:D

THIS IS INCREDIBLY LATE but i really am lazy to update

i should really post this when it’s 23rd .

SORRY !

BUT NOW

HERE ARE THE PICTURESSS

:)

OKAY ignore my face, just see how happy the smiles are.

YUSH

I GOT

8

A’S

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I m not that hyper as the day i knew i got straight A’s

BUT !

I really am fortunate and blessed to get what i aimed for

 

I have no regrets since my hard work paid off pretty well.

I worked hard for the past 6 months and this is what i got .

Thank you god , and arahant and my parents and my friends and family.

i love you and this is part of the ways i repay you.

:)

so now i’m gonna show you pictures BEFORE PMR

this is how i motivate myself by looking through my UPSR .

and

what i wrote on january 2010 .

and , before PMR FIRST DAY , notes written at 2 in the morning

只要不断气，就别放弃。

spot JUNHYUNG !

:D

:D

he’s part of my inspiration

and the pre pmr result day tension notes.

 

 

okay very perasan i know

D:

and what do i know

the law of attraction actually works!

(Y)

and now i do feel more confident to do well in the future

i mean form4 might be a turning point for all 15 year olds and i dont know what would i be next year and what will i feel and how people will think about me .

I dont know what friends i will make and how … okay i think too much

but i do promise myself that i will make form 4 the best out of it .

X.

and

i went kl, 2 days ago

and , celebrated Xmas eve and Xmas with a bunch of sampat people

it’s different from last year and the last last year and … you know how the list goes on.

here are the pictures

our so call sohai family

:)

darius, timothy, kaiweng, april, anna, frank, me and joseph

we are doin  the ahngeow pose (someone i detest and i m sure they do too )

me and ANNA

:D

again, her name reappeared (A)

 

frank, anna’s lil brotha

awh, kaiweng BB

:DDD

he’s one of the people that you will burst out laughing when you see them

:D

(Y) applause goes to KAIWENG

hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahhahahahahahaha

bgm : mosquito

timothy tan soon lee

haha

SS guys.

he has this little collection which he calls a museum of his SS ness.

look below to know why

his face is like the same

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

unfortunately he deleted most of his camwhore pics from my canon :(

   

 

thankyou darius for these kaiweng collection

:)

he looked so cute

:3

i’ve been to kl for like 3 times for this month, so i hope i can go more in the future

good description yes

(Y)

looking forward to next sohai moments next year

 

 

X.

FEAR.

Yes,

fear is the only thing that can define whatever i m feeling now .

like, right now

i’ve been having anxiety for the past few weeks and now , still currently suffering from it.

It’s winter solstice for the past few days and i’ve been hanging out with my grandmother the whole day, and i usually feel bored but now i actually feel i love hanging out with her.

i learnt a lot these 2 days, i learnt how to even make , the dough itself and the materialss.

i didnt take much pictures.

but my words can show how much i love it there.

 

IT’S BLUR

but it’s proof i took tang yuan

:)

冬至吃汤圆，家人大团圆。

that’s what they said on the radio.

AND

TOMORROW

WILL

BE

JUDGEMENT DAY

OMG

OMG

I aim for 7 but eventually got chickened out and aimed for , 6.

6/8

good ?

bad?

so so ?

idk

it’s all up to you

But i know where my standard is,

i know how much effort i’ve put in .

so.

it’s up to god to give me what i should get in 12 hours time

i would be facing like one of life’s hardest times

every single 15 year old who’s taking PMR would have the same anxiety i m having

HOW MANY ARE THERE OUT THERE.

god

i m freaking out now .

like everywhere

tumblr, blogger, msn, twitter, facebook.

everyone’s talking bout it

.

but i really want to sleep early.

but i cant

i need something

to cool me down

and i dont knw wht the fuck it is

 

 

GOOD LUCK TO YOU IF U R

READING THIS!!!

:D

 

 

 

 

x.

 

 

 

ps. i want 7a’s.

imnotgreedy

原来

原来女孩可以梦。

原来童话里有的是王子。

晚上看的是偶像剧。

相信我会是你幸福的句号。

原来我们可以相恋。

当初的甜原来是我悲剧的写照。

该说的都不该说了。

原来我们不能相恋。

晚上看的是手机，是否有你的来电。

原来我改变了习惯，

原来我开始想念你的声音。

咖啡也成了我呃精神良伴。

星星，不再像我眨眼睛。

谁可以告诉我，原来——

原来女孩可以的就是梦。

原来只有童话里才有王子。

玻璃鞋不存在。

原来，我不是你幸福的句号。

原来，

我们不能相恋。

 

 

Jealousy

I hate the feeling of being jealous

But i am now expressing myself at a public viewable blog to tell every single readers out there that i m terribly, utterly, horribly, hopelessly jealous.

I haven’t been seeing you for like months, maybe .

But , i wont deny that i do cyber stalk you which is creepy every night. but i wont report here what the hell are you doing behind my back and i know you don’t read here, and you won’t be . so .

._.

it’s okay for me to write it here. i am really sorry to make this long but i have to say it here. i hate her.

i hate her being so close with you

i may have try to shut all my emotions and feelings for you OFF, but i can’t . i tried by shutting down my social networks, trying to stay out of civilization. it worked, like yeah

but .

… it didnt now. the scary thing bout social networks are, once you cling on them, you wont get rid of them, unless you get a plastic surgery. okay . that sucks. but what sucks even more is you . oh , or is it me . i tried lots of ways, i dont know to get rid of you.

but whenever i succeed doing so. you do something , that gives and leaves an impression to me. and nonetheless , i dont , hate it. i dont like it but i dont hate it .

because of her, and you

you wont believe what i’ve been through for this week.

I should keep myself busy but why God keep having me here in my room and in front of my laptop, being bored and lifeless. but whenever, i m not in front of my laptop, i would be on my iPhone, looking and stalking, again? Okay, and when i was without iPhone, i would be spending time locking my eyes on Biology, Sejarah okay, maximum 1 hour.

The rest.

you,

again

.

Yes you.

She has, long hair.

i have short hair (sucks)

She has, fair skin

mine’s mixed , idk, all types of color on single tone (sucks)

She , has bracess, but taking them off soon, MAYBE without braces now.

I havent been calling my dentist (goodjob)

She , has a DSLR

i have one, 12.1 canon, digital , not SLR (sucks even more)

She loves to camwhore and goes every places with her DSLR

i never have a habit of , camwhoring THAT much (good, for some reasons)

She, loves spamming her walls.

I hated it, all the good stuff left behind.

She , goes dancing

I only know a few . but , still not the complete song

She, is somehow , korean –ish with small eyes

i love korean , i hate being chinese (loser)

She , haz a smart phone

OK, i have an iPhone, ;) (win . )

She speaks english, fluently.

Hell yeah i know too (bonus)

She sings like a pig

Mine’s awesome (bonus star)

She never sing to you

Ok i did, once .

She never go running with you

Racing ;)

She , goes to your house to hang out

Failed :(

She takes picture with you

Like i said i never had the habit , so (epic lost)

 

I think i will end it here and obviously you know, who wins.

i went singing with my friends today , to make myself occupied and i really miss the feeling of holding a mic and sing those awfully sad songs. i would like to go for a second round, like alone but that would totally suck coz the waiter would come in a lot of times asking how many people would there be in the room and what should i say? 1? okay that would be embarassing coz that would make me sound and obviously look like a loner.

The habit of staying late at night again , repeated again the very moment i m typing this post. i m also flooding my eyes with tons of chick flicks, again

I dont want to make this post sound like a , desperado . but .

i really am ,

i dont know

i m not normal

I want to be normal

Maybe.

Tomorrow

will

be

a better day

.

it will right?

 

 

 

.

X.

 

 

 

 

 

EPICO

Okay picture time.

Picture credits to April Tho a new friend of mine from KL.

great i actually have friends from KL

and Ipoh, Johor, and all the way to Melbourne

just saying.

PICTURES OF MY 4 DAY KL TRIP

 

me and my little brother at my aunt’s house

at KK

 

mommy :)

 

spot my auntie and Elyne Tan :))))

 

 

Pavillion !

 

 

I look geli here.

omg

 

 

group photo

It’s amazing there

SO NICE !

POINSETTA :DDD

i REALLY LOVE THIS PICTURE :)

 

ELYNE IS HEAVYYYY

>;(

 

I WILL URELY BUY SOMETHING FROM THERE NEXT YEAR

NEXT DAY AT TIMES SQUARE !

what i m wearing

Visited Times Square, Fahrenheit 88’s UNIQLO!

I’ve been really excited being there the 2nd time

since i’ve seen the news in the magazines

TOKYO TO KL.

but it’s being winter season so.

all the clothes there are like jackets and shawls

:(

and OF COURSE

MY STAR COLLECTION

in 5TH FLOOR OR TS.

KOREAN MERCHANDISES

heaven to me.

Bought badges of B2ST and their FILES

<333

F.O.S in KL is WAAAY BETTER THAN PENANG

 

MR BEAN CARRR

Sunway Pyramid

IS

THE

BEST.

OUTING WITH LEOS.

Karaoke Session

they were like really high back there.

SPOT B2ST T SHIRT

i got one from Pavillion Speedy at only RM 30 , i was actually expecting it to be RM 120 oh well.

ROCK ON !!!

I LOVE KL.

#one of the reasons why

BACK TO KARAOKE

DARIUS

also a big fan of KPOP

and

BEAST <3

idk why i like this picture.

that is

ANNA LOOI, APRIL, ASHLEY

i love anna :D

She’s like one of the friendliest people you wil ever meet.

She hugged me once she saw me coming in

HOW HAPPY IS THIS

IDK WHY ANNA PUT THIS AS HER PROFILE PICTURE.

KarYen another crazy guy

the crowd

gee- snsd

sorry sorry- samtet leo

haha ericcc

SPOT ANNA, ME , LESTER

MY POSE MY POSE

Totally photo of the day

ME AND APRIL

NAH NAH

wah anna and lester

i took this hahahaha

so cute

haha

 

haha

i dk what is jakun but his face looks like one

another one

another Beast fan

I washed my t shirt so i didnt wear one .

 

they were trying to imitate….

HAHAHA

EPIC FAIL

Sooner i got back :(

SO . end of story

here are the uncontinued Mad Parade pics

;)

with my seniors

with DC ALAN THOO and LION ONG :)

i lvoe that guy

IKR?

haha

LOVE YOU ALL :)

PHAIL?

ikr

RAWR

with little MJ

 

X.

Ihatepenang .

:(