There are tons of stuff i havent tried before.
And i was thinking about trying them myself.
Maybe with a few crowds, so i can feel the atmosphere?
Or i should do it alone.
To feel how appreciated i m being in this world.
I would take a one day bus trip around penang, to see the people.
And how they carry out their daily lives, how they react to humanity.
I would like to switch bodies with a stranger so i can feel how it feels to be in someone else’s life.
Maybe being a happy person going into someone who has love sick
and frets over anything bout the girl or the guy.
The lucky person being inside someone unlucky, feeling that life’s a fool.
I would like to earn lots of money.
And give it to all the poor people around every corner.
And win a lottery in VEGAS,
Go for a shopping spree and have fun.
go into some Secret Garden, drinking a nice, bitter sweet coffee
Feeling the great taste of nature.
I had problems with lots of stuff this week.
Firstly my parents.
And secondly, some friends of mine.
I tried to make the sun come out from every thunderstorm.
And i am trying.
And it’s somehow getting better iguesss.
I feel like dying or ending my life or making myself forget every single person.
If we ever meet again,
But a friend of mine told me that i should keep the faith
and dont make the ones u love get worried bout you.
Yah, that’s somehow meaningful.
Meaningful enought to keep me alive till now
But whenever i got moody, or , whenever i fret that i m miserable and problematic and very disturbed
I will try to do something new.
Maybe u have something u havent’ been doing ?
I havent been sleeeping for the whole afternoon
Or some movie that you have been not watching for a while.
I watched a korean drama, for the whole night until 4 in the morning.
Or a song , songs that made u emotional long time ago?
Yoshioka Yui, Merry Go Round
Or a book, or something that makes u happy?
Or maybe, a hobby that is lost, for sometime ?
Shoppingwith someone .
Yeewon, today at FOS.
Do something , that u wanted
Talk on the phone with xinhoong,
try outfits at FOS
Seee someone you’ve been dreaming for a while
Thinking bout something u havent been thinking
My goals in life.
Jumping urself into something you wouldnt want to
Jump on a hot air balloon perhaps ?
Cherish ur life people