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Wednesday, 16 May 2012

Distant ,

taylor swift

is

the

best

Why am I posting about this ?

Exams are currently on and whenever I felt pressured, I put myself into Taylor’s songs and it does brings me back a lot of memories

I used to be a big fan of hers when she got her first album, but then she suddenly sings those pop tuned songs that made me hate it … but then I still am a big fan of hers because she really sings what she thinks and I can feel it in her lyrics and her voice.

I love all her FEARLESS album songssss and I can hardly find the FAVE song because I seem to like all of them. Don’t use speakers to listen to her songs. that’s what I have to say whenever it comes to advices because you cant really feel what taylor feels throughout the song but if you plug in those ear phones what you can hear is not just A SONG about LOVE, it’s about a diary of pretty much her life.

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How she fell in love and how the way she felt love fearlessly.

She reached out and she got hurt…. and it’s just like another ordinary girl…. she made me feel so down to earth and not just like any other singers who won awards and are like so 100000000 miles away from us.

 

By listening to her songs she makes me feel special because I felt the same way as Taylor felt in her songs. I liked the way she tells us how she likes this guy and how the way she wanted this guy to like her as much as she likes him… then she gives us this picture of how the way they loved each other and how the way they broke up… and most importantly are her OWN emotions.

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she mostly sings her heartbroken days compared to those lovey dovey days

she is like so seriously brave like who would put up their heartbroken stories in a song and sung it into a melody and like turn it into an album and so many people listens to your story.

all of her melodies are like so catchy, I CAN EVENTUALLY SING EVERY SONG OF HERS BELIEVE IT OR NOT and whenever I hear her voice my heart really skipped a beat !

One of my favourites will be UNTOUCHABLE.

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You should like listen to it !

Because in that song, she tells us about this one person she likes and how hard she is reaching out to make the person know her existence, that guy is like UNTOUCHABLE like a distant diamond sky she never can reach, and she just felt so happy or undone whenever the guy is near her. The most interesting part is the chorus which says, ‘In the Middle of the night when im in this dream, it’s like a million little stars spelling out your name’

I like it like so damn much because she puts the stars written into a guys name? Like who can ever like a guy THIS much? What I mean is she makes me want to fall in love over and over and over again.

One thing is she is original, tho she might FALL IN LOVE in ALL OF HER SONGS with DIFFERENT STORIES which makes me rethink about how many guys did she ACTUALLY LIKE? or is she just trying to create an image of a ordinary girl who keeps getting her heart broken. One of her famous heartbreaks would be JOE JONAS. we all knew she once had this serious relationship with joe .

This can be listened in her song called Forever and Always , I like the way she told us that she kept waiting by the phone for his call but he never call and how she just frankly believed in any guys’s who said the word FOREVER, I am not saying that Taylor wants us NOT TO believe in the word FOREVER … it’s that she makes me feel real and that’s what everyone has to go through in love. You fall and you got hurt and you stood up again ready to fall into love again, right?

Sunday, 6 May 2012

Things I want , for MAY

H E L L O

M   A   Y 

April has been a potful of happiness and some few sad moments but then I’ve made it and finally May arrives which means another full month of… unknown

May

May

nothing much about May, no birthdays or big events

what can I be doing in May??

The first 3 weeks of MAY will be exams…

which means studying studying studying

and my sister’s birthday

then… it comes to Leo Forum 2012 at Langkawi

till then,

good luck everyone in their mid terms !

x

Saturday, 5 May 2012

all things french

promoting this tumblr website

FRENCHKISSED

saw this on my dashboard and realized how great this blog provides me with whatever french and paris is just the only thing you can find about this blog.

I find it amazing because for someone like me who loves to get the hell out of this little island can finally have this website to know what is it like to be in Paris

whaddup paris !

-cityoflove:<br /><br />Mont Saint-Michel, France via thetzar<br />

Mont. Saint Michael

stuck-in-the-old-days:<br /><br />Paris.<br />

1000graces:<br /><br />FOREIGN BODIES by Cynthia Ozick<br /><br />

still, the classic eiffel tower we know

brings up architecture and romance at the same time

 

lindsayphillipsphotography:<br /><br />Paris. 2008.<br />

wherever this is, stunning.

1000graces:<br /><br />Aix En Provence

Aix En Provence

fuckyeahcastles:<br /><br />Chateau Digoine

chateau Degoine

somehow this picture reminds me of, the movie Monte Carlo

1000graces:<br /><br />(by liz.rusby)

gosh

be sure to visit this great blog !!!

x

Friday, 4 May 2012

insanity

I know my kingdom awaits and they’re forgiving my mistakes

still far away from where I belong, but there’s always darkness before the dawn.

so you can doubt

and you can hate

but I know

no matter what it takes

Thursday, 3 May 2012

Plans we made for two

Where have the times gone, baby it’s all gone .

a little bit of monday I feel on a thursday

Everything felt so slow motioned and everything can’t seem to put on a drill.

I seemingly feel lifeless although I am completely tied up.

Exam’s are coming next week and I seriously felt the tension when I walked into the class seeing empty desks and a gang of students having some group study. Teachers are even worse, they cant seem to be considerate by giving us extra time to revise by ourselves, I mean hello ? whats the point of teaching new topics when only half the class attends and , it’s near exam?

I seem to understand what Shakespeare wrote on Life’s Brief Candle

saying that life seems meaningless but this is in another perspective, Macbeth lost his wife….. and I didn’t lose anyone yet, but Macbeth lost something important something that made him want to live every day.

That will be the similarity. It’s not that I am complaining but I felt that I lost something utterly important to me , I knew what is it yet I don’t want to admit it.

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury…

I believe everything has it pace and time and everything goes naturally….. Life is living by order and everything is destined. I guess I should just STFU and … let everything go naturally.. in it’s own frequency without giving it anything like pushing or going against nature.

I suffocate whenever I have to wake up early in the morning and sleeping late at the night before. I crave for sleep but I still have to fight it , for some reasons why I hate to sleep early.

1. wasting time.

there are so many things I can do before 2am.

2. I am a nocturnal

3. night time is the time I felt alive

I still do watch dramas and … read comics… back to the person I am like before yet.

still

I feel like Macbeth

Something or someone ….

I lost .

Yet

I

didn’t

want

to

admit

this

.

there’s no point missing someone that doesn’t miss you.

x.

Wednesday, 2 May 2012

Lara

maybe im going to name my daughter LARA one day .

Tuesday, 1 May 2012

RUBIN

aahhhh this song made me fall in love !!

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