mid-summer wear

Another post about summer outfits by H&M’s latest collection :

OUTFIT #1

Sleeveless top with print

RM 39.90

+

sturdy stretch skirt

RM 59.90

+

Accessory

RM 79.90

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platform shoes with a wedge

RM 119.90

+

clutch bag

RM 79.90

+

2 pack bracelet

RM 19.90

OUTFIT #2

Short sleeveless crop top

RM 12.90

+

jersey skirt

RM 59.90

+

ballet pumps

RM 79.90

+

tribal print messenger

RM 79.90

+

5 pack bracelet

RM 27.90

 

OUTFIT #3

 

sleeveless chiffon blouse

RM 79.90

+

worn denim shorts

RM 99.90

+

crinkle scarf

RM 24.90

+

sneakers

RM 59.90

+

shoulder bag

RM 79.90

 

OUTFIT #4

sleeveless flannel shirt

RM 79.90

+

denim waistcoat

RM 129.90

+

short twill shorts

RM 79.90

+

shades

RM 27.90

+

shoulder tribal printed bag

RM 79.90

*good storage

+

loafers

RM 59.90

 

OUTFIT #5

jersey top with lace

RM 39.90

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skinny low ankle jeans

RM 129.90

+

necklace

RM 12.90

+

good old fashioned suede loafers

RM 99.90

+

fringed bag

RM 99.90

 

 

 

Birthday Post

After 17 years I embarked my journey on earth… I hereby turned 18 on yesterday night…

which was unexpectingly- not amazing because the minute I realized when you turn 18, which means, you sort of added an amount full of responsibilities on ur own hands.

I loved PINK.

that is why this post will be posted in pink texts.

Wow, the minute you thought about an 18th birthday you might be thinking of having a slice of cake and celebrating it with a simple or grand birthday dinner with the presence of your loved ones by your side and all… But I will be picturing it with confetti and lots of sparkle.. which is what I always looked forward to in every birthday which no one ever… planned it that way.

That doesn’t mean I did not enjoyed much about yesterday because I wasn’t that THRILLED of turning 18. This year had made me realized a lot as I had so much time to think at home and I read a lot of books and heard a lot of stories told by diff authors.. and I watched so many movies that can make me name every single one by hearing a catch phrase of them… which is why I was so easily disappointed at the things and how simple they are compared to the books and movies I had read and watched

My friends came over for a surprise… but 4 of them were unable to make it because my birthday was actually on FATHERS DAY and they had transport problems or they just have to spend fathers day w/ their family. I don’t blame them actually I just felt empty when we arent as a whole gang together..

Anywaysss…. we managed to have fun. The cake was nice . at least.

courtesy to instagram made me easier to post photos in my blog

<3

cinpein : shuyee : carmen

they were fine and sweet to at least came and spend the last few hours of my birthday…

huaywei

who was busy after working like crazy at school with some sports day stuff.

Thankyou, after for being sad a lil while I realized that the heart is what that matters the most…. I am thankful for what they had done, for me.

Tho there arent cards like what they did last year but , I knew they will be there for me.

Big heart to all those who had wished me on facebook and special shoutout to

SYLVIA who wished me exactly on time <3

and

ZIYUN who gave me a starbucks bottle <3

Melissa who bought me H&M sneakers <3

then

finally

will be my parents who never missed buying a cake for me, tho we didn’t celebrate it this year together.

I actually wanted a thing so badly this year. and it will be the word

T O G E T H E R

 

which I hardly felt enough this year because probably everyone is busy with their own stuff and life has been hard for every single one of us, so I made a little wish that I hope the ones I loved and treasured might be happy and we can stay together as much as possible

because

Life is too short to be unhappy.

thank you ROXY for the gift vouchers for my birthday <3

We celebrated it at STARBUCKS DRIVE THRU which was a pretty good experience and the staff even treated me a free drink + free spaghetti

thank youuuuu

<3

I cant feel anymore blessed

I appreciate all of you

<3

Someday we will be looking at this picture and wanted to spend that time with each other again, and yes that’s what I want to conclude in this post is that once I turned 18 yesterday..

candid by cinpein*

I DON’T FEEL GREAT.

I don’t feel so happy or mighty that I am 18 I just felt that I had lesser friends compared to the years before but what matters is that, these people stuck on to me after they found out all my flaws and all, they were still there, making an effort to celebrate with me,

 

Birthdays are just like any other ordinary day I mean everyday every person out there are having their birthday going on, I don’t need any fancy dinner or some fancy dress,all I want, is to be together with my loved ones.

Sooner or later I will be turning 19 and 20 or what…. I guess I just wanted to be happy, to be a more easily contented person without all those negative thoughts.

God bless

x.

 

 

typical-norm

Typical… according to some online dictionary is…

1. being or serving as a representative example of a particular type; characteristic the painting is a typical Rembrandt

2. considered to be an example of some undesirable trait that is typical of you!

3. of or relating to a representative specimen or type

4. conforming to a type

Which sort of what I am feeling right now. I am not trying to express an E M O side of me now because I never liked EMO or bein EMO. It just sucks up all the happiness within you.

I am now listening to Daniel Powter’s BAD DAY with a hot cup of Nescafe… well that sort of cures.. part of it.

I received an email from Taylors saying that I didn’t make it for their interview thru online application… which I wishful-thinking thought that I could have that one way ticket approaching my dream college/uni.

 

The thing of feeling TYPICAL right now is that I am just the same like the other population of people out there. I felt so… normal. Out of all my applications I applied for SO MANY…. NOTHING CAME UP. It’s just because I am too plain. Like the scene from the movie 21, where the interviewer told Jimmy that he had nothing that JUMPS OUT OF THE PAGE, that’s when he tried counting cards and got accepted in Harvard Med… well that’s a given

I wont be able to count cards since I am a TYPICAL somebody… in a small island, having the same thoughts like every single person which are typical like me. Wishing to run away from all of this every day routines. Listening to the same songs when we are emo..whatever. I just. feel so useless nowadays.

dreams … my dreams are probably typical as well. It’s that the more I get to know the fun stuff and the greatness of the people out there, the more stupid I felt. Because sometimes it takes luck to achieve something you always wanted. and  your good will may guide you but there arent guarantees that all hard work might pay off.

I wanted to fly. All I ever wanted is to fly ! but- I just felt deflated when I got rejected. And why some other people can do it but not me ?

Maybe I do have to work hard . in order to achieve something greater. Yes.. I will try my best. Again and again. That’s who I am . I don’t get easily defeated….. we are just like all typical people out there, working hard.

Striving

and maybe

yes

and maybe

SOMEDAY/

JUST

SOMEDAY !

WE might find ourselves the way out of our TYPICAL lives. Fixing ourselves with the broken parts and joined them all together…. to become a greater person day by day.

I don’t believe in destiny. I just don’t.

You just have to make them your own, thank you Blair Waldorf.

You made my day.

Even if you have to deal with the same boring things everyday… you just…. have to be strong and hold on. Believing that. someday , that turning point will come and . You just have to achieve it on your own way !

I don’t like those stuck up rich kids who just go to whatever typical rich kid college/uni that their parents made them to go, I just don’t like it that way. I never wanted my parents to choose my destination, I made research myself. I made all the surveys and plan my own road. To the journey. To my perfect destination.

What I am planning now, is still in the midst. But I will try, so to all the typical people out there ~

don’t have your life in B/W !

TRY YOUR BEST !!!!

WORK IT OUT

make every day count – Jack Dawson

don’t blame on your life.

Blame on what you make out of it.

somedays you just compare yourself with other people but , it’s okay but just don’t take it too seriously because. THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LIVES, and their own WAYS OF LIVING THEIR LIVES, your life is way different than theirs. Their life principles might not be the same as yours, and their living conditions, you just never know. So whatever you are comparing, just stop.

I don’t like to see people boasting or showing off how great their life is. Their money they are using now aren’t their own it’s the hard work of their parents so I have nothing to be envious about, I will be envy of those young entrepreneurs that established a brand name with everyone is wearing, yes I am envious of that. I am also happy for them, being TYPICAL having TYPICAL DREAMS n become someone way more that typical .

They came out of their TYPICAL bubble and boost themselves into someone they wanted to be.

we may have typical dreams

but .

in a way

that makes us

what we are

.

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