tadaaaa

 

The ever waiting holidays haz finally arrived. what do we do !?!

screaaaaam baby !

no .

what we are going to face is something BLUE.

something really

SAD

epic SAD

S-A-D

we should be running through meadows of green during the holidays and bathe in the afternoon sun and sink our feet in the beachy sands

but .

what the hell are we doing ?!

yess… all we can do now is cry !

Because we will be facing our year end exams in only a month !

YES EXACTLY A MONTH AND 4 WEEKS ON THE COUNT !

i dont get it why the hell we have to face it that early , which is the first year FORM 4 students have to take such an early year end test

OUR BOOKS MIGHT HAVE TO BE THICKER THAN THAT  FOR A SUBJECT !

it soon then opens, revealing a lot of INSIDES to memorize . and the hard hard questions required to solve in only limited time

 

a shot i took at my calculator

i just dont get it why the exam have to be brought on forward…

…

All i can do right now is to bury myself in isolation , and begin. to . study.

if i want a  bright future ahead with ever glowing happiness in college and my life with parties and a good portfolio

yes venetia wong, you have to work hard.

i dont have a great memory, nor knowledge like Nostradamus. But i know i can’t challenge fate, so that’s why i have to be as hardworking as an ant.

I am not lucky as my friends, i dont have the luck of a four leaf clover. I am not lucky, i dont depend on luck all i have to do is to depend on myself !

just like an ice cream, which doesn’t really melt. …

hmm .

whatever i m deciding on today is just for my future . Yes.

dear future venetia,

whatever you are doing right now is all because of the dumb 16 year old decision but i m very sure that you have a bright and convincing future ahead with lots of investments awaiting for you. You will have a great job with great colleagues and you can wear really expensive clothes and have a good husband with really cute kids and a matching dog !

X.