U COME IN WITH THE RAIN

This is a song by Taylor Swift.

A pretty good and charming title ey?

The weather these days are getting cooler,

FTW

(:

Raining heavily for the past 2 days.

In a weird way,

I always feel that my emotion wave changes with the weather

Whenever it’s shining,

U can bet i m always smiling

Whenever it’s cloudy

U can know that i m moody and not in the mood to laugh off.

Whenever it’s raining,

Oh for the love of god

Im sad.

When u see my updating posts,

I might be emo, insomnia or , just, really boring,

GUESS what mode m i now?

Hmm

12.50 am

Still early.

So might not be insomnia

Not BORED either.

I m emo.

Sudden emo ness,

Isit because of the rain?

Or isit ,

of Him again

The hims i mentioned here in my blog post,

will be him and only him

Already 6 months

But ,

Boy, he’s always in my mind.

The famous band,

OWL CITY,

wrote a song

called

VANILLA TWILIGHT

the touching song , that reminds him of his ex girlfriend.

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.
I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

So touching right?

I like the last part.

The way owl city composed his songs, in a mood that made me wanna hear it again and again

That’s what i m up to in the car.

Listening and listening, trying to bring myself into the mood , of VanillaTwilight.

That is the art of music, just like what Miley Cyrus said in her MILES TO GO, a book written bout her.

The first term exams are overrrrrrr

Now what’s left is to keep on studying till the second exam, comin rapidly at MAY 2ND.

FUCK.

==

GOOD LUCK TO ALL FORM 3 STUDENTS, FUCK THOSE SUBJECTS.

U CAN DO IT .

I think i can

Sleeping in class is also a habit as always.

WHAT CAN I DO ?

TARGET 101

DATE : 31ST MARCH TO 4TH APRIL

AIM: TO GET BACK TO THE OLD ME ME ME ME

[] NO MORE EMO

[] NO MORE INSOMNIA

[] NO MORE LATE NIGHT CALLS

[] WORK HARD ON MATHS

[] ALWAYS ALERT IN STUDIES

goooooood luck

xx.

It’s you came along and change everything .

SONG: CRAZIER, TAYLOR SWIFT, HANNAH MONTANA THE ALBUM

Grab a little Gucci bag,
And some Prada shoes.
Here, take my credit card,
They're all here to wait on you.
Jimmy Choo calls out your name,
D & G on every wall.
When you can't decide,
That's okay just buy them all.

I like flinging my hair all day and have a handful of money to spend on whatever you want.

Ignore all the crazy sales jam packed with people.

Walk proudly into branded stores, with eye catching outfits, angelic bags, and screaming shoes, ass kicking shades.

Ever since i read CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC, i begin to continue the following series and found , being a shopaholic, is a very gr8 thing to do.

Just think.

U can have great, unforgettable shopping sprees, EVERYDAY.

or

Whenever you want.

That’s a bonus.

The problem is ,I need money.

If i save rm2 per day. when can i get rm100000 to get all those branded stuff?

If i waste my time , thinking of ways to get those branded stuff, i wont be studying in PCGHS,

i will be going outside,

promoting myself , as a

GOLD CLASS PERSONAL SHOPPER.

Anyone out there needs a personal shopper?

Hmm,

let;’s see

I m only fifteen

Who trusts a 15 year old.

My mom doesn’t

*smirks

So why dont i just , follow how life goes.

But i dont want to follow how life takes me.

U grow up.

U listen to ur parents.

U listen to , stupid, character’building’ facts.

U learn bout , reading hard and scoring urself and get urself a scholarship.

Yes,

that’s useful. okay.

10++ years of hardwork in studies.

10++ years even HARDER work in working .

A lawyer?

A physician ?

GOD. PROFFESIONAL.

With all the money u earned.

That’s 20 years from now.

God.

i want to grow up so badly.

Someone pass me tinkerbell’s fairy dust.

Anyone?

Peter?

………Jane?

x)

Now i m having my exam period , yes, 2 days to go .

FTW (:

FREAK OUT SCREAM N SHOUT.

I got into a fight with some friends these few days.

I confessed to someone i like, to make me forget someone i like.

Pretty much of an update for you peeps , rite?

And it doesnt feel good.

My first confession got rejected and , now my heartbreak is already the student body’s joke.

IF.

I NEVER DID CONFESSED.

IF

I NEVER DID CALLED MY PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIP OFF.

IF.

I NEVER KNEW THESE 2 GUYS.

would life be better off without them ?

Maybe

But without them,

Without the first him,

I wont know how it feels to really like someone truly madly , deeply.

Without the second him,

I wont know how it feels to get rejected,

I reject,

I dont , get rejected.

That’s a pretty much bitchy thing to do.

I thought of killing myself,

when  i heard that this news got into Guy A’s ears and laughed his ass off on this stupid immature me who confesed then got rejected

But hey.

I m true to myself.

I m brave enough to confess to someone i like.

Yes,

in fact i like him

But i dont like him just like the way i like guy A.

Guy a ,

to me,

is … my hope and my dream

But to guy a,

i m just a ruin, filled with misery and no more life.

The light’s now faded away,

the previous warmth was washed away by the cold wind.

Now i can feel myself shivering by the pavement.

Thank god,

i see someone,

taking a cover for me ,

she covered it all around me.

Hugged me with her, skinny arms.

Let my tears shed down on her shoulder.

She dont mind that.

I was strucked when i found out,

the ones who are true to me nw had turned their backs on me

the ones i dont expect to give me shelter

actually gave me a helping hand

Now i will be hoping that everything will be alrite.

The hospital called,

I may have,

amnesia .

What was i saying ?

 

PEACE.

xx.

Pure torture ; No Hangouts =’(

YES, this is my usual outfit at home, with books.

AAnd siblings,

I keep waking up late like 10 in the morning, or worse 12.

If i wake up early, like 8 , normally ends up lying into bed right after i shower.

Yes, i hate holidays,

(WITH TESTS AFTER HOLIDAYS)

but,

i would love holidays , without tests, and , hangouts all the time,

I do wish i can drive , or have a boy friend of good buddy, to drive me to whenever i want.

LET’S SEE,

GURNEY

QUEENSBAY

PHUKET :)

:)

HONGKONG :D

Oh yeah, i haven’t updatefinish my hongkong posts yet

*smirks

*covers face

The fooood fair updateeeees

  

XIANJIN

  

DINO DINO DINO

 

 

 

See my toenails?

They are fading, due to time , and, ugh, i m talking rubbish.

just look at the bear

looks so adorable :D

AAAAND

MY SISTER BOUGHT HERSELF A SAMDSUNG CORBYYY :D

 

PINK PINK :)

 

 

 

 

 

HOW TO CREATE A MSG

 

 

THE GRAND PRIX SALE IS HEREEEEEEE

WENT TO FACE SHOP TODAY AND BOUGHT A WHOLE NAIL COLORS AT RM5.90 EACH.

I’VE been working hard these dayssss

tooh bad i cant go out,BUT

I MMA GOING TO THE LIBRARY TOMORROWWWWW

SO FUN RITE ?

;)

You knw you love me,

I know you care,

<3

xoxox.