It’s you came along and change everything .

SONG: CRAZIER, TAYLOR SWIFT, HANNAH MONTANA THE ALBUM

Grab a little Gucci bag,
And some Prada shoes.
Here, take my credit card,
They're all here to wait on you.
Jimmy Choo calls out your name,
D & G on every wall.
When you can't decide,
That's okay just buy them all.

I like flinging my hair all day and have a handful of money to spend on whatever you want.

Ignore all the crazy sales jam packed with people.

Walk proudly into branded stores, with eye catching outfits, angelic bags, and screaming shoes, ass kicking shades.

Ever since i read CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC, i begin to continue the following series and found , being a shopaholic, is a very gr8 thing to do.

Just think.

U can have great, unforgettable shopping sprees, EVERYDAY.

or

Whenever you want.

That’s a bonus.

The problem is ,I need money.

If i save rm2 per day. when can i get rm100000 to get all those branded stuff?

If i waste my time , thinking of ways to get those branded stuff, i wont be studying in PCGHS,

i will be going outside,

promoting myself , as a

GOLD CLASS PERSONAL SHOPPER.

Anyone out there needs a personal shopper?

Hmm,

let;’s see

I m only fifteen

Who trusts a 15 year old.

My mom doesn’t

*smirks

So why dont i just , follow how life goes.

But i dont want to follow how life takes me.

U grow up.

U listen to ur parents.

U listen to , stupid, character’building’ facts.

U learn bout , reading hard and scoring urself and get urself a scholarship.

Yes,

that’s useful. okay.

10++ years of hardwork in studies.

10++ years even HARDER work in working .

A lawyer?

A physician ?

GOD. PROFFESIONAL.

With all the money u earned.

That’s 20 years from now.

God.

i want to grow up so badly.

Someone pass me tinkerbell’s fairy dust.

Anyone?

Peter?

………Jane?

x)

Now i m having my exam period , yes, 2 days to go .

FTW (:

FREAK OUT SCREAM N SHOUT.

I got into a fight with some friends these few days.

I confessed to someone i like, to make me forget someone i like.

Pretty much of an update for you peeps , rite?

And it doesnt feel good.

My first confession got rejected and , now my heartbreak is already the student body’s joke.

IF.

I NEVER DID CONFESSED.

IF

I NEVER DID CALLED MY PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIP OFF.

IF.

I NEVER KNEW THESE 2 GUYS.

would life be better off without them ?

Maybe

But without them,

Without the first him,

I wont know how it feels to really like someone truly madly , deeply.

Without the second him,

I wont know how it feels to get rejected,

I reject,

I dont , get rejected.

That’s a pretty much bitchy thing to do.

I thought of killing myself,

when  i heard that this news got into Guy A’s ears and laughed his ass off on this stupid immature me who confesed then got rejected

But hey.

I m true to myself.

I m brave enough to confess to someone i like.

Yes,

in fact i like him

But i dont like him just like the way i like guy A.

Guy a ,

to me,

is … my hope and my dream

But to guy a,

i m just a ruin, filled with misery and no more life.

The light’s now faded away,

the previous warmth was washed away by the cold wind.

Now i can feel myself shivering by the pavement.

Thank god,

i see someone,

taking a cover for me ,

she covered it all around me.

Hugged me with her, skinny arms.

Let my tears shed down on her shoulder.

She dont mind that.

I was strucked when i found out,

the ones who are true to me nw had turned their backs on me

the ones i dont expect to give me shelter

actually gave me a helping hand

Now i will be hoping that everything will be alrite.

The hospital called,

I may have,

amnesia .

What was i saying ?

 

PEACE.

xx.