Secrets, One Republic</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">I love the sound of the strings on the violin and the thugging of guitar strings, and something about humming or a repeating harmony. If that could sum up into a word, i would say its perfect.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">I guess perfect things are the ones that brings you calmness? I might say the taste of coffee , perfect, the taste every person would lose themselves in. I could say the Killers and Brandon Flower’s voice is perfect, or the moves Channing Tatum make is perfect. Then it all came into a conclusion that, another word close to perfect doesn’t exist. Watching the sunset is perfect, as well…… Or i could manage to see the glacier lights at North Pole , then i guess my life is perfect. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">Before i make a bucket list of what i wanted to do before i die… i might as well update you readers on what i had been up to recently.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">Well, honestly?</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">Ok, i wont say anything cheesy that something magical or really really interesting things happened within the few months of my hiatus, cos honetly i dont know what i should write about. nothing special had happen, but as for the amount of sufferings i had been through? TONS. i dont even know where to begin but, i might choose not to even say a single word about the mishaps and, just let bygones be bygones and , i would just hope time can cure everything but thank god i survivied without strangling myself. Or plunging myself with dangerous absurd actions hurting myself.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face"><font color="#000000">Thank god</font> <font color="#000000">survived. I thank god everyday for bringing me the few people in my life that adore me and adore the devil inside me, as well as accepting my flaws, and my good points….. </font></font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/06f95011d7ce7bed6379c0c272c4ce4f/tumblr_mz5fkyrfHL1qdjgwlo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">i think i found a word i can say about these few months of hiatus.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">NUMB. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">I barely feel any emotion running thru my thoughts, but just plain white of numbness of not knowing what to do next. The adrenaline i used to have in planning things ahead or the giddy little girl inside me filled with hopes and dreams… or believing that anything can happen by wishing upon a star had gone.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">Gone.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">Thanks to numbess.. i barely even recognize the me i was, until now, exactly 2:06am , April 12th, i finally told myself, that i should, find back the old me. Looking thru my previous blog posts, i felt so dumb and just, gosh it just so wasn’t me. Dwelling on all the negative thoughts with not even the slightest positive comments. I am just, tired i think about everything that happen lately… and how the people i met are the ones i would be gladly kill, if only i plan to go to jail But . i felt sorry for the person i was and how my body can carry that distress soul inside my empty vessel , lost in transition. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/f1bc564c641f681e1104c216c024fff3/tumblr_n3v7p7LKys1qdbbcoo2_500.gif"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">I felt as if i was lost in somewhere dark beneath my thoughts. Thanks to reality and those treacherous basterds, i lost myself. Halfway through there, God realized and decided to give me a really really painful stab on the back, exactly brutally honest and made me realized the real demons i am dealing with. It wasn’t those group of assholes, it was actually me.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/ffe7f7e8719da976f72b26236702e96e/tumblr_n3nrngOxrR1rz176no1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">God is telling me that i am the one, i should be dealing, else- i would definitely say goodbye to the person i was before. You see the funny thing of God is that he always chooses the hard way of exposing the truth. But, thank you God i really treasure your kindness, and … i will change, but, it might take time, not as fast as the bullet train, but still… it takes time to heal and eventually get back on both of my feet once more. …</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">#NOWPLAYING- A thousand years</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">Something soothing finally, *hah, i should prolly get some sleep but no, my fingers cant stop hitting hard on the keyboard, no i have to say more, the need to splurge all my emotions into words, feel so much better than crying myself a river that… makes my eyes look like a dead goldfish found dead after a few weeks…. *how bloated i can be* anyways…. i will just say that, nope, i am not as perfect as you can see in my pictures, the girl smiling back into the camera and stuff, i should say that is the best shield i can put on, okay? smiling … seems deceiving but, still, it brings out the best of me, so i might as well lie the whole world that i am living in a perfect world with… which is, untrue,…..</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">ugh what am i saying now i cant even understand, but … still. I dont know whether, the road i am moving towards to, the path that i had always wanted, it’s like this critical decision whn you decide to turn right or left, or to the path of the unknown where u meet your wildest dreams or your most bewildred desires, yet. all of those, are very very vague, i clearly am still lost. \</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lw4q4iay1I1r7r2j3o1_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">it’s like having this reflection of yourself in the mirror yet you cant even tell is it you? or. put it into a even simpler way of saying, is that, AM I THE PERSON I WANTED MYSELF TO BE?</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">AM I THE PERSON I THINK I WAS??</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">AM I THE PERSON I DREAMT TO BE AS A CHILD</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">AM I ?</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">…</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">no </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">not now .</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">surely the me right now is the worst, worst image ever, to be reflected upon.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">I wonder if i fast forwarded myself into another say 10 years, no, too far. wait, 5 years, after i finish my degree, i guess i cant imagine myself living the life i wanted, having the best thoughts, i guess. ugh.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">stop with the guesses already.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/54587f139600f0002d59ad9b271498ba/tumblr_myekni0QSx1qhvsd6o1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">please.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">get hold of yourself</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">*yawns</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">ok . bedtime. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">lights off.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face">x</font></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#000000" size="6" face="Baskerville Old Face"></font> </p> <p><font face="Courier New"></font> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-73402285620577773002013-12-16T19:10:00.001+08:002013-12-16T19:10:22.867+08:00the cold never bothered me anyway<p align="center"><font size="5">yup, my title for this post was stolen from the famous Frozen’s Soundtrack- Let It Go by DEMI LOVATO, she’s one of my favourite disney artists right beside Miley and Hilary Duff .</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Anyway… this post is just random because lately I had been in a very very, very hectic week. I wouldn’t want to mention much about it on my blog but just, maybe some more to emotional suffering but , I eventually hurdled through.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m87b56UCHf1qedh5do1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I just wish </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I can let ALL of it go. N just.. move on but I know its just too impossible because I cant, let all things go and it’s so – irresponsible to just throw everything out and push everyone that cared about me aside. No I just can’t.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m70d2mXWfN1qgwqw9o1_500.gif"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">deep down im so shattered and so messed up, the mind is too evil to bring me to the darkest places and let me ponder on it/ the mind is sometimes kind enough for me to become mr brightside for a while/ the mind is just too confused on too many things that contradict/ the mind can be so useless….</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/191ab59198c5941967f2767c65d045fd/tumblr_mx2swv8E2R1qzkp97o3_r1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">it’s true, when someone is in his or her darkest times, we would just choose to curl up and don’t even say a single word to anyone-just disappear into the thoughts and be silent for a while. to me, I have turned into a foolish loner- I want to be alone, I want to be in the dark lately. I dislike the sun- lol I am not a vampire bbut—I really, am turning into someone- not like who I USED TO BE.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">or . maybe</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I am just turning into someone which is more like my true nature<br>??</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/8ebbfba3c13bf33c27c0f41f714b1906/tumblr_mu26q2BzGq1rc785so1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">the skies are still blue and the grass are all green as usual but . I guess my life turned grayscale. I have nothin to look forward to- only same daily routines and just- go with it.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/677295e72e94797994999bec57b4d215/tumblr_mryam3vfUL1qzx0x7o1_500.gif"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">what is it like to feel happy about?</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">having pretty hair… having pretty faces with porcelain skin. lol</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">having someone you like to like you back?</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">well none of the above suited me.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">U see I am not even sure how many true friends I can have in life, let it go with boyfriend. I guess I wouldn’t know how to love someone back because, I didn’t even know how to love myself, properly.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I often neglect myself by doing things that hurt my own body or too lazy to take care of my feelings etc…</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I just suck.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Just like the korean movie I watched a while ago while I slacked in the bed- </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="7" face="Berlin Sans FB Demi">“I guess I just feel like a spicy soup- with all those ingredients that made me spicy- but they only call me the spicy soup- but not how egg soup with eggs, or beef soup with beef, I am a mixture yet they call me spicy soup- I just hate it.”</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="7" face="Berlin Sans FB Demi"></font> </p> <p><font size="7">“ It’s hard to be yourself, when you don’t know who you are.”</font> <p><font size="7">— <br>William Chapman</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">well. yeah.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/a3aa60f4bf51ed609705f1667a9ce3d4/tumblr_mna3y1kaKw1qdvgnxo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">sorry but please let me to be emo for a while I think it is okay for me not to talk to you, it’s okay for me, not to be with you, it’s okay for me- not to be in the world for now. Sorry, please allow me not to – to do – things correctly… allow me … not to be myself… allow me to shut myself from this hectic life. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I can’t take most of the reality- I don’t choose to believe in how wrecked I am… please.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lt2q62aj8j1qkbw6zo1_r1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">don’t think I can take this all in.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I might just fall apart one day. I wonder someday in the distant possible future- I can be happy. truly happy with the person that I can trust all around me, and I can proudly tell every single one that I am happy inside and out- and no more introvert genes inside my blood. No more…</font></p> <p><font size="7">“Your mind is a garden,<br>Your thoughts are the seeds;<br>You can grow flowers,<br>Or you can grow weeds.”</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">But to reach that point. Please help me out, god.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Ay. just… help me out. please</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">2013 had been quite a weird mix of things that I am not even sure that’s happening around me- things didn’t go as they went- things just happen for reasons unknown- things just flow and life just goes as time passes. I don’t have time to stop myself before I drown into the thoughts of mine-</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">for you reading this now, prolly u don’t even know what my problem is, ahaahah, the truth is, I don’t either- I don’t </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I don’t know what turned me into a monster now, I don’t even know HOW WHO OR WHAT- turned me,</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://31.media.tumblr.com/dd652bb81f887e0ae840f6d597ce8f0a/tumblr_mu5xi31iJj1stddpqo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">it feels like…</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">you are wearing this truly ravishing elegant dress… standing in a place that people only can look at you afar nobody wanted or dare to approach you, they only laugh at each other’s jokes and do their own silly things that made no sense- while you ONLY WITH SENSES can only stand there and continue to watch their stupidity- when u have no capability in following their stupidity- so u chose to be alone and silent, in this dark corner. forever- alone.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">it’s like you r walkin on this never ending escalator that brings you past life and you see things that u don’t like things u wish to change but yet- u cant stop and help them out you can only keep going up – going to a place u didn’t know when it will stop going to somewhere unknown.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I am sorry for all the metaphor but… yeah.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">in this life, I wanted to be someone important in somebody’s life. someone that has the affect on their lives- someone that can cause an impact in their lives.. among all the people in the whole wide.. world.. I am sure, someone . I might meet in MY WHOLE LIFE- can have that impact on my life. and I have too, on theirs… till the day come. I guess. I can still wait and pretend that everythin is okay.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://24.media.tumblr.com/e24b4670358f2da3be590d0d41c8dbed/tumblr_ms9v40w77K1rfc30ro1_500.gif"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">everythin</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">is</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">ok .</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">right?</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">x</font></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-59597610611967510602013-12-04T17:31:00.001+08:002013-12-04T17:31:16.896+08:00tis the season wants-<p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Christmas is coming soon, and its so close and I can feel the mistletoe on the pine trees, filled with hope. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Thanksgiving and black friday just passed, it’s sad to say that Malaysia doesn’t really celebrate xmas as we aren’t a four seasons country…. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">I just love winters… </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">but too bad.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Speaking of Xmas…. I do have my wishlist… it’s a like a lust wishlist you keep under your bed, just to motivate you to earn money and do some beauty haul…</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Lately I’ve been obsessed with beauty blogs- western or asian, I just love them giving off reviews on mask or anything skin care , I just love it .</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">nevertheles… after reading tons of reviews.. ive finally come down to a decision to give them a try… But still there’s always a wish list.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">#1</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXuL9_4fmNE7o3BxksQAx3Rbkblv0am-YTPchdWgPP2SgBcx-xf9O6ltYc4TsKy5MdHIFuwLfBSqWRsjVDVQj75EJOxLeEzEGSpeRvLTc9nk2N2JFfs-z695OZUS3pX-CzsSWPEwzWPrgV/s640/IMG_3043.JPG"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Origins Super Spot Remover.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">It’s believed to cure blemishes and scary red spots….. My skin has gotten better after for fighting it for more than a year with facial and some few facial recommended brands…. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">but this is just too tempting given the reviews and many awards it has won !</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">review by vivianna- <a href="http://www.viviannadoesmakeup.com/the-miracle-spot-remover/" target="_blank">HERE</a></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">#2</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="Smarty Plants™ CC SPF 20 Skin complexion corrector" src="http://www.origins.com/images/products/300x338/or_0KJ4XX_300.jpg"></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Origins Smarty Plants CC cream !!! SPF20</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">I’ve been using Maybelline mineral concealer and CYBERCOLORS zero pore powder but this given it’s a CC cream it’s to conceal and to correct. It contains salicylic acid, to prevent pimples from poppin out when u apply it. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">#3</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="GinZing™ Refreshing eye cream to brighten and depuff" src="http://www.origins.com/images/products/300x338/or_0GGM01_300.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Origins GINZING </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">this is also reviewed by JaneChuck, the first time I saw it I was totally wowed by its ingredients, as it contains caffeine that helps to reduce dark circles and it is proven to help brighten the eye area! For night zombies like me, I definitely need this </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">#4</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="Chamomile Concentrate Anti-Blemish Masque " src="http://media-cdn.aesop.com/media/catalog/product/cache/44/image/e8d066887528237bd2197aedf8d05947/C/h/Chamomile_Concentrate_Anti_Blemish_Masque_60ml.png" width="370" height="370"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Chamomile Anti Blemish Masque</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">AESOP a very famous brand from MELBOURNE, with its simplistic packaging with glass bottle with really apothecary look on its labelling, unlike ETUDE with really cute packaging, I guess the difference u can distinguish between skincare from KOREA and the westeners is that Korean skin care will have really cute and luring packaging, that’s how they emphasize as selling points- I think* as westeners want quality INSIDE the bottle. I’ve read reviews on Korean skincare and they don’t do much tho. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">This ANTIBLEMISH MASQUE is seemingly lightweight and the reviews are overall positive, and before purchasing the actual glass jar you might as well try the samples or the tube sizes. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">review by Vivianna <a href="http://www.viviannadoesmakeup.com/the-weekend-post-21-spot-zappers/" target="_blank">HERE</a></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">#5</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="Clear Improvement® Active charcoal mask to clear pores" src="http://www.origins.com/images/products/300x338/or_767G02_300.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">ORIGINS Clear Improvement Clay Mask</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Also by ORIGINS…. I really love natural brands like the Body Shop and Nature Republic as they strongly emphasis on being natural and having natural skin by using- natural products that doesn’t contain ALCOHOL or PARABENS that can damage the skin, and causes cancer. So always choose PARABENS FREE skin care, it might not be quick but it’s a silent killer slowly killing your skin! </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">We all know Clay Masks are good for clearing our pores going deep into our pores. Etude’s WONDER PORE clay masks are great as well but I think ORIGINS might do the magic since they were one of the best selling masks. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">#6</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="Silk Intense Lipstick" src="http://asa.nufo.amorepacific.com/upload_files/product/EN/ufo_o_215106006_370.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">LANEIGE SILK INTENSE LIPSTICK</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">Laneige… a sudden raved brand by all beauty bloggers, a house brand in KOREA, after having Song Hye Kyo as their ambassador… This brand rocketed just like a nine day wonder. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">I just really like how they have many colors for this range, and they are all sweet looking for me </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEied9Ubwq_cQoYmaAGMxmmSiMX1NY9AqY_KA6XeoCb7oz8gGbjmWx2jePgWpB_nWGhJvsYSZHxZHXtPkix4gmRXIh6wGKWlS7HRU8SA6u2VTJNVWC-bM7BsZBtz66GAphm666CIywZldAPF/s1600/shk1.png"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">for all Kdrama fans, if you watched THAT WINTER THE WIND BLOWS, *I did </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">surely you will see HOW GOOD HER SKIN IS !!! and the color or HER LIPS!! so vivid and pretty !!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">The secret of her skin, said Song Hye kyo is the next product I wanted on my wishlist</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">#7</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="Water Sleeping Pack_EX" src="http://asa.nufo.amorepacific.com/upload_files/product/EN/ufo2_fm_water_sleeping_pack_l.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">LANEIGE SLEEPING MASK </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">!!!!!!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">the other day when I went to SEPHORA, this kind sales girl said I should give it a try and gave me a few samples but my mom hastily used it all by herself and me – not even a single try of the mask, but anyways… my mom had almost same type of skin like mine- COMBINATION, and from her mouth, she said it was really a product that works the magic. Because according to LANEIGE researchers they found out the skin recovery is best at night, with a little boost to skin care during your sleep can help in rejuvenating and gives back your smooth youthful radiant skin.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://asa.nufo.amorepacific.com/upload_files/product/ADD/ADS_img1.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">from their website. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">I think that’s all for my BEAUTY WISH LIST !</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri">xxxxxxx</font></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Calibri"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-3610669742204406372013-09-21T20:08:00.001+08:002013-09-21T20:08:08.146+08:00the killers is my jam<p><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/675804162a5524456e25d90267f9acd6/tumblr_mth2lw10D61rkl0hzo3_500.jpg"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/675804162a5524456e25d90267f9acd6/tumblr_mth2lw10D61rkl0hzo3_500.jpg"></a> <p><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/72e3fe45ef540e31517e420ef740b1e6/tumblr_mth2lw10D61rkl0hzo4_500.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/72e3fe45ef540e31517e420ef740b1e6/tumblr_mth2lw10D61rkl0hzo4_500.gif"></a> <p><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8b861a440c7b0ff0fb1a07b7ffe0e8f4/tumblr_mth2lw10D61rkl0hzo5_500.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8b861a440c7b0ff0fb1a07b7ffe0e8f4/tumblr_mth2lw10D61rkl0hzo5_500.gif"></a> <p><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/8b7d1e00f17360b60bf535f71d761174/tumblr_mth2lw10D61rkl0hzo1_500.gif"> <p><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2a6ad9a5f21d7a69b30127008434abee/tumblr_mth2lw10D61rkl0hzo2_500.gif"> <p align="center"><font size="4">You sit there in your heartache waiting on some beautiful boy to , to save you from your own ways,</font> <p align="center"><font size="4">- WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG - </font> <p align="center"><font size="4">THE KILLERS !</font> <p align="center"><font size="4">YES YES YES YES YES</font> <blockquote> <p align="center"><font size="4">Another fun fact of me is that, besides EXO and other kinds of US UK artists, I do have band bias, which is the band from LAS VEGAS- </font> <p align="center"><font size="7" face="DokChampa"><font color="#ff0000" face="Magneto">THE KILLERS</font> !</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">Yep that’s right people, have you guys ever ever heard of them ?!</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">DAMN I M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED TO BE ON THEIR CONCERT tomorrow night at SEPANG Helipad at 8pm !!!!! I was yelping and jumping at the same time when my dad told me he bought the tickets from <a href="http://www.boxtix.com">www.boxtix.com</a> , which sells pretty much most of concert tickets and yes yes little girl dreaming of Brandon Flowers is finally come to KL to see you all !!</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">Actually I was … already planned on telling my dad about how much I wanted to go this concert when I found out they were actually having a WORLD TOUR in MALAYSIA! CAN U BLIV IT?! Malaysia having international bands like them.. its not that I underestimate msia it’s just… mindblowing, but hey EXO and Pitbull came too right so why not them??</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">I had been having trauma since MTV WORLD STAGE when they just don’t allow me to go, with some reasons which just is … heartbreaking </font> <p align="center"><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/8796252623afcdc3d5d931022e24dfc7/tumblr_inline_mtgtd5D7ZY1qdsctn.gif"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">*many of my friends went so I was pretty much devastated*</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">so once I saw this chance I just grabbed onto my dad and told him I Am seriously going to see THE KILLERS, and we pretty much talked and he finally surprised me by sending me a text. HOW CUTE IS HE !?</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4ba230616fdff0c2b7f56137dae4bfba/tumblr_mth1d7BXSc1sy42b8o3_500.jpg"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">the lead singer !</font> <p><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/cf4a3dea7a5d20028d843cfaac749abc/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o6_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/cf4a3dea7a5d20028d843cfaac749abc/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o6_250.gif"></a><a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a86884c3a20a4caf455a942e0cbb7418/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o3_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a86884c3a20a4caf455a942e0cbb7418/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o3_250.gif"></a><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6ff60afb11aa8b995932f79c248d7122/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o1_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6ff60afb11aa8b995932f79c248d7122/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o1_250.gif"></a> <p><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/6f4793a69591bcc4f59e90948c5f127b/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o8_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/6f4793a69591bcc4f59e90948c5f127b/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o8_250.gif"></a><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/6f47ed90ecd1f3d96cfb3931d26509a9/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o4_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/6f47ed90ecd1f3d96cfb3931d26509a9/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o4_250.gif"></a><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/eb228595546d316793d1b2130d711082/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o2_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/eb228595546d316793d1b2130d711082/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o2_250.gif"></a> <p><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/70b0e9218f5ce8fb0292a41228629cf0/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o9_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/70b0e9218f5ce8fb0292a41228629cf0/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o9_250.gif"></a><a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0715889af169f72f8da81025e4854e11/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o7_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0715889af169f72f8da81025e4854e11/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o7_250.gif"></a><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/f2c64f139aee6d9b653f01834e97de0d/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o5_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/f2c64f139aee6d9b653f01834e97de0d/tumblr_mtgtcuSrJL1r773c2o5_250.gif"></a> <p><em>beautiful neon white teeth</em> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">BRANDON FLOWERS with the most mesmerizing and calming voice !!!</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5ebf1db68e413300d4b646b6d96b9758/tumblr_mth0qu8fWU1sai15go1_500.png"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">How did I come across them?</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6c30776c64ff4659148e6b772366875d/tumblr_mt8kk0bL7D1qew6ido3_500.jpg"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">This might be way back last year when I was reading CVK’S blog, she said about this song played in a club and suddenly she just jammed to the song and was pretty obsessed with the rhythm which she finally found on youtube, which she posted on her blog…. that was their HIT SINGLE</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">MR BRIGHTSIDE !</font> <p align="center"><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/8787f41ebe76813a397a724583501bbc/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo2_400.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/8787f41ebe76813a397a724583501bbc/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo2_400.gif"></a></p> <p align="center"><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3f35d1a259b23c5d0af3b75e70fbf205/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo1_400.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3f35d1a259b23c5d0af3b75e70fbf205/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo1_400.gif"></a></p> <p align="center"><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/bf8cb4aa3107e010cbc04c8a7eef431b/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo3_400.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/bf8cb4aa3107e010cbc04c8a7eef431b/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo3_400.gif"></a></p> <p align="center"><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/d0c80278700a42cfee34d91f4b8ebe24/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo4_400.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/d0c80278700a42cfee34d91f4b8ebe24/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo4_400.gif"></a></p> <p align="center"><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/b0308976b4fb8c931f579cc4da37d8eb/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo5_400.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/b0308976b4fb8c931f579cc4da37d8eb/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo5_400.gif"></a></p> <p align="center"><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/08d25aef3394f3be09b02a53efeb7a97/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo6_400.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/08d25aef3394f3be09b02a53efeb7a97/tumblr_mteh66mP1V1ro6omeo6_400.gif"></a></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/f52e3f833ec8d0162bae147ccb15bc68/tumblr_mtbtryH0TY1riah6uo1_250.gif"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/b70a215f219d73447ee8ba70ff668166/tumblr_mt377qSWrf1qh629bo1_500.gif"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/7a2464cc530ce6b4c9dd3805e0056087/tumblr_mt1dujreIN1rsjywso1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/5136c2f6c0e3fe2ff168db0db2382920/tumblr_mt03osWE3O1rkfna5o1_500.gif"></p> <p> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/84c5ce7a3c60d1332af344823def1eb4/tumblr_mtg5ktEk8o1r0keppo1_500.gif"> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1f55832c5f4bd91e8eeeea3ada92735f/tumblr_mtg7f2pUJj1qhgbj2o1_400.png"> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3a27ef33ca08212c707f527fae06ee98/tumblr_mtg7ezjEUE1s0asnfo1_500.jpg"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">Which was played in the movie THE HOLIDAY- starring CAMERON DIAZ, KATE WINSLET, and the movie scene shows Diaz jamming to MR BRIGHTSIDE.</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">EVER SINCE</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">MR BRIGHTSIDE I was SO PUMPED n I never felt that way before towards any artists coz prolly because I think their lyrics are VERY VERY RELATABLE and really touches my heart, especially in Dustland Fairytale when Brandon wrote about his mom who died of brain tumor… and HUMAN was just fabulous about how he thinks about us being humans or are we being more than human? It’s just….. I don’t know I just love them too much.</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3b4101396c28b576a7aab405844651c0/tumblr_mtgjosCPiw1qf2o5lo1_500.png"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">they were formed in the 2004, and yes, brandon flowers is still so fab.</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c09d4d037b228f54f72cb2e52e1f00af/tumblr_mtgjosCPiw1qf2o5lo2_500.png"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">pace yourself for me Brandon!</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">This is going to be my FIRST EVER. CONCERT. IN . MY LIFE.</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a12b668b72fe64503fa999f6fd6dae04/tumblr_mtfs0dhwrj1sov0ilo1_500.jpg"> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3b7b9d041511ee8348738c1efb2a4b6f/tumblr_mtfs0dhwrj1sov0ilo2_250.jpg"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fc478591a850e5333348a36ad9a70b5c/tumblr_mtfs0dhwrj1sov0ilo3_r1_250.jpg"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">they were performing at ROYAL ALBERT HALL last year</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0933da472fb88e1fca76d3ea875ee8aa/tumblr_mtfs0dhwrj1sov0ilo7_r1_500.jpg"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">oh god how handsome he is .</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">*promise I will take pics</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7f8151568d6b1fb9e5db2f71a068f816/tumblr_mtgapg90vs1rjxsvwo1_500.gif"> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b0bcb259ad8dc72d9633bc85b7d216b7/tumblr_mtgapg90vs1rjxsvwo2_500.png"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa"></font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">*</font> <p><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/9247e7dabc7137ee0d50d4db669dc811/tumblr_mtgah8ss4R1sqsht4o1_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/9247e7dabc7137ee0d50d4db669dc811/tumblr_mtgah8ss4R1sqsht4o1_250.gif"></a><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b30ba7dce9bb3b16d5543526920b2e59/tumblr_mtgah8ss4R1sqsht4o2_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b30ba7dce9bb3b16d5543526920b2e59/tumblr_mtgah8ss4R1sqsht4o2_250.gif"></a> <p><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e9145a71e81518558ebfd23574a712c6/tumblr_mtgah8ss4R1sqsht4o4_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e9145a71e81518558ebfd23574a712c6/tumblr_mtgah8ss4R1sqsht4o4_250.gif"></a><a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e6181a18eb7fa07cfdd4e6ba001a554a/tumblr_mtgah8ss4R1sqsht4o3_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e6181a18eb7fa07cfdd4e6ba001a554a/tumblr_mtgah8ss4R1sqsht4o3_250.gif"></a> <blockquote> <p><em>Read My Mind</em> [<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPoekK-H1ZQ">x</a>]</p></blockquote> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">God I just love 2013!</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d5e6c68ad74dc629a0711c889df750ff/tumblr_mtgiv5MQDm1rqtvepo1_500.jpg"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">So tomorrow morning I will be leaving to catch them , dad will be fetching me and my sis down. </font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">GOSH SO EXCITED MAN !!!</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e0164ab560cb372a29e2dc23b6b66c59/tumblr_mtgityKxyG1rqtvepo1_400.jpg"> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">The concert starts at 8pm, but then we might be going early at 5pm just to queue up since ours is the GENERAL ticket, all standing actually… hope some tall guy wont be blocking right in front of me !</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">SUNBLOCK definitely to prevent my skin from dehydrated, I was in the verge of excitement that I dreamt about them for 2 nights !!!!!!! Yes I even had a dilemma in picking outfits….. hmm</font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa">HERE’S A POST FROM A FAN ABOUT THE KILLERS</font> <p><font color="#9b00d3" size="5">2004: I was sick of the insipid pop my sister constantly playing pop, and did my homework listening to classical music. THEN ONE DAY my sister has music videos on and enter the Killers with “Somebody Told Me.” </font> <p><font color="#9b00d3" size="5">I distinctly remember my sister yelling at me for singing “Somebody told me/ You had a boyfriend/ Who looked like a girlfriend…” and my sister yelled at me. Bitch.</font> <p><font color="#9b00d3" size="5">A few months later I see the “Mr. Brightside” music video. I wind up listening to the song on <strong><font size="6">NOW THAT’S WHAT I CALL MUSIC at night.</font></strong></font> <p><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/56f9c07c0868c687a2aae4d5bf2b7903/tumblr_mtgd6la9jN1qg9ce4o1_400.jpg"> <p><font color="#9b00d3" size="5"><font color="#9b00d3" size="5"></font></font> <p><font color="#9b00d3" size="5">2006: I see the “All These Things I’ve Done” music video, around the time of the Sam’s Town Era. I keep on thinking “What,” but I can’t look away. I would one day grow into a Victim who wouldn’t ask “what.”</font> <p><font color="#9b00d3" size="5">I see the “When You Were Young.” I don’t remember questioning much. He changed his style, for all I know it’s just a persona for the music video. I didn’t use the internet as to the extent I do today. I didn’t look into much. I loved the song. I loved the “Bones” music video, I think mainly because it made me ask “What?” I began too like the fact I didn’t know what came from them.</font> <p><img style="float: none; margin-left: auto; display: block; margin-right: auto" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b406e153f18f842147590ac8cf1f0f6a/tumblr_mtgggqPGNg1shnluzo1_500.jpg"> <p><font size="5"><font color="#9b00d3">2008: I am watching music videos on Yahoo Music, and I come across “Smile Like You Mean It.” My life changed. I cried. Tears flowed from my eyes: victim eyes. Before, I was a casual victim, but from that moment on I was devoted. I spent an entire summer watching TK music videos and learning every song. My life was never the same. It felt more meaningful. Not only are the Killers a great band, but they were a staple in my childhood and early adolescence. I hate to think of who I would have been if it weren’t for them.</font></font> <p><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e687775547438b6027286b58a98df165/tumblr_mtgdr2ZUn81sy73lho1_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e687775547438b6027286b58a98df165/tumblr_mtgdr2ZUn81sy73lho1_250.gif"></a><a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2ae9c42073cb4f9ba6d59f605fbc24ea/tumblr_mtgdr2ZUn81sy73lho2_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2ae9c42073cb4f9ba6d59f605fbc24ea/tumblr_mtgdr2ZUn81sy73lho2_250.gif"></a> <p><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/898bdaaedf477a28429359ba251dc86f/tumblr_mtgdr2ZUn81sy73lho4_r1_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/898bdaaedf477a28429359ba251dc86f/tumblr_mtgdr2ZUn81sy73lho4_r1_250.gif"></a><a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/81a77f4a9ff31cac316149279845a6c7/tumblr_mtgdr2ZUn81sy73lho3_r1_250.gif"><img alt="" src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/81a77f4a9ff31cac316149279845a6c7/tumblr_mtgdr2ZUn81sy73lho3_r1_250.gif"></a> <p><font size="4">the guitarist, Dave Keuning…. </font> <p align="center"><font size="4">he was the guy who posted up a notice…. on a street looking for someone to join a band with him, and then which brought Brandon to him, and Ronnie and Mark.. together the Killers are formed.</font> <p align="center"><font size="4">I think they might be playing 17 tracks… god how would I react when MR BRIGHTSIDE IS PLAYEED ?!?!?!?!</font> <p align="center"><font size="4">It’s just…… I don’t know this might be called LOVE AT FIRST, SIGHT towards music, and yes I want to marry Brandon Flowers</font> <p align="center"><font size="4">Cheerio !</font> <p align="center"><font size="4">SEE YOU TOMORROW BRANDON </font> <p align="center"><font size="4">xxxxxxxx</font> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> <p align="center"><font size="5"><font color="#9b00d3"><font face="DokChampa"></font></font></font> <p align="center"><font size="4" face="DokChampa"></font> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font></p></blockquote> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-41431100212310513382013-09-18T14:31:00.001+08:002013-09-18T14:31:19.029+08:00random facts about me<p align="center"><font size="4">I don’t care how you might think how weird I am but still I am going to dedicate this post to all my readers out there of who I am, or who I really am.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage3.s3.amazonaws.com/a3aac4281ec111e39a8f22000a9f195b_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">courtesy of instagram </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">*smiles</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">No , don’t expect me to say cheesy stuff like hey I am a vampire, like how Edward Cullen told Bella,NO , this is going to be a sort of serious post of revealing whaat or who I really am deep down</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Lately coz I have been rained with all sorts of prejudices and how it can really ruin a person’s repu or ruin a person with those rumours and stuff, I never said it happened ON me, but I just felt a deep pang inside and, yes I wouldn’t want that to happen to me, which is why I am just inspired to write a post on who I really am .</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Fact :</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">1.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage11.s3.amazonaws.com/3270df3e1a0e11e390a322000a9f1438_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I am in fact….not a “COOL” person</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Yes sure damn right before I open my mouth, I mean I am really an easy and outgoing person, which most of my friends knew that I am, so , about the LANSI or COOL part, doesn’t really work on me . Sorry to disappoint </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">2.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage1.s3.amazonaws.com/40b70b3a123511e38a2e22000a1fbc67_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I like to selca, but not … that much like my bff till die, Shuyee coz I know that girl can selca the whole day with different angles and different kinds of expressions, not me. I failed after the 4th pose as you can see <img class="wlEmoticon wlEmoticon-smilewithtongueout" style="border-top-style: none; border-left-style: none; border-bottom-style: none; border-right-style: none" alt="Smile with tongue out" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-h9aKPKSWVQk/UjlIrq1DheI/AAAAAAAAFcs/SLQAkei79H8/wlEmoticon-smilewithtongueout%25255B2%25255D.png?imgmax=800"></font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage11.s3.amazonaws.com/fab6d132e56c11e2a74822000a9e2993_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage0.s3.amazonaws.com/52587bb688b111e2ae2122000a9e0911_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage6.s3.amazonaws.com/693fc8427e7611e28dc022000a1f8c21_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage0.s3.amazonaws.com/7e470bf67d7711e28e3c22000a1f9d44_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4">3. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I enjoy studying. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage0.s3.amazonaws.com/27b561060b2111e380f522000a9e17fb_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Yeah believe it or not.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Call it ampia, or what but I am definitely not the type of ampia person which tells everyone that NO I M NOT studying and ended up getting higher marks than anyone else… I am notborn SMART, I am borned hardworking… ever since I was young my mom told me I loved books, and I still do now, and I always study 1 week before test and 1 month depending on how important that test is… I AM A FAITH BELIEVER IN what you REAP is what you sow, therefore there might be luck but, not as much and you don’t always get “LUCKY”… so yeah, and now I am not studying my business trials which is tomorrow, (slacking) .</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage3.s3.amazonaws.com/d1cad7acbc5211e293fe22000a1fcb64_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage10.s3.amazonaws.com/d6804770edc911e2ad1322000a9e28e6_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I do in fact study everyday… but not as long just, a tad bit of revision </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">4. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I love shoes</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHUEXgyW-P1bwC2szCGYFlh6wW9-onkOtzlSn0xTWsUagpywfPdvjgeaktdWsK1vxlRs2ln9ay0ZKQfecLsC2exUYXaxY0SYsMYxGLu0uyd-YRrTrgL7tcv2DMUe2sQgk3lZJmVHt-oQ/s640/blogger-image--2087766959.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">especially…. the ones with ANKLE STRAPS, god I am just so obsessed, in shoes…. AND BAGS. but not tops or what coz I believe in wearing simple is the best as long as u feel confident in what you are wearing *most important </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage2.s3.amazonaws.com/1fee78a010a211e3a8c722000a9f392c_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAIVfIrSFI2baswLN5h_3ZTmC4rcIcQ-LL-1WZyzjHGDoi8Xu2S_BGDvh0NDsbYhzV67LNmmhuN0rx3wPSStd3-sd7HiP7taUDeyDxwcWPEHbS2OwhsC7NCD5SHQTLdlMWCx3kGjfd6A/s640/995805_10151692977117996_701901476_n.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">see how pretty they can get !! THOSE STRAPS!</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQo4a7vbjepg_m8AyvA6ZzinkM1jn6kt6DCBHenOIgapsfnLKlD01cXpH5I8CsW6wz5RCx0pt7S4RM_qbctfNJpfG83AagZTbv2wq2G0NZIh18HBjs4x_-JzNqnaJqKRe0gGZuXUpkOMo/s320/6278.4.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I love those ballerina flats! in fact I have tons of them until I finally STOPPED buying when I bought myself A pair of CHARLES AND KEITH , which costs me RM249, </font></p> <p align="center"><img style="float: none; margin-left: auto; display: block; margin-right: auto" src="http://distilleryimage2.s3.amazonaws.com/4bc9ff40ebb711e29f2e22000a1fb37d_7.jpg"><font size="4">and a pair of flats from Birkenstock </font></p> <p align="center"><img style="float: none; margin-left: auto; display: block; margin-right: auto" src="http://distilleryimage1.s3.amazonaws.com/6341e02caf2911e2aeda22000a1f973b_7.jpg"><font size="4">which you know also costs around RM250, and tamed myself with FITFLOP, yeah… so but I just got myself a new pair and will post them online soon or get it in my OOTD post. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">5.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I like wearing dresses/ skirts over pants.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage0.s3.amazonaws.com/e72698d207ef11e38aa422000a1fbcf5_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">if you followed me on Instagram or even if you are my friends you know I like those PETITE dresses from TOPSHOP, and yes I do wear dreses often !</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage4.s3.amazonaws.com/0296f51cff5311e2881c22000a1f9871_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">here’s the one I get from COTTON ON</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage5.s3.amazonaws.com/9540f388d68e11e29dbc22000a1f9e59_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">leather skirt from TOPSHOP!</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage3.s3.amazonaws.com/765959b6cabc11e2bcc122000a1fa49d_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">tight skirt from BKK</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">BEANIES ARE BONUS ! I LOVE BEANIES! but I just never get to buy them when my mom says WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO WEAR THEM? I just looked at her and say GURNEY? she shot me that “ RU SERIOUS” look and welll, there’s my only beanie from H&M</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage2.s3.amazonaws.com/a61c93c2c77211e2ba5222000a9f3c5a_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">seee dresses!</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage2.s3.amazonaws.com/45452b96aff711e2a84922000a1f8c0f_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">from H&M @ KL</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">6. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I like rain</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Raining seasons are just my fave season of the year ! u are well aware of the weather is getting hotter and hotter and for those who know me I HATE WALKING WHEREVER HOW FAR IT IS, just exposing my baby skin to the SUN IS JUST NOT GOOD. I never chose to walk in fact….. I guess that pretty much explains why I never endorse myself to outdoor activities. Seeing me jogging, NEVER hahaha !!!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I wonder how will I survive whenever I am out in overseas or next year I will be in Kl studying and the minor distance.. how am I going to survive??!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">7.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">COFFEE IS IN MY BLOOD</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage6.s3.amazonaws.com/2fc9a97c7f4611e2b45022000a1fb3cd_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I love coffee, I just love it and I get it whenever or wherever I am.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage3.s3.amazonaws.com/45b5e82a066611e386c222000a1fbc86_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I love this spot and it is new, COFFEE ELEMENTS in PARAGON, it had opened earlier by ALLSEASONS but it was too far and you know I am afraid of drving, so, yeah.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I love NESCAFE among all brands, the original ones, I actually have to thank my mom for telling me how coffee is so good and influenced me, at young age. I know you all might say coffee is bad for health but believe it or not I just read this post online about coffee , and how caffeine can release stress and reduce the rate of getting cancer!!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"><img class="wlEmoticon wlEmoticon-openmouthedsmile" style="border-top-style: none; border-left-style: none; border-bottom-style: none; border-right-style: none" alt="Open-mouthed smile" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-wT4Uvi3-ZvU/UjlIsnHZ2dI/AAAAAAAAFc0/-WqK6Rw-ocE/wlEmoticon-openmouthedsmile%25255B2%25255D.png?imgmax=800"> yay !</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">8.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I stalk people, too, online</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">BUT NOT EVERYONE!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Lately I had been having this BLOGGER crush, and I remembered since I was form1, I had a blog VENETIAROCKS or what… and until now, I cant believe it I had been blogging for….. 6 years, YAY YAY!! Okay , and that time my blogger crush will be <a href="http://www.fourfeetnine.com">www.fourfeetnine.com</a>, and <a href="http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com">www.xiaxue.blogspot.com</a> , yes yes and <a href="http://www.theblondesalad.com">www.theblondesalad.com</a> , and for now I had been constantly reading on <a href="http://www.chuckei.com">www.chuckei.com</a> , jane chuck! BUT BUT!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I HAD FOUND MY BLOGGER CRUSH FOR ONLY ONE PERSON now and I never really had the spazz on praising a girl but this is the only girl I can spazz and praise and that will be</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">RACHEL WONG</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Omg it just makes me feel happy to know we had the same surname together</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKrJmw16ozu8ddnFJdMlnSJqBEwuxoAeFnnYrOnGhaEvcBqIAZGqo38rZSyJPRWL5PZaYWZ3Vyhwj-_KiMoLOKnDVJvR1kiKnEguaIqCj9uEaWLd-1IcGnBX5qzj3m4sQzyyfVSkvtWQ/s640/SAM_2843.JPG"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">she is so pretty ! I mean I just love her body size and everything seems so petite and gives me off that- ideal girl- look , and gives me the motivation to be pretty, I don’t do make up or primping but after I come across her blog I just feel the urge to be as pretty as her ! She is – ok sorry for fangirling .</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiP5_RtpPeli9VWOYsZHJ1yop5k5LOzLLNnAPZHnZuMgjORlCR5K51SEUbyHl42_GZTSmRpemIaRBMnO-52-zQUNO5LHdnTTvESfVc_WvZS9R6-KZxVBX620xEb5raYj1u1r-na5uKIqg/s640/blogger-image--1920241517.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I just love her ! She has these really cool OOTD which covers up many kinds of looks- the streetwear- the preppy look- the smart casual look – the girly look- and her hair is super nice!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I had been reading her blog everyday and I like how she updates and shares her feelings… and how she told us to love our own body despite her health and I got really happy when she said she got healthier nowadays </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"><img class="wlEmoticon wlEmoticon-smile" style="border-top-style: none; border-left-style: none; border-bottom-style: none; border-right-style: none" alt="Smile" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-XKwelH-WF7c/UjlItB3Vq2I/AAAAAAAAFc8/JXgYCQBB414/wlEmoticon-smile%25255B2%25255D.png?imgmax=800"></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkraw7e7AoPnGAvVVjEZG6HWUQo8oQwOvvRHl1WSmTnCmYettwKM2wNDPvq19BlZRceB0lj9yS7s1HElrQZ17DSoWtYUMLj_JnFYTUIc25li10UwuSLwe_FLup3MzeqnvzF3kRG4ElmQ/s640/SAM_2918.JPG"></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I really do hope I can meet her someday but she is in SG! n somemore MYR dropped so it is really unlikely.. I will get to travel to SG, altho it’s so near!!!</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAIpeG1YaUSOTsREHbdWrMNNgKXlJCQr1zJ1Rp7GyFeo4SN9FfkcxtUpoVN_STgq9GqNMaySZXm4NP7n5Y_KiDeYfJp-Lm0pg9xf2Dy8uCHR-5XcF8BWQCSF6ASae9BVBgizcGyPx3DA/s640/FEE_1973.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">please I wanna meet you pleaseeee</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">*I still can remember the first time I saw jane chuck and yet she is so down to earth, *</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4">And for her and her bF so sweet together tho he bf is in the army but she just never let go of her BF which I find it’s pretty amazing to have a sweet couple !</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9R3D4ICshQFJWKtR7E_mzIP-2PVbOOaAu6GXt_SQA34K5tgm_vsDhrvVuqoAIH69QFDC7khdx5bwDJ82s2cKfR3Yn0q88T32VYWkhocc-zjTi_TqD059M7oN3hZXGTfYFlKMhpmTXdQ/s640/blogger-image-1758472726.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgF1nhyMedJHSisG4u33-QlPFywc5Y5Ey0lu16Bu7kfPwQUbdbO1aMQbSOKnlZcJ0qHJxTV-P4swI2pbzv7a-6jHO3sKxPvXUetchSPsptmI_gjzPp83PLsBhGQyP2dOaeGCEZCGyKMzw/s640/blogger-image-1543561811.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi56fMVusdzJN9a0VTR8oM9r0EDqchrV1SIL6ZAXDYl7O9Y4B-7G4v5Dm6BidRif0QkXhrTZaU8R-jW467t0FCWw2lrmD5RGc0shchyphenhyphen0wLM2I4Km5BPb-VGqDsXbXhYGJQZqVA8XSiBug/s640/cy2.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">sorry if I am stealing your pics from your blog *</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">but I love you*</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">!!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">SORRY FOR BEING LIKE A LESBIAN BUT YOU ARE MY FIRST GIRL CRUSH !!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">besides cara de levinge <3</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">9.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I EAT A LOT!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Yes despite now you know that some girls are like NO I CANT EAT THIS MUCH I WILL GROW FATTER but nope, I am not that kind and don’t plan on that, coz what my mom and friends told me on eating is,</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">能吃是一种福!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">and yes I still do in fact keep that in mind, I love food, seriously but since I don’t really drive out a lot so… I don’t get to try and the tasty food, and whenever I am with my friends we will call out a lot of food and just stuck our forks into each other’s and lavish !</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I don’t fear of getting fat maybe because I have a high metabolism rate *mosquitoes tend to bite me more* so I don’t feel the need of getting exercises … unlike my mom and sis who simply dont eat that much. I am quite lucky to get on my dad’s genes </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"><img class="wlEmoticon wlEmoticon-smile" style="border-top-style: none; border-left-style: none; border-bottom-style: none; border-right-style: none" alt="Smile" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-XKwelH-WF7c/UjlItB3Vq2I/AAAAAAAAFc8/JXgYCQBB414/wlEmoticon-smile%25255B2%25255D.png?imgmax=800"></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">10.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I LIKE MANGAS/ COMICS/ DRAMAS/ ROM COMS</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">anything .</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">JUST</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">ANYTHING ABOUT LOVE ! MOVIES OR STORIES AND COMICS JUST HIT ME!!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">FOR COMICS……</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I prefer SHOUJO MANGAS, than those NARUTO kinds and all the fighting, and only just pure love no tragic love story, coz I will hate to cry!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">MOVIES:</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I will prefer UK US movies rom coms to be more specific, no tragic love stories as well… and I will REWATCH them whenever I am bored or whenever I feel sad, I will drown into THE NOTEBOOK</font></p> <p align="center"><img style="float: none; margin-left: auto; display: block; margin-right: auto" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5602118c60eef66a94c471058b7c825c/tumblr_mtb5anskGv1qbdliio1_400.jpg"><font size="4"></font></p> <p align="center"><img style="float: none; margin-left: auto; display: block; margin-right: auto" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/cd8687626df009c9b38e4f480e093bd4/tumblr_mtat0vwIyD1s5z8xro1_500.jpg"><font size="4"> or PRETTY WOMAN and a cup of coffee, that shall do the magic. I know right being all typical girl with all the wishful thinking but in fact it is true, I still believe in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, tho I never encounter one and the last I had was the worst… *for those who know me* I always fall out of love, maybe it was because of my temper itself… but I still believe if he is the one, he might be able to love me for who I am, and accept all my flaws and SOMEDAY..</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">MY PRINCE WILL COME </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4">and make sure he fulfilled all my ideal type !!!</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">11.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">MY IDEAL TYPE </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">GAAAHH this might be embarassing as I am venting and thinking whether or not should I post this but to be honest okay, since this is a no judging zone </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">here goes</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- skinny</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- no muscles *not too much maybe*</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- tall, definitely have to be taller 10 cm than me, so probably I would want him to be 180. because I like how it feels to be a koala hugging the tree, it would be so sweet</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">-older than me probs 1 –2 years </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- no smoking, not too many tats</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- likes football</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- likes dressing up but NOT TOO VAIN</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- knows how to take good angles of pics with me </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- can stay up LATE WITH ME. cos I know I can sleep for only 2 hours and be active</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- understanding, wouldn’t fish me off whenever I tell him my problems and will seriously care and give opinions to me</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">- support me for who I am and don’t judge me.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I GUESS THAT’S IT?</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I guess that’s all for my random facts about me, will post more when I came up with some ideas </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"><3</font></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-60010541523983872482013-09-01T12:40:00.001+08:002013-09-01T12:40:21.968+08:00mamma mia<p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage1.s3.amazonaws.com/40b70b3a123511e38a2e22000a1fbc67_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">lately everything has been calm and sensual…. except the fact that…. there are always tests, for the end of every month.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">That’s the tense part but the rest was okay, I am already used to college life because that’s what I do everyday getting into classes going for labs and study or revise every night ( sometimes) and whenever there’s a study break I will catch movies with my coursemates.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">That pretty sums up what the hell I have been up to.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage2.s3.amazonaws.com/1fee78a010a211e3a8c722000a9f392c_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I just feel, that A levels had been a great leap for me, especially in chemistry because the terms that we only know in secondary school turned into theories and we have got to pin point every single detail of it…. so I pretty am stressed out for that part.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Since I am taking AS on May 2014 next year so I shouldn’t be pushing myself too much, it’s been hard but I will make sure I don’t die of anxiety.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage3.s3.amazonaws.com/c1359d96034711e3bb6c22000ae90a36_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">coffee breaks are the best for me so far in college… but not too much of coffee because lately I cant get into sleep because of them !</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage3.s3.amazonaws.com/45b5e82a066611e386c222000a1fbc86_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I just have to reach my goals. to get a minimum of 14 in A LEVELS, just to get into Monash Pharmacy. so, fingers crossed !</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/108003a28415595b75a4756f6d25548c/tumblr_mfxs3tsmEi1qc2u00o1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">xxxxxxxxx</font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-43616698704538375422013-08-27T00:10:00.001+08:002013-08-27T00:10:18.109+08:00demons inside me<p align="center"><font size="6">Everyone isn’t a saint .</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="6">No one is …..</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Unless you are referring to Mahatma Gandhi or the Pope, or Mother Teresa…… but deep down inside every single one of us, we sure might have some desires or darkest dreams we want them to be fulfilled. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c4469a4d041e9563ba87a0f14237c7b1/tumblr_mrxisstUap1qzh0vno1_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">darkest desires within every single one of us.. waiting to be opened like a Pandora Box… and until one day when you break your final streak, it will be led out with all the demons and sooner or later it will consume you.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/8ae7019ffe3aa412cfce50001133b421/tumblr_mn33g3QOxf1r712ajo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Having a demon inside you, doesn’t mean you are an evil person. like any other ordinary people we have wants and needs… but until they turn into demons, we only have to surpress ourselves by happy thoughts, trying to appreciate whatever we have for now.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">**</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">*</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0a46b997127915bc56c3c62af9d6816e/tumblr_midem89JCw1rojxf8o1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">demons inside us, don’t exist with only bad intentions… they do exist in good intentions as well. trying to help someone so badly but in reality … you just can’t …</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">***</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I recently occurred something and its quite private for me so I wont disclose it online, but anyhow I just feel so thankful of what I have, and I should take things more seriously, especially my old loved ones and I vow to take care of my parents when they get old. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/eddcc3b8d73b249b3e099a2edeac5d91/tumblr_ms54b5CxhM1qahj27o1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Then I decided to do a good thing per day.. so I won’t feel sinful.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Compliment others when they feel down.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Motivate others just to lift their spirits up</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">It’s not hard.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">It’s not expensive.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">It doesn’t even hurt to say a sorry or a simple thank you.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">I was in college a few days ago and I hold on the lift for a group of teens, my age then when they got out I hold for them, again and they don’t even bother to look at me or even say a simple thank you. I am not fishing for thankyou’s but at least…..</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">we are in a country where all people are educated, so you might as well show me you smart asses have the brain to say thank you while u used your brain in TERTIARY EDUCATION. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">don’t let me see you again next time I will friggin make the lift close on your high and mighty noses .</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/28bde198c29d9d3d780c5b7bf02dd23b/tumblr_mlhzawfeff1rcpv5do1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">just. be it … when they can’t surpass the morality inside of them.</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">These are weak souls readily to be devoured by the demons inside them. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">x</font></p> <p align="center"> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-5181760539111112452013-08-16T22:22:00.001+08:002013-08-16T22:22:36.174+08:00lusts … on materialistic<p align="center"><font size="5" face="Times New Roman">Usually I wont classify myself as someone… materialistic as… I don’t think I really wear branded or I am branded from head to toe… so this post I am going to share with you some of the latest trends on my </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Times New Roman">BUCKET LIST TO BUY</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Times New Roman"></font> </p> <p align="center"><img alt="MICHAEL Michael Kors MICHAEL Michael Kors Medium Selma Studded Messenger" src="http://images.michaelkors.com/ca/1/product_assets/V/1/N/U/N/MKV1NUN_mn.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Times New Roman">MICHAEL KORS medium Selma Satchel !</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Times New Roman">which I think is totally fab to go with any clothing !</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="KENZO Grey Multicolor Embroidered Tiger Hoodie" src="http://cdn.ssense.com/photos/women/03/2/2/32387F123046_1_2.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Times New Roman">KENZO hoodie</font></p> <p align="center"><img alt="KENZO Blue Patent Leather Lightning Bolt Wrap Bracelet" src="http://cdn.ssense.com/photos/women/03/2/2/32387F080001_1_2.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Times New Roman">KENZO belt wrap wristlet</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Times New Roman"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5" face="Times New Roman">x</font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-61244860168591469482013-08-11T19:03:00.001+08:002013-08-11T19:03:20.929+08:00Open for sponsors and reviews !<p align="center">I saw this girl in SG who is some blogger which doesn’t buy clothes because she received lots of sponsorships… so this struck into my mind why don’t I welcome people to give me products for reviews?</p> <p align="center">But that depends on ur blog feed and how many visitors per day u get… so….. I don’t think I am that level yet but, just in case, u need someone to review it.. don’t be afraid to knock on my email !!!</p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="6" face="Cambria">OPEN FOR SPONSORSHIPS & REVIEWS !</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="6" face="Cambria">venetiawong@hotmail.com</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage1.s3.amazonaws.com/dca816be00e311e397fd22000ae912c9_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center">xxxxxxxxxxxxxx</p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-45660210163531282482013-08-10T19:45:00.001+08:002013-08-10T19:45:23.635+08:00college!<blockquote></blockquote> <p align="center"><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/b18440a20f935470cdcde1932cc3165e/tumblr_inline_mptt75IDRR1qz4rgp.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">finally….. as in FINALLYYYY my college has startedddd and it has been week 2 and there isnt a moment that I didn’t enjoy it , except the first day-orientation which kinda suck…….. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">SO I AM HERE TO UPDATE ALL OF YOU ON COLLEGE !!!!!</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage7.s3.amazonaws.com/6f5a7458e5ef11e2a84022000aa8048a_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">First things first I enrolled myself into KDU just because my dad believes in KDU having great experience in teaching A levels besides Taylors… Also the scholarship they provide is beyond, generous, I mean *beyond, seriously. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7dab239350bf638e225e7b392d9f1147/tumblr_mh2ufuUGvr1rtz7txo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">because unlike other colleges that ignores the A- and only wants points on A*. Then again, I chose KDU because compared to DISTED, *not here to criticize* to me is a lil bit small and I don’t like small compounds , except the parking space is great…. so KDU is big enough for me to breathe everything in !</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">MOVING ON !</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I have a small class, which is around… 17 people and to my surprise only 5 were from PENANG….. and the other 12 were from other states like Kelantan, Terengganu,Perlis……yeah so I was a bit sad but in a way I can know more people from whole of msia, wtf. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">The guys obviously outnumbered the girls… as there were only 8 or 7 of us…. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage10.s3.amazonaws.com/5488dd6ee9d611e2b7f822000a1fb726_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">meet my girls !!!!</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage6.s3.amazonaws.com/4bfd76a8eaa511e29ef522000ae800fc_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">from clockwise, </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">QISHUANG- from Sungai Petani , </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage2.s3.amazonaws.com/e119866ae9fa11e290b722000a9f0a3d_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">CHINPEEN- from Kelantan</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">MICHELLE & me, both from PENANG</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I felt the 4 of us got along really easy as our tastes in everything were quite similar… </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage4.s3.amazonaws.com/a18d7876e9fa11e294f522000a9f30b8_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I chose 4 subjects for my A LEVELS….</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">BIO</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">CHEM</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">MATHS</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">BUSINESS STUDIES….</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">so my time table usually starts in the morning, so that keeps me away from sleeping late and waking up late… </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage3.s3.amazonaws.com/c5a48580e51611e2ad1922000a1cbd31_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">my coursemates FORTUNATELY are all as crazy and siao as us all heeee*</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage6.s3.amazonaws.com/3902b9fcf73c11e2b4bf22000aa80174_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage8.s3.amazonaws.com/2b97e630f45211e2bc2522000a9e0196_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">celebrated mich’s birthday as well during MECHANICS class,</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage6.s3.amazonaws.com/9ed4c666f2c911e28fba22000a1fb1a7_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage2.s3.amazonaws.com/ae059cf8f04611e2b21822000aaa102f_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage6.s3.amazonaws.com/f37c30f0efa411e284c522000aa801df_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Gurney and Marshalls were with them as well…</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage4.s3.amazonaws.com/1ebbcf9eea2011e2a61a22000a9e06f0_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">ON MY breaks I just go for our own cafeteria since we only had an hour of break mostly………</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Yet something that bugs me the most will be…</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">MPW !</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I HATE IT SO MUCH altho I only been the class once….. coz I felt its rather stupid to pay rm 400 per sem to listen to some shit for 3 hours continuously…. *rolls eyes</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">But what can I do ?</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Now I am having one week of holiday as the other dip courses are having like a month for their so called sem break.,.. I don’t have a rly long sem break tho.. prolly around 1 week. or 2. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">All I can say about my college life is . fun. for a word because I feel lucky to be a close knitted relationship w/ my coursemates as I know some colleges my friends arent experiencing the big gang kind… so I am lucky to meet all the happy people there <img class="wlEmoticon wlEmoticon-smile" style="border-top-style: none; border-left-style: none; border-bottom-style: none; border-right-style: none" alt="Smile" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-XADZChFBGrw/UgYn0dtOi1I/AAAAAAAAFcA/5XpmzThxwFk/wlEmoticon-smile%25255B2%25255D.png?imgmax=800"></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"><strong>Advice wise…… I would say, if you really had the economic power or financial power.. in your family…. you should really take up the challenge in A LEVELS, as it is by CAMBRIDGE with 300 years of experience and it is also universally acknowledged. u wouldn’t worry whether that uni in some country wont accept. Trust A LEVELS.</strong></font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://31.media.tumblr.com/5d6382f9211f9213fd402845670e68d1/tumblr_mo0vceHUHO1ssmw3zo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">And if you really don’t …. you should just take up FORM6 but the system has changed , so there are many uncertainties in it as well. :/</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">HSC/AUSMAT/AUP those I am not really sure but my other advice is….</font></p> <p align="center"><strong><font size="4">DO SOME RESEARCH AFTER SPM ! </font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font size="4">BE SURE OF WHAT U WANT TO STUDY</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font size="4">!!!</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">or else u would end up like me… in JULY INTAKE. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">Any questions u could just email me </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"><a href="mailto:venetiawong@hotmail.com">venetiawong@hotmail.com</a></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">or just FB message me</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">I hope I can help u <img class="wlEmoticon wlEmoticon-smile" style="border-top-style: none; border-left-style: none; border-bottom-style: none; border-right-style: none" alt="Smile" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-XADZChFBGrw/UgYn0dtOi1I/AAAAAAAAFcA/5XpmzThxwFk/wlEmoticon-smile%25255B2%25255D.png?imgmax=800"></font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ce1242d1c0007a8ccc6a67e6e944ecb2/tumblr_mra69pxbna1r3k73wo3_500.png"></p> <p align="center">xxxxxxxxx</p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="4"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-78347238879849680522013-07-28T22:10:00.001+08:002013-07-28T22:10:17.505+08:00random pic post<p align="center"><font size="4">I am always fascinated with TUMBLR n how they can always have pictures that makes me want to save it and bomb my photo album…</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">so I will dedicate this post… for some pics I find really simple on TUMBLR</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdei1wAP9Y1qlmmp0o1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">that one jeans you never stop wearing .</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/26585e540085f98d11243a5d5411e3d0/tumblr_mjdtf1m4Ai1rdm0boo1_500.png"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">cara, I always loved her!</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6d5fd8a58e1c57208f9279a1393816c5/tumblr_mhwrieyl441qgvhkho1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">that grey top you can wear anything with.</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0f04b802ea85dd028d778efe9dfb6f92/tumblr_mkrglqHxgU1raev8wo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">funny how models see themselves on magazines and still so engrossed in it .</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/eace67972de5ac26ee3a098c9257d8a5/tumblr_moss067Kcv1ruzx7co1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">pastel street</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c8bc2f15168d64fe68f8a9668db5da2c/tumblr_moe7la3dsI1qeo4lho1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">vibrant </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/641a69f9134604deb854b5271065312f/tumblr_mpxpw6PUWw1r8mr8lo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">wish I can stuff bags like these. </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mee2uct2Zb1rr9076o1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">WWF makes crop tops . </font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ly3t7wC4Ik1qcptuto1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="4">x</font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-48923232894315116672013-06-24T18:19:00.001+08:002013-06-24T18:19:53.683+08:00mid-summer wear<p align="center"><font size="6">Another post about summer outfits by H&M’s latest collection :</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="6">OUTFIT #1</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200184268%20005%2014%202035%206.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=6&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Sleeveless top with print</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 39.90 </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/Q40%200177960%20022%2086%201499%206.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=6&call=url[file:/product/quicklook/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">sturdy stretch skirt</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 59.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/Q89%200176669%20002%2080%205277%203.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=3&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Accessory</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 79.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200171921%20002%2076%203264%202.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=2&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">platform shoes with a wedge</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 119.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/Q89%200192983%20001%2080%205283%202.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=2&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">clutch bag</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 79.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/1AA%200162855%20001%2060%201119%200.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=0&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">2 pack bracelet</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 19.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">OUTFIT #2</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200192096%20006%2095%202323%204.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=4&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Short sleeveless crop top</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 12.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200187683%20005%2081%202203%203.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=3&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">jersey skirt </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 59.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200181070%20001%2040%205016%203.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=3&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">ballet pumps</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 79.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200132198%20004%2018%202948%203.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=3&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">tribal print messenger</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 79.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200184368%20002%2090%201976%203.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=3&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">5 pack bracelet</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 27.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5">OUTFIT #3</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/X24%200191936%20002%2081%202117%206.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=6&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">sleeveless chiffon blouse</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 79.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200175996%20002%2097%201652%203.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=3&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">worn denim shorts </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 99.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%2013281%20D1565%2041%201695%200.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=0&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">crinkle scarf</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 24.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200171268%20002%2010%202864%203.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=3&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">sneakers</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 59.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200183857%20002%2018%202956%203.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=3&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">shoulder bag</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 79.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5">OUTFIT #4</font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://lp.hm.com/hmprod?set=key[source],value[/model/2013/V25%200178157%20003%2014%202038%205.jpg]&set=key[rotate],value[]&set=key[width],value[]&set=key[height],value[]&set=key[x],value[]&set=key[y],value[]&set=key[type],value[STILL_LIFE_FRONT]&hmver=5&call=url[file:/product/large]"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">sleeveless flannel shirt</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">RM 79.90</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">+</font></p> <p 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align="center"><font size="5"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-4338379943462910922013-06-17T16:42:00.001+08:002013-06-17T16:42:46.339+08:00Birthday Post<p align="center"><font size="6"><font color="#dd8484">After 17 years I embarked my journey on earth… I hereby turned 18 on yesterday night… </font></font></p> <p align="center"><img src="http://distilleryimage4.s3.amazonaws.com/c6cf4140d72211e28d0b22000aaa0532_7.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="6"><font color="#dd8484">which was unexpectingly- not amazing because the minute I realized when you turn 18, which means, you sort of added an amount full of responsibilities on ur <font face="Berlin Sans FB">own hands.</font></font> </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="6" face="Century Gothic">I loved PINK. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="6" face="Century Gothic">that is why this post will be posted in pink texts. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8b58b7e8aad65fb99f9077780ab9f2b9/tumblr_moj1tcmPcG1s1iculo1_500.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Wow, the minute you thought about an 18th birthday you might be thinking of having a slice of cake and celebrating it with a simple or grand birthday dinner with the presence of your loved ones by your side and all… But I will be picturing it with confetti and lots of sparkle.. which is what I always looked forward to in every birthday which no one ever… planned it that way. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/de2e590f85161ad1c1e6e3fe67a33d44/tumblr_inline_moj1kqblox1qz4rgp.gif"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">That doesn’t mean I did not enjoyed much about yesterday because I wasn’t that THRILLED of turning 18. This year had made me realized a lot as I had so much time to think at home and I read a lot of books and heard a lot of stories told by diff authors.. and I watched so many movies that can make me name every single one by hearing a catch phrase of them… which is why I was so easily disappointed at the things and how simple they are compared to the books and movies I had read and watched </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/25db3af48bb1605ea67516f5ddbe2f2a/tumblr_moj1sgn9VU1ssu8uno2_500.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">My friends came over for a surprise… but 4 of them were unable to make it because my birthday was actually on FATHERS DAY and they had transport problems or they just have to spend fathers day w/ their family. I don’t blame them actually I just felt empty when we arent as a whole gang together..</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Anywaysss…. we managed to have fun. The cake was nice . at least.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage11.s3.amazonaws.com/f419e5a8d67611e2859c22000a9f0a20_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage1.s3.amazonaws.com/a8022636d67511e2a1c022000a9e06ab_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">courtesy to instagram made me easier to post photos in my blog </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic"><3</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage1.s3.amazonaws.com/9ecc8784d69111e2aa2d22000a1f9a45_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">cinpein : shuyee : carmen</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">they were fine and sweet to at least came and spend the last few hours of my birthday…</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage9.s3.amazonaws.com/3bebd354d69111e2bbc022000a9f1945_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">huaywei</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">who was busy after working like crazy at school with some sports day stuff.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Thankyou, after for being sad a lil while I realized that the heart is what that matters the most…. I am thankful for what they had done, for me.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Tho there arent cards like what they did last year but , I knew they will be there for me.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage5.s3.amazonaws.com/9540f388d68e11e29dbc22000a1f9e59_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Big heart to all those who had wished me on facebook and special shoutout to </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">SYLVIA who wished me exactly on time <3</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">and </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">ZIYUN who gave me a starbucks bottle <3</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage5.s3.amazonaws.com/78d5dad0d33a11e2bf3622000a9f1886_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Melissa who bought me H&M sneakers <3</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">then </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">finally </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">will be my parents who never missed buying a cake for me, tho we didn’t celebrate it this year together.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">I actually wanted a thing so badly this year. and it will be the word</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">T O G E T H E R </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage1.s3.amazonaws.com/00946754cea211e2954322000a9f134e_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage11.s3.amazonaws.com/86ccc9a8cdc911e2a2f822000a9e0707_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage1.s3.amazonaws.com/2a29c8c2c9d211e293c522000a9f4d92_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage7.s3.amazonaws.com/03293762c9d211e28d0b22000aaa0532_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">which I hardly felt enough this year because probably everyone is busy with their own stuff and life has been hard for every single one of us, so I made a little wish that I hope the ones I loved and treasured might be happy and we can stay together as much as possible</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">because</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Life is too short to be unhappy.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage1.s3.amazonaws.com/e9d1e70cd64011e2a6b722000a1fc7c5_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">thank you ROXY for the gift vouchers for my birthday <3</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">We celebrated it at STARBUCKS DRIVE THRU which was a pretty good experience and the staff even treated me a free drink + free spaghetti</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">thank youuuuu</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic"><3</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">I cant feel anymore blessed</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage8.s3.amazonaws.com/1dc7110cd68411e29dd822000a1ddafb_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage2.s3.amazonaws.com/52024182d68211e2a3b222000a9f1696_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">I appreciate all of you </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic"><3</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Someday we will be looking at this picture and wanted to spend that time with each other again, and yes that’s what I want to conclude in this post is that once I turned 18 yesterday..</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage4.s3.amazonaws.com/d8582aecd67511e2844522000a1d1fdc_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">candid by cinpein*</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">I DON’T FEEL GREAT.</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">I don’t feel so happy or mighty that I am 18 I just felt that I had lesser friends compared to the years before but what matters is that, these people stuck on to me after they found out all my flaws and all, they were still there, making an effort to celebrate with me,</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://distilleryimage7.s3.amazonaws.com/5c7dd87ad5aa11e2ba1322000ae91369_7.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Birthdays are just like any other ordinary day I mean everyday every person out there are having their birthday going on, I don’t need any fancy dinner or some fancy dress,all I want, is to be together with my loved ones. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" face="Century Gothic"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3d531ffd3033ff2810df215b7dfe2627/tumblr_moj13b7bMJ1repzmdo2_500.jpg"></font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">Sooner or later I will be turning 19 and 20 or what…. I guess I just wanted to be happy, to be a more easily contented person without all those negative thoughts. </font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">God bless</font></p> <p align="center"><font color="#dd8484" size="5" face="Century Gothic">x. </font></p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> </p> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font></p> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2000866486522171479.post-27722938718185845222013-06-14T14:00:00.001+08:002013-06-14T14:00:15.660+08:00typical-norm<p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2237e344468c6be744ab44485b03289e/tumblr_mmg1dqxKcn1ru033bo1_500.jpg"></p> <p align="center"><font size="5">Typical… according to some online dictionary is…</font></p> <p><b>1.</b> being or serving as a representative example of a particular type; characteristic the painting is a typical Rembrandt <p><b>2.</b> considered to be an example of some undesirable trait that is typical of you! <p><b>3.</b> of or relating to a representative specimen or type <p><b>4.</b> conforming to a type <p align="center"><font size="5">Which sort of what I am feeling right now. I am not trying to express an E M O side of me now because I never liked EMO or bein EMO. It just sucks up all the happiness within you. </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">I am now listening to Daniel Powter’s BAD DAY with a hot cup of Nescafe… well that sort of cures.. part of it.</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">I received an email from Taylors saying that I didn’t make it for their interview thru online application… which I wishful-thinking thought that I could have that one way ticket approaching my dream college/uni.</font> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> <p align="center"><font size="5">The thing of feeling TYPICAL right now is that I am just the same like the other population of people out there. I felt so… normal. Out of all my applications I applied for SO MANY…. NOTHING CAME UP. It’s just because I am too plain. Like the scene from the movie 21, where the interviewer told Jimmy that he had nothing that JUMPS OUT OF THE PAGE, that’s when he tried counting cards and got accepted in Harvard Med… well that’s a given</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">I wont be able to count cards since I am a TYPICAL somebody… in a small island, having the same thoughts like every single person which are typical like me. Wishing to run away from all of this every day routines. Listening to the same songs when we are emo..whatever. I just. feel so useless nowadays. </font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/dd8eb2cc9a8b63538767ecb7f421ae0d/tumblr_mociqthzE71rr2v2zo1_500.gif"> <p align="center"><font size="5">dreams … my dreams are probably typical as well. It’s that the more I get to know the fun stuff and the greatness of the people out there, the more stupid I felt. Because sometimes it takes luck to achieve something you always wanted. and your good will may guide you but there arent guarantees that all hard work might pay off.</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">I wanted to fly. All I ever wanted is to fly ! but- I just felt deflated when I got rejected. And why some other people can do it but not me ?</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">Maybe I do have to work hard . in order to achieve something greater. Yes.. I will try my best. Again and again. That’s who I am . I don’t get easily defeated….. we are just like all typical people out there, working hard.</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">Striving</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">and maybe </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">yes</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">and maybe </font> <p align="center"><font size="7">SOMEDAY/</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ly6be1o0lR1r48h4qo1_500.jpg" width="645" height="436"> <p align="center"><font size="5">JUST</font> <p align="center"><font size="7">SOMEDAY !</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">WE might find ourselves the way out of our TYPICAL lives. Fixing ourselves with the broken parts and joined them all together…. to become a greater person day by day.</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">I don’t believe in destiny. I just don’t. </font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9hglxSUkI1qd2k1no1_500.gif"> <p align="center"><font size="5">You just have to make them your own, thank you Blair Waldorf. </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">You made my day. </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">Even if you have to deal with the same boring things everyday… you just…. have to be strong and hold on. Believing that. someday , that turning point will come and . You just have to achieve it on your own way !</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">I don’t like those stuck up rich kids who just go to whatever typical rich kid college/uni that their parents made them to go, I just don’t like it that way. I never wanted my parents to choose my destination, I made research myself. I made all the surveys and plan my own road. To the journey. To my perfect destination. </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">What I am planning now, is still in the midst. But I will try, so to all the typical people out there ~</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8360bd2d7b9a62b5d13bf41b0d4fb150/tumblr_mnbpmxADmA1qllh83o1_500.png"> <p align="center"><font size="5">don’t have your life in B/W ! </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">TRY YOUR BEST !!!!</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">WORK IT OUT</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">make every day count – Jack Dawson</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1d0102f0f3f5d51352f1b8d881c86226/tumblr_miwtfrkiSd1qchjmfo1_500.jpg"> <p align="center"><font size="5">don’t blame on your life.</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">Blame on what you make out of it.</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7f2e25f8ec93adce4fd695b90c9ff767/tumblr_mod7m6jKqF1rv4ik7o2_250.gif"> <p align="center"><font size="5">somedays you just compare yourself with other people but , it’s okay but just don’t take it too seriously because. THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LIVES, and their own WAYS OF LIVING THEIR LIVES, your life is way different than theirs. Their life principles might not be the same as yours, and their living conditions, you just never know. So whatever you are comparing, just stop. </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">I don’t like to see people boasting or showing off how great their life is. Their money they are using now aren’t their own it’s the hard work of their parents so I have nothing to be envious about, I will be envy of those young entrepreneurs that established a brand name with everyone is wearing, yes I am envious of that. I am also happy for them, being TYPICAL having TYPICAL DREAMS n become someone way more that typical . </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">They came out of their TYPICAL bubble and boost themselves into someone they wanted to be.</font> <p align="center"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/eec054260757e218fed87e2cd958f161/tumblr_mm55jhzUnn1qk0mqro1_500.jpg"> <p align="center"><font size="5">we may have typical dreams</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">but .</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">in a way</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">that makes us </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">what we are</font> <p align="center"><font size="5">. </font> <p align="center"><font size="5">X</font> <p align="center"><font size="5"></font> venetiaahwonghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04049028071437081575noreply@blogger.com0