:)

i think i wanna marry you.

 

Bruno Mars

AMAGAWD

ooooo

what a silly title i dont even know how i came up with so many O’s

another boring post .

after a long rest

exam finally ended

but the all the shitz never end.

i cant end my stupid-but-still-need-to-be-on alarm clock on my iphone which is AANOYING

you know how shitty it was to set it on all the days in aweek unnoticingly for it to ring and ring on a perfect sunday morning

okay –.-

but nevermind

that doesn’t stop me from attending early tuition and need to have early baths which i hate.

i m into gifs lately.

oh nevermind !

check this video out if u r reading!

MOVIE MADE BY

VENETIAAHWONG

 

it’s a movie made by me !!!

HOPE YOU GUYS WILL LIKE IT !

RATE, LIKE OR COMMENT PLEASE

it took me only 2 days editing !

:))

BIG BANG IS AWESOME

i regretted for not getting to know them earlier because ever since i heard their uhm quite new song TONIGHT from their 4th album i began to stalk them

well, cyber-stalk them !

GDRAGON !!!! one of my favourite !

T.O.P

my another bb!

 

It’s mainly about BIGBANG , so for all bigbang fans

CLICK IT !

TILL THEN !

XXXXX

quake

judging from the title above, you will know what i m bout to say

not blogging for so long has been, well, idk.

a week ago, i saw the news about a 8.9 quake in Sendai, Japan, and i grieved over it because we are asians and just looking of it , from another city, from another country, and the fact that i m thousand miles away from the land of the rising sun, i pray.

i saw the TT on Twitter and most of them, MOST, except the annoying rebecca black, it’s about the nuclear thing at Fukushima tending to explode (now exploded), and how people are there praying for Japan.

For what we know is that Japan is one of the leading technology countries in the world, with its famous hiragana , katagana, the famous manga and cosplays, and for the intelligent minds and brains of the city, Tokyo.

With an unlucky and unfateful day, came the earthquake and the tsunami that washed away the buildings and making history rewriting and in change of the map layouts from Google Map, u can search for Sendai and look what a massive change it brought for the citizens of Japan.

I feel really sorry but what i can do now is to donate money for the Sendai Quake funds, through NGOs, and pray that they can overcome the obstacles to come, now the nuclear plant had exploded, fear of mutants and highly radioactive rays that are highly dangerous.

i pray for the better of Japan

before and after japan

(click)

i am a fan and a lover of the country itself. ever since i got myself onto comics or whatever i began to learn a bit more about Japan and their culture and i eventually fell in love with the people itself tho i’ve never and i’ve wish to go there myself to experience what it’s like to be chinese- japanese

while i m typing this blog post, i m wondering what are the people in japan doing?

Probably looking for their lost loved ones, or maybe crying over someone’s death, every minute counts, the rescue team are doing their best , not losing hope to find a soul out there, trapped beneath the layers of mud and trash. yes, they are working hard every single day .

that s why i m saluting the Unsung heroes.

heavy snow, after sendai quake march 16, 2011

I dont know why , we humans have to take all of this in, facing blackouts and one of the darkest moments of life.

Catastrophes, it’s like mother earth is calling us to stop.

sometimes i wonder alot, i even spent hours of long sleepless nights just to get myself an answer, yes we can have earth hour and all, but, is an hour, enough , to save the earth?

maybe, more people will be participating in this despite seeing how worse the situation of Japan is, and it will be another catastrophe, i dont know where, but i dont want to see anymore of things like that happening, not on you nor me.

not on anyone on this living earth.

stop the industries from manufacturing? leave all our 21st century technologies? when life is just like the prehistoric ages?

i dont think so

some people might do that, but some might wont do that.

how can we really make a change.

In my opinion, no matter how, or what kind of 3R thing u r doing, is not enough,

like for example, u stop plastic bags.

that’s good

but u started eco friendly bags,

u produce, u built up factories,

and what do factories do?

yes, they keep on producing , so we r using MORE electricity, generating MORE poweer, which is BAD , for the earth!

things never change

whatever is changing, will be the climate.,

maybe.

The Mayan prophecy, really is true

and,

maybe.

Nothing is going to stop it .

Like it or not.

i know

we r dying

Have u seen those natural disaster movies?

Knowing, 2012, The day after tomorrow.

Sun heat wave, water, icebergs from sky, hurricanes, or even massive quakes that can send us to death

What i m afraid of is that,

i still do believe in the future after 2012.

I wish i really can grow up, and find love get married and have a successful career with great pension, and died, peacefully.

Maybe the governments are, building large tanks just to put ALL of us in, to outer space, to Mars, a planet believing that humans can live in it.

It will be the the second Earth.

why are we here?

why are we breathing?

who,

brought all of us, here?

it’s a long question, with no doubtless answers.

what if we die,

will there be anything out there anymore?

or,

will the universe be just, that, silent?

what is the universe??

what if, we die

and nothing is left anymore

no more rainbows and butterflies.

no more music, without colours.

where would i be afterlife?

and, how do i die?

…

it’s just i dont know why am i typing all of this out

i wish

2012

wasnt true.

Please…

 

xx

 

 

 

 

翼

i remember the manga and anime i used to like ,

the OVA of the manga i used to wait like crazy for the release every week

and now everything is to remain as a memory

syaoran ; sakura

tsubasa reservoir chronicles

mokona, fai, kurogane

it’s a sad story about a princess who lost her memory, then she goes on this journey to find the feathers which is called TSUBASA in japanese, and 翼in chinese.

she might have forgotten syaoran, but their love never dies

the happy moments are equal as the sad moments

now the manga is completed, i can finally settle down to read

the OVA and sub OVAs are also out, yay !!

the songs of the OVA are great as the songs in the season 1 and 2.

Especially LAST FRUIT by Maaya Sakamoto!

i wont tell you what happened in the end

it’s all for you to discover yourself.

this manga is illustrated by CLAMP, who i believe that it’s not only a person but a group of mangaka (manga artist)

the story is mainly about fate, karma, and destiny yeah.

and the usual boys around a girl , story but , dont worry, sakura loves syaoran and so does syaoran

syaoran is so handsome !!

the story is actually a crossover from the manga

CARDCAPTOR SAKURA ; which has Li-Syaoran and Sakura

Tsubasa chronicles is like an- upgraded version of the tobecontinued love story.

i really like how CLAMP potrays the love between them

they are so kind and  ssweet to each other

protecting each other with their lives, and not asking anything in return

tha't’s how it ended?

Xx.

Pray ;

i kept praying.

wishing i could see your face again , right there, at the rightful spot with the perfect timing, with the perfect outfit , with the perfect tip-toed ballarina flats.

just like, 2 years ago.

was suddenly woken up at 2:44 am, knocked up and went for a DAYS COUNTER website to count, how many days had i loved you . many people done that, so why not me .

we hadnt been long , but the days i spent loving and thinking about you,

okay i dont want to make this disgusting

and for those who knew me, i m really sorry i still like him, very much after whatever he did to me, but if it wasnt me , things wouldnt ended up like, that.

it’s been

561  Days   -- or --   80  Weeks and  1  Days

since the day i started caring,

the day i started to like the most out of you

i dont want people who dont know me to think that i m an emo or something it’s just when life gets a little down, people tend to think of the things they lost and how much they wanted to have it back .

and i guess times like that are like, now.

when people say,

You have to open up your heart to make someone like you in return

Mine’s not open , thats one thing i know.

Because he is inside there.

轩

and i m waiting somehow.

i dont feel like, liking or, continue liking someone since ive already BEEN LIKING SOMEONE, for, that long

even i wasnt really surprised because.

just like, he said.

I knew i loved you before I met You.

somehow

i still believe that maybe

SOMEDAY, just SOMETHING. can make us talk, talk like there’s no tomorrow, telling him the regrets ive done hoping he would understand

God reunites those who love each other

i secretly hopes that he still felt the same way. but

i was too stupid to think THAT.

The blue sky could tumble down upon us

And the earth could even collapse

It doesn't matter, if you love me

To hell with the rest of the world

As long as love floods my mornings

As long as my body trembles beneath your hand

These problems don't matter

My love, since you love me

I would go to the end of the earth

I would dye my hair blonde

I would go take down the moon

I would steal a fortune

If you asked me to

I would disown my country

I would disown my friends

If you asked me to

People can laugh at me

I would do anything

If you asked me to


If one day life rips you from me

If you die though you may be far away from me

It doesn't matter, that you love me

Because, me, I will die too

We will have eternity to ourselves

In the great blue immensity

In the sky, there'll be no more problems

My love, do you think we're in love?

God reunites those who love each other

i guess ;

u only have him in your mind.

i will continue loving you, with no regrets.

i m really sorry i cant open anything now.

IloveYou.

STOICSME

Berusaha mencari unsur-unsur kehidupan atau dalam masyarakat bahagia.

Socrates?

idk

face issue .

It’s been days !!! since i last updated my last blog post.

ok. i will make it simple…

YE is great, i m working well with my team we created lots of tshirt keychains and wire shaped stars… we did almost nearly 50 each and yes, we had our sales just yesterday by achieving our target, rm200. we earned more than that, believe me ;)

Cross country run , i did good and i am glad i had people to run with me since i always did it with yeewon and yongfei who, transferred school and just before that i was intimidated to run but then, i did it, thanks to a bunch of all of them

ziyun, shaoen, renxian, sylvia, lifei, zoe, shuangyun ! thankyou !!

and now for the dance. we’ve been training last friday the song HUH, as our opening theme by 4MINUTE. with the help of zi en, ziyun’s little sister who is a GREAT DANCER! the dancers who wanted to join in increased a lot ! thankyou all ! i do hope we can work the best out of it !!

finally , my studies.

i’ve been trying hardd.

 

Hope everything goes well this week !!!

XXXX.