The rest of my time

Some incident happened early this morning. I groaned as I was woken up by the pulling of my leg by my dad telling me to wake up and freshen up…..

I mean hey give me a break it’s just the 2nd day I enjoyed for not going to work…

But for the sake of my own future I endured every single tinge of sleepiness from myself …. I made my way to DISTED this early morning and what I can know is.

I m def- disappointed in their own system. I wont talk anymore of it since some of them might include names I wouldn’t want to post here, for the sake of P&C… I just wont tell it here. But to any DISTED people reading this post please do not hold any grudge as what I am saying is from my own point of view.

I just felt that such a distinctive college shouldn’t just provide service that little, since the DEANs are representing your own college, why don’t you just, show more of your assuring side to customers like us…. that your college provides wholesome service. And not this stupid and tea-spoon of quality?!

Sigh*

What I can say is. I would pay my time , not sitting in your office and be stumbled  by your mighty-ness.

X

Passion Pit

Im sorry to be writin of something way off the topic as it is CNY, but still I wanted to voice out my opinions about what I think about generation these days.

Everything seems so window-opened like just everyone is so tech savvy and they can know about everyone so much within their Facebook yet, without even seein them in real person or having a real conversation. Picture yourself talkin with ur peeps and suddenly your friend goes like : this A is really pretty.

Your other friend replies her sayin: Yeah I know I saw her on facebook. Your friend says about the pretty girl A’s recent activities as if she really experienced or witnessed the pretty girl’s outing but actually your friend only saw it in her BLOG or FB, or TWITTER. see .

What am I living in a world so cubicle-ly sized as if you can get hold of every person’s lives of knowing them so much but- you have never spoken to them , even once. Not even once !

Are we human, or are we dancers in the dark? So eager to know about each other’s lives as we only live without noticing our lives. Without even knowin who we are .

I have noticed a lot of teenagers only knew idolizing and copying styles of famous bloggers or whatever popstar they see on some magazine. They get every style and wear them out during hangouts or even checked up on the latest trends only WORE BY superstars and celebs, but not styles THEY THINK IT’S NICE.

Perspective is really important but to me SELF- PERSPECTIVE will be considered as the most vital thing to be who you are.

To me, it is good to admire something and remember it as a guidance or sample to produce something better BY UR OWN, but not following something so bluntly and projecting it so similar that it sucks.

I don’t care if you think this post is irrelevant to your so called principles but I am really saying what I mean and what I think people should change about themselves.

They wear what they think THE OTHERS IMPRESS and not what they think it impresses themselves. They dress to impress. That’s something I AGREE, but they didn’t dress accordin to their own style. Whether or not they don’t know how to dress , but still most of them just wanted to be part of the Swagger team.

Typical to see, people now in mall, wearing TOPSHOP, and BIRKENSTOCK and FITFLOP. I do wear them but the thing is still, all of them are so self-concious and they only wear these three brands. What happen to style? This isn’t called STYLE anymore, this is called photocopying.

Turn to the left, some girl spazzin with her friends about her new FITFLOP and turn to your left, you see typical guys with caps and tribal prints and birkenstock.

I mean seriously.

Then they go and look down on people who doesn’t wear, FITFLOP, BIRKEN, TOPSHOP, TOPMAN. seriously??!?!?

Here goes another typical teenagers now, they follow all those blogger’s lifestyle, thinking that money grows on trees and keep chasing trends and catching up with friends and what they neglect now is self discipline and dignity and respect.

Respect to their parents are lost. What are parents to them? some tool to give them money, some tool to send them to malls and transport to anywhere they wanna be to be part of the Swagger team.

Im sorry if some of you might think I am insulting or what but still

C H A N G E  !!!!!

Ignore WHO WHO WHO is wearing STUDS, so what?! WEAR ON YOUR OWN WILL .

DRESS TO YOUR OWN WILL.

Who says those who arent wearing STUDS, TOPSHOP, H&M, TOPMAN , FITFLOP, BIRKENSTOCK are suckers who don’t know any style.

NO

U R THE BIG IDIOT,

THE COPYCAT .

what about vintage? what about harajuku.

are they idiots as well?

I don’t care what they think about me and I don’t even give a fuck on how you judge me with your possies.

Just, hey, get a straw and suck all of it in .

I wonder is it because of the sophisticated technology that caused those idiotic teens to act like that, but on second thought. I don’t blame technology.

I blame their stupid brains for abosrbing all of that info and used it again and again like a recycle bin. Your brain is just. damaged.

Twisted to think in a way such as, shoes will have to be, FITFLOP or BIRKENSTOCK or what. And cosmic prints and high waisted pants are essential in your life

GET A LIFE.

x.

with love

 

 

 

 

2012, the year before

Life is just this big wheel for fortune u see in tarot cards. Amazing us with it’s wonders and tricks

Just like life has its every pace and turn, as it turns over every page, by ending days and finally welcoming us the new year, 2013.

to me, 2012 was a year of ….. growing up, and a year I finally graduated and leave high school.

Jan- May 2012 (summary)

just like this picture, can tell you what I felt earlier in the half of year …

everything is new for me, especially being a form5 student and being in different classes with my best friend, ZOE AND SHUYEE, it was hard for me to cope with my form 5.

As u know PCGHS has it’s form4 in the noon class and form 5 in the morning so waking up early , was def a NO for me (im not a morning person)

Im trying my best to jumble up everything… especially wakin up early and tryin to stay awake in every class possible.

One thing to know is, I still DISLIKE lab lessons but 2012, I was glad to have science teachers that don’t mind if I suddenly sleep and being awake when the bell rings…. sorry teacher.

Along came a guy durin feb but I still manage to be single… on Valentines day….. how awful*

I do admit that I really like this guy and we wanted to stay with each other w/o makin it official and being like that just is No strings attached.

I thought it might work out but in the end…. it’s still a blank paper without any commitments which makes us leave without anything done…….. I regret as my temper in 2012 did not change.

the temper tat made me lost the perfect guy back in 2010…. still repeated itself on 2012.

between the time of march to may was the hardest of times… as I doubt myself and doubt in my personality…. but May 2012 proved to me how my friends had treasured me once in a worthwhile by showering me comfort and telling me that he’s  not worth it.

thank you guys, I love you.

 

then it was SUKAN TARA, the stupid activity the schoool held every year just to help it’s houses gain marks

 

but then  we had pretty much fun by foolin around, as always*

my face with pimples that time *sigh

miss those days , like seriously I mean life without worryin so much, just being in school is enough

 

 

JUNE 2012

 

June of course is yours truly’s birthday and I was puttin much hope on them giving me a surprise

tadaaaaa

went on celebratin in GURNEY…..

shuyee’s album of my birthday was suddenly deleted and so I have no photos to post TT

Moving on will be

JULY – AUG 2013

SPM is coming really soon and tensions of facing the trials is heating up.

So nothing much really happened except for practicing for our GRADUATION NIGHT and we danced MAMA for our class performance.

Was really happy coz I manage to persuade the whole class in joining the class performance as ONE CLASS… as  A WHOLE S5E class to win the graduation nnight performance

there wil be photos below

Furthermore, yours truly also did joined in a flash mob dance by FRESHBEAT right at Gurney Paragon

it was actually a successs since we dance just to help the guy propose to his wife-to-be …

you can check out the vid in youtube

SEPT- DEC 2012

This will be a long post for this particular time frame

GRAD NIGHT first,

meet the beautiful unbeatable S5E

MAMA !!!!

finale

we danced and cried like babies……….. its just the night when we reminisce about our 5 years in high school from form 1 to form 5.

 

 

Friends turned into enemies and enemies into the best of friends….. Im so inseparable from them…. they are the best of my life.

thank you for being there with me my friends.

crazy gang

receiving our certificate ….

happy and sad in the same time.

so much to say but so little time.

Tell me to write an essay in 100 words, I might say its not even enough to share about my life with them just even one year.

so many memories I had in my high school, so u can know 2012 might be a beginning of my new life and also a hard time to say goodbye to my high school friends.

what is life without being a little fun and what is life without making random friends?

that sums up my time frame with tons of pictures in my pinafore.

GOODBYE my pinafore for once and for all…. I will miss u and I would wanted to wear it one day again. just to remind me of the days I had back then.

I know I cannot turn back time .

But I knew I should hold onto my memories….. and may time pull us back and we shall meet again???

the Mayan prediction was just some bullshit I feel but I do believe that we should cherish our lives… by loving the people we love everyday…

Mistakes can be made and promises can be broken. So what? move on.

2012 gave me too lot to absorb so this is how I am overflowed with emotions. Thank you god for giving me a blessed year thruout SPM …. SPM has been a challenge and I will be receivin my results in march 22….. hopefully

I got what I wanted

*praying

2012 gave me the last time’s of ….

1. having short hair

2. knowing what is to love someone without commitment

3. studying all day in my study desk

4. choosing good pens to use for assignments.

5. last minute doin homework before the teacher comes in

6. sleepin in lab

7. toying with friends.

8. eat in the school canteen

9. running when the discipline teacher comes

10. take picture in my school uniform

11. being sweaty from school.

12. sleepin in class

13. using wooden desks and chairs…

14. worryin of exams

15. talkin non stop in class

16. sitting in a circle and gossip

where might we all be after 2012? how would life be without all of u in 2013???

I don’t know.

I really don’t

Let’s just hope in tis new cycle of life.

I get to see all of u again

and hopefully in 2013…. I can get everything settled.

1. my car license

2. college

that’s what I can think for now.

It’s now FEBRUARY…… and yet I havent even start writin my resolutions !

I have been working in ESPRIT gurney right now to earn some money to get me shop more… also to kill time while waiting for my spm results.

it’s also the best solution for keepin me from SLACKIN and PROCRASTINATING… heh*

I gained a lot after working and I learnt a lot from my work colleagues even tho it is tiring to work and serve people. sigh*

I manage to earn rm 2230 after workin for a month and 11 days… I spent my salary, *half of it

by buying

myself a pair of CHARLES AND KEITH loafers, mom a pair of new FITFLOP, and my sister a FOSSIL watch…

shopping never ends…. still I wanted to save some money for my future.. so I stopped spending and I promise myself to get a pair of BIRKENSTOCK myself… without using my parent’s money, since I have cost them a lot for all these 17 years.

Mom and dad were proud of their own daughter, lol* to have her first pay and payslip…. and EPF as well. I’ve learnt and I felt that I have grown up ever since I started working.

recent image of me

I learnt to appreciate money more. I learnt that money doesn’t grow on trees and I hated how I spend money so easily last time.

I also learn to realize that among my colleagues in my work… I am the most fortunate person to have my parents supporting my financial needs without the need to worry about my future. Unlike them who needs to support their own life.

thanks to etude house, and some facial my face turned out to improve itself and no more breakout issues. *thank god

my hair had grown so much yayy* ready to dye them once it’s shoulder length!!

That’s all for this post.

WILL POST ABOUT MY RESOLUTIONS SOON .