I m alriteyyyy

Hey there.

It's first day of school but i didnt go to school for some certain reasons.

Yours truly is suffering from a terrible tooth-ache gum-ache

and i m not sure that wearing braces is a wonderful thing

it hurts for the first two three days

i m not sure

just got my teeth done by sunday

and it's a monday today but hurt like hell.

anyways,

i said i will close my MSN for 43 days.

(i counted) ;D

Coz.

This coming exam

i have an aim.

for good.

Good luck to all of you.

dont worry, i will keep my blog updated,

and to terence,

sorry i cant reply your messages since my phoneline is suspended

=X

tc everyone

:)

will miss MSN.

xoxo

waiting and still waiting

Something happened today

I texted him and explained .

I am now still waiting for his message.

oh god, what the hell did i do wrong

i dont know what makes us this miserable,

i am wrong

he’s not miserable.

i am.

Mr Garnier is him.

it always will be him.

Now i finally know what the feeling is to fall deeply for someone.

In the past relationships, i dont really know how it feels.

He made me felt that there is someone in this world i wanna treasure.

He may not know that he’s a number one inside my heart.

Every morning i hope to see him greeting me good morning.

but that’s a long time ago.

i wanna have that happy mode every morning when i wake up

but i am not sure whether is it coming back to me.

People learn to treasure things when it’s gone

I learn to appreciate what he did to me

Yesterday night, i read through my saved messages,

and i cried

all those messages are soo meaningful and touching

but i didnt realize it till now,

when everything falls apart, i m the one who always stand there wondering and suffering the pain that’s left.

But at least i still know that i really like him a lot.

I am not sure whether is this true love?

Or … just single sided love?

I guess so .

He’s the first guy who made me cry.

He is.

is he Past Tense now?

or is he the Future Tense?

all i know is … i m his past now.

=(

i dont want this to end in a tragic way.

i want to know what is he feeling.

and what makes him feel that way.

I wanna know.

I have already ordered something for the both of us.

two teddy bears

and a necklace

and i think it’s too late for me to give him

and i know i am not receiving the 9.9.09 present from him anymore

but i am still waiting

7 days on the count…

and i am ready to face what’s gonna happen.

i m trying to sound emo here.

i m never emo

now i m?

please,

if you are reading this,

please reply my message

=(

and i am not sure if you are not gonna read it till here.

Please,

i m not ashamed to say

I love you, YeohYunXuan

 

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i miss calling your name

i miss receiving your calls at night

i miss you…

miss your everything

 

do i still stand a chance?

 

 

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相爱的人是否需要把对方绑得牢牢的才能厮守？

Things i wanna share . <3

Today’s a SATURDAY !

So… i dont have any tuition today or any activities surprisingly, ;D

sooooooo i did a Spring Cleaning .

the mess.

im still pretty in my own pictures . all my school pictures sucked sooo badly… D:

standard 3 ;D

name sticker.

this has a special meaning to me.

i used to adore this and kept it with me since im 7 . but it’s not stickable now . ;(

these both are special 2 me.

…

scratchess… ISH

thats along time ago.

i m girly last time . haha

am i now ? ;D

my seni ukiran, so disgusting D:

standard one collection <3

childish sangat . –.-

from malaysia

i see kenari. xD

from JAPAN !

since my dad travels from here and there . thats where he got these stamps.

since his ibu pejabat is in Tokyo. ;D

i l y tokyo . ;D

coins i kept

see those coins?

it’s counted as an antique now, huh? ;D

this means a lot to me <3

i used to be a JOUSTAR MANIAC. soooo i have lots of little girl stuff like

andddd my pencil boxes … (for the past 1year)

sgt suka roxy . <3

rubber bun meets phone accs bun

has a special meaning

my beloved V pendrive .

custom made bookmark. std3 stufff

7 year old diary

that’s lame. –.-

self made notebook

i used to have lots but they were missing though D:

present for someone <3

omg. my fingers.

that’s the braces small little brush

his name is BRUCE

dog money from JiaJee . =)

BY jayshearn

it’s no ordinary keychain. is a PROJECTOR !

<3

from mingyi. 2006 present

=OOOOO

DIY present. it’s precious to me <3

std 3 miny prezzie from jiawooi <3

guess who isit from

2006 thing

from my beloved <3

ZOANNE.

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woah

tuff day posting up soo many pictures

hope u guys enjoy reading this

crap.

but i think it made my day

;D

xoxo,

love u mr.garnier .