illustrated by -: August 2011

Monday 29 August 2011

tadaaaa

The ever waiting holidays haz finally arrived. what do we do !?!

screaaaaam baby !

no .

what we are going to face is something BLUE.

something really

SAD

epic SAD

S-A-D

we should be running through meadows of green during the holidays and bathe in the afternoon sun and sink our feet in the beachy sands

but .

what the hell are we doing ?!

yess… all we can do now is cry !

Because we will be facing our year end exams in only a month !

YES EXACTLY A MONTH AND 4 WEEKS ON THE COUNT !

i dont get it why the hell we have to face it that early , which is the first year FORM 4 students have to take such an early year end test

OUR BOOKS MIGHT HAVE TO BE THICKER THAN THAT FOR A SUBJECT !

it soon then opens, revealing a lot of INSIDES to memorize . and the hard hard questions required to solve in only limited time

a shot i took at my calculator

i just dont get it why the exam have to be brought on forward…

…

All i can do right now is to bury myself in isolation , and begin. to . study.

if i want a bright future ahead with ever glowing happiness in college and my life with parties and a good portfolio

yes venetia wong, you have to work hard.

i dont have a great memory, nor knowledge like Nostradamus. But i know i can’t challenge fate, so that’s why i have to be as hardworking as an ant.

I am not lucky as my friends, i dont have the luck of a four leaf clover. I am not lucky, i dont depend on luck all i have to do is to depend on myself !

just like an ice cream, which doesn’t really melt. …

hmm .

whatever i m deciding on today is just for my future . Yes.

dear future venetia,

whatever you are doing right now is all because of the dumb 16 year old decision but i m very sure that you have a bright and convincing future ahead with lots of investments awaiting for you. You will have a great job with great colleagues and you can wear really expensive clothes and have a good husband with really cute kids and a matching dog !

Saturday 27 August 2011

GLOW

HMM MIXED EMOTIONS

it’s the one week holiday for now !!!!

So many times to do in just 10 days, including weekends. Grab something to do ! I mean i do have THINGS to do but i m not sure whether will i be able to cope my studies in the mean time

Exam is like coming in just 5 weeekss and hell i m not ready so yess forgive me i will skip school to readd moreee :)

FORGIVE ME !

speaking of holidays i would like to indulge myself in a couple of K DRAMAS which i’ve been missing since…. the last 2 months?

I didnt even complete PLAYFUL KISS n was currently stuck at episode 4 in CITY HUNTER. sucks man i know i suck.

saw some vans shoes on the net, waz thinking of getting one. HMM

I NEED MONEY as well due to some desires and unstoppable wants.

happy holidaaays!

Wednesday 24 August 2011

u wont mind if i leave you. right?

you told me last night that you aren’t feeling secure in this.

What about me ?

If love is really as easy as ABC , then i rather believe in fairy tales. i m not ready, neither are you, what are we holding on for all this longg?

Thursday 18 August 2011

…

Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me", I beg
"I'll remember", you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

someone like you

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now
I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you
Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me", I beg
"I'll remember", you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me", I beg
"I'll remember", you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
"Don't forget me", I beg
"I'll remember", you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me", I beg
"I'll remember", you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Wednesday 17 August 2011

pierre de fermat

Apparently

google

has FERMAT as their doodle for today.

Pierre de fermat, as titled above, is one of the greatest men who made the greatest discoveries and gave great attributions in both science and, most importantly, MATH.

The differentiation,of DY and DX we are learning today is actually all from this man’s brain.

Thanks to him, we are learning much more about CURVES,

TURNING POINTS, TANGENTS, and one of the topics in modern math, PROBABILITY.

P(A)+ P(B) = 1

that’s mr.pierre in his young ages

mr. pierre old.

calculus is eventually called as differentiation as well.

$ \begin{align} \left.\frac{dA}{d\epsilon}\right|_{\epsilon = 0} & = \int_{x_1}^{x_2} \left.\frac{dL}{d\epsilon}\right|_{\epsilon = 0} dx \\ & = \int_{x_1}^{x_2} \left(\frac{\partial L}{\partial f} \eta + \frac{\partial L}{\partial f'} \eta'\right)\, dx \\ & = \int_{x_1}^{x_2} \left(\frac{\partial L}{\partial f} \eta - \eta \frac{d}{dx}\frac{\partial L}{\partial f'} \right)\, dx + \left.\frac{\partial L}{\partial f'} \eta \right|_{x_1}^{x_2}\\ & = \int_{x_1}^{x_2} \eta \left(\frac{\partial L}{\partial f} - \frac{d}{dx}\frac{\partial L}{\partial f'} \right)\, dx \\ & = 0, \end{align} $

$f'(x) = \frac{df}{dx}, \,$

with various functions and applicable in daily life.

well then that wasn’t much a good thing i can take.

It’s easy to understand what the hell calculus is giving for us, but it is hard,,,,,,,,,,

to……

suck and take in whatever we know about calculus, and once i get to know, i tend to forget the other solving methods FOR OTHER CHAPTERS !!!

GAH why do i really have to work so hard in life? Do we really need to seize all opportunities,

well fuck yes.

We do!

That’s what meaning we had, as students in this cold and meaningless life. We can have really bad results and some might feel good about it and while some might feel bad and go nuts knowing the fact that they failed add maths.

Me for the record haven’t been passing add maths for the past… 3 exams. The fourth, and the last exam will be coming in the next 47 days,……… and well i will be spending a lot of time working out on the previous chapters and well this post was actually a dedication to PIERRE DE FERMAT.

yes i do believe that.

Sunday 14 August 2011

untitled

Guess it’s an untitled, for today.

So i was at gurney, with my gang of friends…which turned out to be quite fun.

Met up with yong fei, whom i havent been hanging out AGES ago.

beware, will be posting really silly photos of me, taken by, yongfei

take 2

what waz i thinking?

take 3

hmm better

kairou say nice …

i like this the most.

met up with

pheijuan

woeishin!

ziqin !

take 2 w/ yf’s nikon

and peihuaaah !

hooked up w/ my ladies

really liked that one, we took that at sakae sushi, felt really badd to try to cold cha soba, it’s ICE COLD, plus i ate wasabi without even noticing… and the egg albumen. whatever, just, dont’ order CHA SOBA because it sounds good or looks good in the menu