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Tuesday 19 October 2010

TAKE A BREAK

Okay i might have quoted this from kit kat, yes i’ve always been a fan of you !

but then, it’s chocolate that swept my feet away.

it’s been a week since PMR has finally take it’s end from our lives.

It’s like life’s greatest moments, what i mean is the experience sharing a great big hall of people, working and striving hard just to make themselves a pot of gold out of the blue.

I love the feeling of being tensed and stressed and the hard work that i’ve been through.

Yours truly have great confidence in herself, but then, for sometimes, i would still, doubt myself.

Everything changed, lately.

not after PMR phenomenon, just everything.

(i apologize for not blogging for the past few days)

My close friend, YF just left PCGHS for TENBY, yeah i know sucks right, now someone close to me left me.

I finally got my IPhone 3 …and 4…. as dreamt.

but i am trying to get myself, this

I mean i never thought of having it !

not even wide awake.

but now, it’s laying right beside me, with unread messages.

…

think of the covers i can get for my new baby

hello kitty is for sure

this looks cool!

malaysian flag sticker?

juicyyy!

yes yes this also !

hahaha

:DDDD

too bad you can’t have small accesories on iPhone

CASE #2

my mom who never really think out of the box, for example she’s a big fan of ESTEE LAUDER, and BOBBI BROWN,

finally got herself a whole new collection of . M.A.C

but the make-up noob , yours truly, still… doesn’t know how to make-up.

CASE #3

The thing is, surely everyone would say that AFTER PMR IS FUN

but i dont think so and i never thought so.

It’s boring like hell at home nor at school, so that makes my life even more boring.

I have nothing to do, trust me other than breathing, eating and sleeping i would be staring blank air. (halfway)

man, how i hope i really have, you know some,stuff to accomplish,

well i did enquire for classes like,

Gym, Foreign Language, Face sketching, DIY works, and … maybe goin back to harmonica solo.

But i’ve forgotten one.

That’s to leave the window and go outside.

i am tired of looking out .

I wanted to be OUTSIDE, i don’t want to be stuck inside.

But what can i do? i am just a 15 year old girl.

The definition of outside in every 12-15 year olds are.

GURNEY

QUEENSBAY

REDBOX

NEWAY

GSC

what more can you name?

o0o

It really pisses me off. i mean everytime hangout hangout, just makes u rot even more.

CASE #4

Call me geek, but i missed how it feels to work hard, again.

but that feeling will go off soon when i found something interesting, :)

CASE #5

FUTURE PLANS?

this sounds crazy but i’ve been really stressed up 100 times more than BEFORE PMR, i really am nerd and geek inside,

deep down, i am really afraid that i wont get 7-8 A’s

I will kill myself,

so this is sort of a pre-suicide note to whoever that reads this.

Tbh, i took this test and look forward for great results just to impress my mother, coz, i think she and my dad did a lot just to help me during the process…

Do i even need to work for RM5 per hour ?

Mom and dad would never agree on that, okay so cancel that.

the big question mark is,

what if i got less than my target?!?!?!

HOW WOULD I FACE MYSELF AND MY FRIENDS AND MY PARENTS.

I SERIOUSLY WORKED HARD AND I DONT WANT TO DISAPPOINT THE PEOPLE I LOVE.

i am also worried about no getting a . ---

CASE #6

my new fav emotion!

you can use it for almost every occasions.!!