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School has started

Minds have been wrecked

and my sleeping time has minimizedddddd ttm

everything is like this great big blur

I have been notified that I was in the 5 TH class, which is my target class last year. all my hard work paid off, for now Smile

and

I should be creating this new goal or something, since it’s already 2012

yes

the year

the

apocalypse

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

thank god the year 2011 ended because I pretty much am looking forward for what’s been stored in 2012 to unveil…… 2012 for me is much like a CHOICE card.

I have sooo many choices I wanna make. I will be thinking of LIFE

after

Graduation.

will it be like honey bees or , the end of the world?

1. graduation photo

2. graduation magazine

3. graduation night

4. revising. studying.

5. mid term

6. SPM trials which are consider. IMPORTANT

7. graduation day

8. crying

9. signing

10. SPM

11. drive.

12. Life after SPM

that’s pretty much the summarryyyy

and now for the HIGHLIGHTS of my life, almost, in 2011

I willsort of, miss you, 2011

2011 started off rough, like serious shit

went to ST ‘s house for housewarminggggg

aha my pose !

hiao pose

everything were so fine then

all of us

chilled at zoe’s , to prepare some SCHOOL FAIR stuff

tried out instagram that time

the saleee

all of us

S4F

S4F !!!

celebrated WY’S bdae

teehee

went GURNEY to see ANTHONY NEELY

it was crazy

then there’s the outing with yeewon qinling shuyee ahluar zoe

iPhone gang we call haa

fuck so fat my hand

tried out fruuuuzzzeeee

then the leo sushi makinggg

haaa fuck

yaaayy

then the INTERACT INSTALLATION

my hair yucks

YE first workshoppp

pimpled

audition time !

we never made it first time, theres another second audtion

H.U.H !!

haaa spot me

outing with amanda shun yee huay wei

short hair yuckssss

officially in the leo BOD

Smile

public relations director .

thanks for the votinggg mate !

friends friends friends on eewei’s iphonee

my awesome sweet 16th party

they wore pink yay

fat face

cake

thanks to all the photographers that day

thick lips omg

me and renxian

I love u mommy

shunyee my mei nnu

leo stuff

haaa singing that gone not so good

omg

KRS CAMP

hmm

hohoho with james’ guitar

so cutee

epic like this

rehearsals

haih my outfit that failed

dance rehearsals at FRESHBEAT STUDIO !

alice BBQ party

yay

love this much

met him

nick’s danbo with my iphone

finally YE SALES

met kuanting and many people

sales finished.

we worked so hard !

performance nightttt with us !

after the show

unforgettable night !!!!!

JAPAN YOUTH EXCHANGE AT PENANG

my poseeee

then RX BIRTHDAY PARTY

had fun

the kids so cutee

renningggg <33

gangbangg

leo installation !!!

xianjin bday partyyy

short hair that time so terrible

everything is a mess that time

but we all had FUN

thanks DUDE

shuyee

had fun

the 1malaysia charity ride thing

went.. great?

outing with them

spent countdown with them

lisaaa’s BBQ

ahahaha

then countdown at STRAITS n met tons of peoplee

but not that many pics

haa

godrik and yuenchi

rx and cynthiaaaaaaa

cynthia and mua

okay that’s enough photos of … 2011

now for the words to say before the credits roll.

PERSONALLY.

I think…

2011 had been some kind of ruff for me from the start . coz before that I was a FORM 3 student with nothin to worry about and… whatever the teachers said during FORM 3 that FORM4 isnt and WONT BE a honey moon year….. which seems damn true to me. so to all readers out there that IS FORM 4 this year, please do arrange your time and don’t waste your precious 365 days of a year. Because there will be a lot u will be facing and a lot harder, than . PMR. lolololol coz what we are targeting isnt PMR. it’s

SPM.

not . PMR.

So whatever you got in PMR wont affect your lives, you will be surprised that the person who doesn’t score STRAIGHT A’s can actually get better results than u in FORM 4. it’s everything bout theory and much more writing, memorising, and….. more suffocating./

So please, as a passerby I would wanna advice u strongly on that. I thank god that I did not play that much and I did went to lots of tuitions and did lots of exercises/// and scored well in my last term

Smile

another thing bout 2011 is………… hmm time.

I am so fucking busy like 123456 seriously busy. First, will be YE. and , the school concert and lots of activities for KRS, my sweet sixteen, and exams.

So I only have SOOOOO little time for myself and I did not really have the time to do the guilty pleasures I usually do, so I ……

was quite an EMO and fucked up person who doesn’t have time to pamper myself.

I slept soooo little. and I don’t even enjoyed KOREAN DRAMAs or MANGA’s or ANIMES or novels… the way I do BEFORE. I don’t even get the time to spend full time on my blog. u can notice only A FEW of long posts of blog during 2011 except a few special ones *

2011 gave me some pressure , on HAIR.

I know im in ,,,, a leading girls school in PENANG which I should be proud of and I should appreciate with the things and facilities my school provide *sulk

oh well. I remembered how the discipline system was so , fricking scary and I was…. forced to cut my hair SHORT. seriously SHORT for the desperate 3 months….. and the school concert literally SAVED me. coz thanks to that I have long hair for the past 5 months *happy

2011 also added a lot of creepy stuff for me.

I watched PANAROMAL activity with my friends … without closing my eyes, thanks to denzel and pehkhim and a few other people

thanks to my NEW home in BREZZA, im so thankful that our family had gotten so much closer than before. we had this round and big dining table so that the 5 of us can sit down happily and can have dinner and talk for hours…. we also have MORE time to spend after school or after work when we can go to some cool cheap eats around tg tokong…

and even eat DAORAE a lot.

haa

2011 made me went to HARD ROCK as well

helllloooooo

and also met BEARBRICK

chinloon’s favourite.

plus2011 GAVE ME THE

PERFECT

PINK

GIRLY

ROOOOOOOOOM

and zeh perfect shopping spree

but there are also EMO moments during 2011……

there arent really any FIGHTS with friends… just people that I shouldn’t have met and if given a chance I wouldn’t want to meet them either.

that particular person , thank god I wasn’t really affiliated with him and thank god I wasn’t being WITH . him

u suck and u still suck in the future hola and if u think that u are the person im talkin about then u r just too perasan

anyway, we all had our high and low tides, we just have to overcome the barriers and eventually…….. cure yourself of just heal urself somehow….

I don’t guarantee full cure on whatever scars you have but just give urself a little push. no matter what . don’t motivate urself to get better just because ITS NEW YEAR … a lot of people just simply make some STUPID n POINTLESS new years resolutions and forget about the things that are way much important and haz to be fixed all the time.

We make resolutions. and HOW MANY DID WE REALLY FULLFILED? I mean seriously ask yourself.

1. TRAVEL THE WORLD?!

what about. 1. travel in ur own mind

and try to mend the broken pieces within that KEEP u from moving on.