REMEMBER WHAT YOU TOLD ME

Finally back from everywhere.

I’ve been back to my hometown

and visited my aunt and cousins in KL.

Gosh one year had been so short, felt like yesterday when i talked to my cousins and all.

I saw them and felt glad that i still have people around me who loves me and i do love them in the same way.

My facebook wall is still filled with life, haha, i think they missed me

But now i am finally back

and

believe it or not, i hate it here.

I’ve been away Penang for, a almost a week, and i really hated being back here at my room updating my blog, continuously rotting myself in this lifeless life

i saw Jack’s status , he said

Life is always like this, the happiness yesterday lead you to today's sadness. When you think about yesterday's happiness thn you will realize the happiness dose not with you today.
In conclusion, life sucks.

I do felt the same way

In some ways if you really are extremely happy today you have to be prepared for the sucky things to happen, sooner or later.

Life’s like that, the more older i grew the more things i know the more sucky i feel, and in conclusion, we are humans, and we are living a life, which are beautiful in some way, and are ugly in some cruel ways.

Like how i enjoyed myself in KL, the people the life and how fun it is being part of the city, but at the end of the day

i have to put myself into dad’s Altis and sit for a 4 hour long journey back to reality.

I am not prepared for the future, i want to stay in the past, i want to turn back time to undo all what i’ve done, and go back enjoy my city life.

But the thing is, i cant because i m only human and it sucks. Here i am,

back again .

at home.

wake up.

get myself clean.

Facebook

Twitter

MSN

text

blog

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WHAT ELSE.

can somebody tell me?

I dont care how many people to tell me that it’s okay

i just want you to tell me .

i just want you to talk to me

It’s been a year

But i still miss you

I miss the way you break all my boredom the way you talk on the phone.

But i know it’s over.

The reason why i get so emo all the time is you

But you will never notice it

You never read my blog,

i changed the adress so you won’t know

…

but in some way i realy do wish you care.

:(

i really am sorry to post emo things here but i really do wish somekind of fairy godmother would come and grant my wish

I wanna go back .

I dont want to face reality .

I want to be back with you.

In next year, i would have to face a lot of challenges i told myself that i would try really hard to get a fucking scholarship to make my mother pleased and , of course……

………

the list goes on and on.

update tomorrow bout KL.

This post is just , saying .

X.