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Connection so slow in Twitter

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kevinwoo from u-kiss replied me ! :DDD

TAKE A BREAK

Okay i might have quoted this from kit kat, yes i’ve always been a fan of you !

but then, it’s chocolate that swept my feet away.

it’s been a week since PMR has finally take it’s end from our lives.

It’s like life’s greatest moments, what i mean is the experience sharing a great big hall of people, working and striving hard just to make themselves a pot of gold out of the blue.

I love the feeling of being tensed and stressed and the hard work that i’ve been through.

Yours truly have great confidence in herself, but then, for sometimes, i would still, doubt myself.

Everything changed, lately.

not after PMR phenomenon, just everything.

(i apologize for not blogging for the past few days)

My close friend, YF just left PCGHS for TENBY, yeah i know sucks right, now someone close to me left me.

I finally got my IPhone 3 …and 4…. as dreamt.

but i am trying to get myself, this

I mean i never thought of having it !

not even wide awake.

but now, it’s laying right beside me, with unread messages.

…

think of the covers i can get for my new baby

hello kitty is for sure

this looks cool!

malaysian flag sticker?

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juicyyy!

yes yes this also !

hahaha

:DDDD

too bad you can’t have small accesories on iPhone

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CASE #2

my mom who never really think out of the box, for example she’s a big fan of ESTEE LAUDER, and BOBBI BROWN,

finally got herself a whole new collection of . M.A.C

but the make-up noob , yours truly, still… doesn’t know how to make-up.

CASE #3

The thing is, surely everyone would say that AFTER PMR IS FUN

but i dont think so and i never thought so.

It’s boring like hell at home nor at school, so that makes my life even more boring.

I have nothing to do, trust me other than breathing, eating and sleeping i would be staring blank air. (halfway)

man, how i hope i really have, you know some,stuff to accomplish,

well i did enquire for classes like,

Gym, Foreign Language, Face sketching, DIY works, and … maybe goin back to harmonica solo.

But i’ve forgotten one.

That’s to leave the window and go outside.

i am tired of looking out .

I wanted to be OUTSIDE, i don’t want to be stuck inside.

But what can i do? i am just a 15 year old girl.

The definition of outside in every 12-15 year olds are.

GURNEY

QUEENSBAY

REDBOX

NEWAY

GSC

what more can you name?

o0o

It really pisses me off. i mean everytime hangout hangout, just makes u rot even more.

CASE #4

Call me geek, but i missed how it feels to work hard, again.

but that feeling will go off soon when i found something interesting, :)

CASE #5

FUTURE PLANS?

this sounds crazy but i’ve been really stressed up 100 times more than BEFORE PMR, i really am nerd and geek inside,

deep down, i am really afraid that i wont get 7-8 A’s

I will kill myself,

so this is sort of a pre-suicide note to whoever that reads this.

Tbh, i took this test and look forward for great results just to impress my mother, coz, i think she and my dad did a lot just to help me during the process…

Do i even need to work for RM5 per hour ?

Mom and dad would never agree on that, okay so cancel that.

the big question mark is,

what if i got less than my target?!?!?!

HOW WOULD I FACE MYSELF AND MY FRIENDS AND MY PARENTS.

I SERIOUSLY WORKED HARD AND I DONT WANT TO DISAPPOINT THE PEOPLE I LOVE.

i am also worried about no getting a . ---

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CASE #6

my new fav emotion!

:3

you can use it for almost every occasions.!!

like now !!!

I WANNA EAT THIS ! :3

I WANNA KISS HERRR ! :3

OMO HE SO HANDSOME :3

 

Okay i think that’s all today,

so readers this might make u feel that life after PMR for a ….15 year old, like me.

Isn’t

FUN.

:3

 

 

beats me.

X

 

Baby you can do no wrong

 

Two days left to aspiring fun!!

My little precious bear

Cheesy or not.

I wish to have a real talking bear.

Whom i can talk to about the dreams we both shared.

Whom can bring me closer to the stars.

Whom can tell me to keep on believing.

 

X.

SENSE OF WRITING

I felt like writing today.

I felt like telling the pieces which i’ve missed for the past few weeks.

Seems like my blog has been missing out a lot of this and that, so that’s why i am taking the initiative to write down whatever i am feeling right now.

It’s weird not being able to adapt my nocturnal life back, since it’s 12.32 in the morning now, just updated my desserted twitter… and checked a few of blogs, as you know i am currently the EXAM PERIOD and quite nervous and tight for these 2 weeeks.

God bless and i hope everything will go on really well, and with luck, fortunately i will be able to leave the exam hall with smiles.

There’s 2 more days left, and i will be as free as a bird !

Suddenly i felt that my world is already a step ahead, and not 2 steps back, i finally received the call from the editor, so that means more color to my holidays!

Plus, our school will be having field trips, for the 2 months for us, in school to prevent students getting rotten over gossip and too much chit chat about our nonchalant lives.

 

halloween will be just around the corner as soon as our PMR ends, and yes !

costume party,

Unfortunately my new home won’t be finishing that fast, my dad and my mom are planning to move by december?

so that means, housewarming on january.

my recent KPOP craves with some friends, has also decided to take dance lessons to coordinate the steps of our very fave from SHINee, LUCIFER.

yes, the dance is like so cool.

I will also continue my Harmonica lessons, since i already stopped 2 years ago. I hope it’s a decision that won’t make me regret, again…

See, i feel like everything is so planned fully ahead, and what i am going to do now is to fully prepare myself to endure the 2 days and yes, that’s it. i am all ready for the events !

I will be exercising regularly and taking some lessons, like foreign languages or any sketching or any artistic stuff, well, just to pamper myself more,

academic excellence is not the whole entire circle of the globe.

Then there’s this massive outing of me with yeewon and whole lot of other people to KL and GENTING just to have fun,

it doesn’t matter where you are going , it’s the people and the fun you will have throughout the journey.

It’s been a long time since i get to have a long distance trip with my beloved friends. i hope the trip goes well. you know, no more closed theme parks and … all the fun ruined.

No arguements , as well.

hopefully.

 

God Bless.

 

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