A letter to superstars

I love you baby,

i miss you baby,

my life is incomplete,

without you girl

yes yes yes that is my, new obsession towards the, famous yet to be discovered korean boy band,

many of you might heard of the U-KISS band !

 

yes yes yes the dream team ALEXANDER(leader) who speaks fluent cantonese and knows chinese !

 

the SS501 twin brother KI BUM,

the cute cute cute member who looks like Ariel from Little Mermaid, KEVIN,

the america-borned ELI with good english

and SooHyun and Kiseop and and the very very cuteee

MAKNAE- SHIN.DONG.HO !

in case those who are 0 intelligence in KPop,

MAKNAE means the smallest,

SNSD has Seohyun as the MAKNAE,

and 2PM has ChanSung as the MAKNAE,

U-kiss haaaaaz DONGHO !!

now would be their,

2nd annviersary !!

:DDD

*scream

it’s holiday atmosphere in the airrrrr

*dingdingding

After the holidays i will be facing the scary and the amazing

PMR

hahahaha it’s quite an amazing mission for every form 3 student,

so i must study more and less of kpop which is so breathtaking,

i finally find Youtube a magical world for me to stalk celebrities, well not exactly stalking but to know at least what are they doing in reality shows, and how do hey react to certain circumstances.

nyehehehehhehehehe

their song is really amazing, after loving shinee i started to love kpop more and more more more

haha

i already started sitting in front of the tv, tuning on to ASTRO CHANNEL 303 KBS WORLD just to scream over for the 4 minute performance or music video.

i know it' sounds lame,

but we are just fans, all we can do is to support them and try to find the easiest way to get their signature or try to take a picture with them.

My wish is to get to Seoul as fast as possible, too bad HongKong doenst have HPOP or something

-.-

I would like to have Jonghyun’s signature firstt ! and then

followed by Key and U-KISS, hahaha

SNSD’s would be great as well. Loving Kpop made me feel more about- how improved other country’s entertainment industry is,

i mean the way they train the celebs and creating KPOP and establishing more and more coverage of the world to acknowledge the existance of KPOP, you can see each each band would stand a chance to perform on the biggest events in korea,

and what more about dramas? they can do anything once you are in KPOP, whatever you wanna be,

your childhood dreams of being a superstar, will come true , of course you will shine brightly,

wear pretty clothes, having cool music videos that keeps fans watching over and over again, and having the envious features nobody can have!

The other thing i realize is that,

we are just as small as a green bean, of course i don’t need to brag myself being their number one fan or what because some other red haired or brown eyed girl out there in EVERY corner in the world would say the same thing

being their BIGGEST NO.1 FAN,

so what, i might have said that but would i sacrifice my sleeping time just to wait outside in the cold cold night, just to get it for the 3 hour concert or shorter?

would i sacrifice myself to feel the chilling night, it’s Malaysia, so the seasons doesn’t count, but in Korea or maybe the states they have autumn and winter, and summer and spring,

makes you hot and all sweaty, how are you suppose to face your beloved superstars?

eventhough you tried really hard to get their attention, attending to every single performance of them, always buying their EPS, SINGLES, MINI ALBUMS, WHATEVER ALBUM or any fucking merchandise…

would they even care to know?

maybe you would write them lots of letters, or any really cool gifts, would they even know you and come to find you just to say thankyou?

i dont blame the celebs not doing so, because they are really superstars so they might have tons of fans wishing that they would stop by your doorstep to give you a SURPRISE VISIT,

there might be some, but i tell you, NEGATIVE ONE IN A MILLION

and would you be THAT friggin lucky?

no, so that’s why i should be involved less in this field, being a fan of those hard to reach, hard to get superstars.

This is not an emo post, i hope you are really reading this and try to absorb what i am talking now.

It’s not telling you to hate superstars, is that, sometimes we should really think it over again,

we are their power or what blah, some are, well, i am sorry, bullshit.

they really are, dont be so devoted to those god like superstars,

all you have to do is to put on all your effort on the things that truly matters,

the things that give u realistic happiness,

the things that can bring you joy in the future, or even forever.

Superstars might grow old in the future,

but your dreams are stilll inside shining brighter than ever,

so,

what are THEY to you ?

There are lots of stories of normal down to earth girls having a superb relationship with a snobbish superstar,

okay that is interesting, but, would that ever happen to you??

stop dreaming and grow a backbone,

they would never notice a fan like you, maybe some but just ONE POINT ONE PERCENTTTT !!!

Being human isn’t easy, we will love something,

i feel weird whenever i would hate something once i get too heart shaped in it,

so …

this question never gets an asnwer.

this decision never gets an agreement.